Anna,
I crave your presence. The sound of your voice, your laughter, the sparkle in your eyes all bring such joy to me. I feel that there is a simple intimacy between us born of our long friendship. Spending time with you on your visits to Auckland is a wonderful experience.
I also have a strong sexual attraction to you. I recognise that this is not reciprocated. I would not wish to lose our friendship and I do understand that you do not wish to do anything that would endanger your relationship with C----and I don't wish to precipitate a crisis with N----.
I do desire to enjoy a level of physical intimacy with you. I will accept your limits in this respect. If that cannot go beyond the privilege of holding your hand and perhaps, at your invitation, kissing you then that is how it shall be.
I am not suggesting that we engage in a fully-fledged sexual affair. There was a time when I harboured the dream that you would be my mistress. I envisaged flying you to Auckland for a rendezvous with me... When I say "Mistress" I mean that in both senses of the word.
Anna, I see you as a very strong woman, I mean that in terms of your physicality and in respect of your mental and emotional strength as well. So, in my wild imaginings you are the dominant player in our game. I provide a luxurious environment in which you feel safe, relaxed and I strive to serve you physically and emotionally during our limited time together. You have some experience of what I refer to from the occasion when I was your "Valet".
In the present circumstances I seek to provide you with a sexual experience, that is new and exciting to you, in which you are in control, and which does not involve any sexual contact with me.
I enjoy doing things for you both at a distance and in person. I enjoy that I can elicit an excited gasp at my suggestions. I desire to facilitate your exploration and enjoyment of aspects of your sexuality that you might not otherwise engage with.
PROPOSAL:
Fly to Auckland mid-week, I will arrange pickup at the airport to transport you to DeBretts. It would be excellent if you could stay overnight, however, if not, then we will work out a suitable time frame for activities. We will meet in the longue and take our promenade through the Britomart precinct. We will procure you more perfume. You can sample gins at Alma.
We will return to the hotel suite. I will be your valet, I would draw your bubble bath and undress you. I am clear and accept that I would not touch you intimately. I would prepare you for the bubble bath by washing you in the shower. Once you are settled into the bath, I would bring you a glass of champagne. I could kneel beside the bath and massage your feet, caress you as you direct. What music would you like to be playing?
After the bath I would dry you and assist you with dressing if that's what you wish. I would suggest that a robe would be sufficient. I would also like to see you in some of the clothes from the Iconic.
If you are peckish, we would order room service.