Michael spent the next two days tossing between disappointment, misery and anticipation. He went through the motions of a normal weekend. Dinner with the family. Golf with his dad. All the things that normally filled his free time quite nicely. But all the while Alicia lurked in his thoughts. Popping up at unexpected moments and calling his full attention back to her.
At night he lay in bed with her beautiful panties. Smothering his nose in them and licking them. Imagining that he was feeding from her warm, fragrant and delicious source. At times he thought maybe she was a witch. She had certainly enchanted his thoughts. No woman had ever made him feel so genuinely submissive. He felt an odd mixture of incredible desire, shame and mild revulsion all at once. Was he weird to be so insane over an inanimate scrap of worn clothing? Was he some kind of crazy pervert? Or was he just a bewitched puppy doing what came naturally as he learned the scent of his Mistress?
Finally the long weekend days passed and Michael returned to work. He had decided to play it cool with Alicia. He was a bit frightened by how quickly she had reeled him in and wanted to slow the pace. He had found himself daydreaming about them living happily ever after with 2.5 babies. He knew such thoughts were inappropriate since he really didn’t even know this woman. Michael was secretly congratulating himself over how skillfully he had avoided her in the office all morning, when he overheard his boss speaking about her. Apparently he had sent Alicia out of town to meet with an important client for her project. She wasn’t even in the building! And wouldn’t be all week. Oh God.
Suddenly he felt almost sick! It was one thing to intentionally avoid her. It was quite another for her to be unavailable. He had been pretending that he had some control over this. He was going to let her know that she couldn’t just tease him and play with him. But, now what? She didn’t even seem to care that he was alive. After what they had shared, surely she would have at least sent him a quick note to let him know she was going out of town for a whole damn week!
Michael returned to his desk and checked his email. He felt a combination of fury and humiliation as he realized that she had not bothered to inform him that she’d be out. As he sat there fuming he suddenly realized how ridiculous he was being. He was like an invisible freshman girl who wanted the star quarterback to ask her to the prom. His face suffused with warmth as he realized what a little crybaby bitch he was being. Of course she had not informed him that she was going out of town on business. They were not working on the same project nor were they dating. She had no reason to give a thought to him. And she certainly didn’t need his permission or approval to do anything she pleased.