As I lay back on my towel in the sand, eyes closed, letting the warm breeze drift over my almost naked body I took a sip of a freshly opened beer, the cold liquid running through my body.
"Ahhh," I exhaled. I've arrived, I thought...finally.
10 years ago I dropped out of high school at the age of 17 because I wanted to start my own business, I knew that I could do it, school could get me no further. I also knew it would be a long, hard road so I wanted to get started right away.
I was right on both accounts, it was long and hard, but I did it. I'd worked my ass off for a decade but I sold a portion of the company and stepped down in my active role , I'd now collect checks while I let others do the work.
This happened less than a month ago, and since then I'd sold my condo and bought this place, this amazing place. It's a private bungalow on the beach in a secluded area in Hawaii, no one within a 20 minute drive, the nearest city 20 minutes past that.
For the past week, I'd been waking to the sounds of the ocean, the waves hitting the sand 50 feet from my window. I often pondered whether this was worth it all, I'd spent a lot of prime years in my life just working, I'd missed out on a lot of experiences, especially college, but also so many other little things, I barely had any real hobbies, and perhaps the biggest thing was I'd never had time for a relationship, I'd been on sporadic dates, a lot, but I'd never met anyone who could make me take the time out of my life for them, and I know now that that was a mistake.
I'd met some great people, but brushed them off because they were getting in the way of my single minded focus.
I realized that any mistakes in the past, any obligations on my life, were now gone, I could do what I wanted, what I deep down wanted, and if I didn't for any reason, then the last 10 years of my life would truly have gone to waste.
What did I want the most? I thought. That was easy, a beautiful, amazing women to share all this with, but was it that easy? I know that in my sex life for the past 10 years I was all about 'getting mine' I wasn't interested in woman for relationships, I wanted to meet ones that would hook up, no commitments, nothing.
I realized too, that my favorite ones were the ones that I could let go with, not be in charge, making decisions. The girls that would take over, be in charge, the ones that would get on top of me and ride me hard, while I would just lay back and watch them work.
I'd never made the connection before, but I'd had a passing sexual fantasy, one that came up in dreams more often than conscious thought that now seemed very connected to my sex life up to this point.
I then started to ponder a way to make this fantasy a reality. At first, I felt intense fear and reluctance as I'd never thought about anything like this before in my life, then I started to think deeper, my fear faded, the details feel into place and I started to get excited, nervous excited, but excited.
I laid around for another hour thinking about it, went for a swim in the ocean, the whole time rolling it over in my mind.
I was finally ready and headed inside to my laptop and I started browsing around any message board, dating websites, etc that would have college girls on them. I figured the timing would be perfect, as exams were finishing right about now leading into summer.
I found a bunch of sites and decided to write my pitch:
This may be the most unusual request you've ever read in your life, it's certainly the most unusual I've ever asked, or even heard about. I assure you I am 100% serious.
I'm a 26 year old single guy and I just moved into a beach house in Hawaii. I own my own business and am not needed there for long periods of time. I never went to college as I was busy with my business the whole time, I am looking for a college co-ed who has a few weeks of spare time in her summer vacation.
Here's the strange part, I've recently decided that I want to try some dominant-submissive stuff, so I am looking for a girl to dominate me for 2 weeks in my place in Hawaii.
The trip would be all expenses paid, I mean everything, food, plane, you will have everything you need, you'll live in luxury for the whole time. But, this isn't a regular Cancun, all inclusive deal, this is ALL inclusive, you have me as your complete and total control, I'll take care of whatever you need, you have no need to lift a finger, anything you want done for you you simply ask me and I will.
If you're interested I want a girl who is college aged, attractive, and interested in being a dominate, though no experience is required, you must be willing and able to order me around for two weeks as basically your slave, sexual and otherwise.
I can promise that this will be the most pleasurable two weeks of your life, you'll have a private beach house and a man willing to do whatever it takes to please you, to satisfy you 24/7.
I've attached picture of myself in this message.
As far as my interests on being a submissive, bondage, teasing, some spanking/pain/punishment stuff, humiliation and total service to you, are what gets me turned on about all this.
If you are interested please reply with the following details: First name, real age, pictures, earliest departure date and latest return date, at least one picture in bikini and a face close-up, but the more pictures the better, nothing with less than a bikini, I kind of want it to be a surprise, but all sexy pictures without nudity are strongly encouraged.
I have a whole bunch of questions, but I have to be sure I am sexually attracted to you before I waste our time. I'll be contacting probably the 10-20 girls who I find turn me on the most. Note that your pictures will not be shared with ANYONE but me.
Thanks for applying and I hope to hear from you soon. Any questions, please contact me, you have 1 week to apply.
And with that I went to all the sites I had bookmarked and posted it as a profile or to a message board and shaking with excitement and uncertainty, I turned the computer off and headed out for a run along the beach.
I resisted checking my email and profiles for a whole week to let the time run out. I actually let it run that 7th day, so on the 8th morning, very excited, I began to check for applicants, praying I got at least 1 I found hot.
Amazed, I had a bit over 100 girls apply from all across America. Realizing that today was going to be an awesome day, I grabbed a coffee and settled in. I was impressed to find a lot of girls tried really hard with the pictures, some sending 10 in different poses and outfits, a lot including a few leather or latex bdsm ones, many even explaining that they took these just for me!
I don't know how many hours I took, but I had over 40 girls that I thought were hot. I kept slowly eliminating them until I was finally down to 12, this would be a great number to work with for the next part of the interview process.
So, I sent out an email to all the girls that went like this:
Congratulations girls, you were one of 12 girls selected from over 100, I'd like to ask you a few more questions. I am hoping this will narrow it down some more.
First, I'd like to read a little bit about you in general to get an idea of your interests, personality, etc, the more you can tell me the better, but keep it under 1 page please.
I also need to know your experience with dominate-slave, if any, if not, tell me why it interests you, go into detail. I'd also like to hear about some of your favorite sexual experiences. I want you to go through the sex toy website attached and give me a list of anything you'd want on this trip to use on you and/or me. Go through the site well, add anything you may think would come in handy that you'd be interested in trying.
Give me an example of a perfect day at my place as you would run it (and you're under control, so that's how it would actually happen) and finally explain why you would be a great candidate, besides physical appearance.
Finally, I am looking for someone to truly be in control, so if you don't have a history in bdsm explain why you are certain you could be an authoritative, powerful, intimidating dominant, instead of the regular girl you are in your daily life.
Thanks, I know that this is a lot, so take your time, but I am setting a deadline for a week from now again. I would love to hear about you ladies as much as possible, but please limit your whole application to 5 pages of writing, that's probably over 2000 words, but don't feel a need to write that much if you feel like you've described what I have asked fully, there is no minimum.
I don't know how long it will take me to get through them, and how much I can limit it down, but rest assured you will know as soon as I do.
Thanks again, you guys are all incredibly sexy and I am SO excited to begin this.
Once again, I tried to push it out of my life as much as I could for the week and on that 8th day I again opened up that email account to find 12 applications, all sent within the past 3 days.
I printed them all out and matched them to the images I had also since printed in high quality. I read through each once to see if there were any easily eliminations. There were, I cut 1 for being basically incomplete, she didn't talk about herself, why she'd be good, etc. 2 girls sounded just mean spirited, it wasn't a sexual thing to them, it was a 'take out the anger,' also no good, I also thought one girl was trying to use me for a free vacation.