This story takes place in the Perfect Beginning Universe. It makes brief mention of Michele's work.
The terms, "boy(s)" and "girl(s)" are used to refer to characters over the ages of 18 years. All characters featured herein are well beyond the threshold of legal age for sex.
For me, first time is always the most exciting. Compounding the excitement is the anxiety experienced when at least one character realizes that they are not the person they thought they were.
This story takes place in a very male dominant society, one which is even more patriarchal than our own. Pete comes to realize that as he falls under Allison's spell, he does not measure up to societal expectations. These two young people are discovering and becoming as they grow together as a couple.
Psychological conflict and tension are central themes in this story.
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The following is an outline of how this society operates. The Perfect Beginning provides a slightly more comprehensive description of the universe.
* People are legal adults at 18 years of age.
* People usually live to about 2,000 years of age.
* The cultural norm has almost all legal adults living with their family of origin until they turn 200 years old.
* Young people between the ages of 18 and 200 are treated as and referred to as children when they choose to continue living with their parents.
* Young people between the ages of 18 and 200 often behave much as we would expect teenagers to behave here in our world. They are kept in a state of arrested emotional development.
* Young people between the ages of 18 and 200 years customarily consume "blockers" which prevent them from having sexual feelings or impulses.
* Some young people will begin to "date" around 160 yers of age and while they are expected to continue to take their blockers, some will surreptitiously stop taking them while a few will stop responding to them.
* Age and masculinity are revered in this world. Everybody looks up to their elders and few seriously question the patriarchy.
All characters in the story are over 18 years of age.
It is customary for those below the age of 200 to demonstrate their status by wearing clothing which signify to others that they are off limits. They would wear what we would think of as children's clothing. Remember, an 18 year old and a 1,900 year old would look exactly the same age, so children's clothes are very useful for signaling to those over 200 years to abstain from any romantic or sexual pursuit of another who was deemed of an inappropriate age.
Lastly, sex is not technically illegal for people between the ages of 18 and 200 years. It is considered profoundly taboo. Adult-children (18+) do have sex but it is kept very quiet. Some parents punish their children for engaging in this sinful pleasure and adult-children almost never tell-on one another in this regard, even those who might not like one another. Adult children live by a code and violation of said code subjects one to complete ostracization. Almost none experiment until they are well over 160 years old.
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Pete never completely cease to exist. He remained alive, in the barest sense, in Little Peter's memory. Peter remembered living as Pete and, perhaps most poignantly, he remembered clearly his expectations of manhood.
He was close enough to attaining it all that he'd formulated clear and reasonable expectations of that life. He'd have a hot girlfriend and perhaps later, a wife. He was not sure how common it was, but there was a romanticized notion that a lot of guys kept side-girls. Pete was good looking and he knew he'd want that too. Since he was a hypersexual, he'd assured himself he would not be cheating on is future girlfriend, he'd be doing her a favor. He'd prefabricated this rationalization for all future infidelities.
He'd always thought of girls as being so needy and this suited him as he expected to be fucking girls on the regular. He'd have what they needed: man cock and masculine validation. If he let her know she was pretty enough to be chosen, she'd be riding a win. He prepared himself with this sort of anticipatory thinking.
Little Peter never lived up to this expectation and the loving women in his life saw to it that he never would. Even if somehow he'd lost touch with all these clear memories, he'd still live in shame.
The adults conditioned Little Peter to respond sexually to shame.
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Peter was almost perpetually erect. Most of the day, he walked about with a hardon. The women preferred he wear clothing that highlighted his embarrassing state. They appreciated what it represented and that it attracted attention from any who happened to share company with the boy.
Occasionally, his penis became flaccid. Now was such a time.
"Is somebody getting a little attitude?" There was pleasure in her accusatory question. Hellen was flexing. She might as well have asked him if he was getting a stiffiy.
"No, Mother!" he hoped his urgent response was not too loud. The women made it clear that he was not ever permitted to raise his voice.
She appreciated his anxious and timid reaction.
He's so much better this way.
Peter's penis immediately reacted to his Mother's dog whistle growing to full erection as she looked on.
Shaking her head in pretend disbelief, not trying to hide her pleasure, "Goodness, gracious, young man! What am I going to do with you?" This was all part of Hellen's theatre. She relished the domestic drama as much as Allison enjoyed at playing Peter's babysitter.
Peter lived in accordance to many rules and strict adherence was always expected; discipline was seldom neglected.
Yet he did have an attitude.
Not really!
Yet he knew he had.
A little bit...but not really.
Carol and Hellen were taking a weekend jaunt to wine country. They'd tour about, shop, and spend a couple nights at a spa. He looked forward to unadulterated family time with his two Mommies. He'd have no chores and he was sure there would be lots of affectionate play. He adored snuggling in bed with his mother's as they watched a nighttime show. Little boy would get lots of playful spankies and when they were not making love, they'd use him. It would be fun and carefree.
At the last minute, they decided to leave him at home.
Ordinarily, this would be a tolerable outcome as he'd be babysat by Allison. Unfortunately, she and Vanessa were likewise taking off for the weekend. He'd be alone.
When left alone, he'd become "intimate" with his "needy girlfriend." His needy girlfriend was a cock cage. His mom came up with the name as she remembered clearly how her former son, Pete, always got off on porn featuring actresses who projected as the horniest little girls. Needy was Pete's descriptor. On numerous occasions he'd shared this condescending opinion of women and it always grated on her. A "needy girlfriend" just seemed funny to her.
Hellen was always so sweet and loving when she locked him up in this horrid contraption. Considering their boy wore a perpetual hardon, they were kind enough to not insist on coupling it with the optional spikes, yet that did not mean it would be comfortable. He'd get no stimulation at all and his erection would be forcefully bent down in submission. Too, Hellen never failed to fit him with the model that allowed her to provide him with electric shocks to his "little boy penis" and "little boy balls."
Hellen found many random occasions for remotely shocking his little boy parts and enjoyed doing it often. Her favorite time to give him a nice long, sustained shock, however, was when Carol was making her cum.
This was now his weekend. He'd merely allowed the hint of disappointment to cloud his features. It had been fleeting, only lasting two or three seconds, but it had been on his face.
