Over the next few weeks there was an almost palpable change in the atmosphere at work. Donald was considerably more relaxed and his employees enjoyed working in a calmer environment. Although Donald and Saundra were relatively discreet, the office workers knew something was going on between them and hoped whatever she was doing for him didnāt stop. If they had asked him, he would have been in complete agreement with their sentiments!
At the office Saundra maintained her professionalism. She noticed the way folks looked at her and whispered amongst themselves. Glancing around the office she would grin to herself. If these people only knew what was going on between her and Donald thereād be some slack-jawed, eye-popping expressions on their faces! She liked the changes in Donald. He was still powerful and persuasive in his dealings but had become more amiable with the office workers.
The big deal with a group of Japanese business men and the financial institute in Chicago was coming to a close. Donald was more than ready to get the final contracts signed and sealed. He was tired of having to put up with the crap from Martin Cook. That lawyerās cocky attitude was incredibly obnoxious. He half-heartedly wondered if a good whipping from Saundra would put the weasel in his place. But he had no desire to share his new-found love with anyone, let alone with that creep. Donald had noticed a slightly tense air about Saundra whenever Martinās name came up. He was mildly puzzled about it, but didnāt dwell on it thinking she was just reacting to his own negative vibes about the lawyer.
It was Friday and it had been a long week for her. Although she knew Donald was hoping theyād spend the evening together all she really wanted to do was just go home and zone out for a while. She needed some downtime to relax without having to think of job or personal responsibilities or of what to do with Donald. She needed āSaundra timeā. Just as she was wrapping things up for the day the phone rang and she begrudgingly answered.
āParsons Incorporated,ā she tersely answered. She pulled her message book open as she knew he would not want to take a call just before he was about to leave.
āHello, Miss Williams, this is Miss Tanaka. Mr. Yoshima would like to speak with Mr. Parsons, please.ā Saundra looked up to see Donald just coming out of his office, briefcase in hand. She pressed the mute button and told him who was calling.
āCrap, what the hell time is it in Tokyo? Must be 8:30, already. They work late, donāt they? Just hand me your phone.ā Donald sighed and listened for a moment. āMr. Yoshima, nice to hear from youā¦hm, mmmm. Yes. You want to meet here? Oh, I seeā¦thatās fine. Yes, I have accommodations to hold the meeting at my office. All right, then I will see you here on Wednesday atā¦ā Donald paused and pointed to the appointment book on Saundraās desk. She opened it to Wednesday and pointed to the first available time. āā¦11:00 a.m. Is that suitable? Good, I look forward to seeing you and your associates then. Good bye.ā He handed the receiver to Saundra. āSeems Mr. Yoshimaās wife wants to join him and have a little vacation. They want to go down to San Francisco after the meeting on Wednesday. He said heās already arranged for the folks at Monaker Financial to meet him here, instead of in Chicago. But, I guess if they are eager enough to get the deal done they donāt mind meeting the buyers here. Whatever works. I just want to put this baby to bed.ā
Saundra was in a slight turmoil. Now that the meeting place had been changed to Seattle that would mean Martin would be there with his clients. She couldnāt believe this turn of events! It was bad enough that he was involved, but to have him physically in Seattle, to have to be near him suddenly put her in a quandary. All the time she had spent getting over their relationship seemed to mean nothing. She felt frustrated with herself that she was still allowing Martin to influence her feelings in any way.
Throughout Donaldās dealings with him sheād only had to speak with Martin long enough to put him on hold then transfer him to Donald. Every time he had called she had kept her voice steady and reserved, even though her stomach turned and her anger flared. All she could think of was him standing over her ravaged and beaten body cruelly berating her that she was merely a whore for his clients. His voice had stung her with angry sarcasm that she was nothing, a nobody, and her only purpose was to be used by anyone he deemed would gain him a higher position in life.
āIs everything ok?ā Donaldās soft voice broke into her thoughts. āYou look a bit pale.ā Although she tried to hide it he noticed the anxious look on her face. He felt concerned and wished she would confide in him.
āOh, yes. Iām fine, just tired.ā Saundra couldnāt even look at him. What would he think of her whoring herself, even though under duress, to Martinās clients to increase his business and social status? She wondered why she was feeling a melt down in her self-confidence. She knew Donald respected and cherished her. But if he found out what sheād been through she considered that he might view her in a less esteemed light. The phone rang again, startling her. She answered as Donald stood there and waited.
āHello, Ms. Williams, this is Martin Cook. Is Mr. Parsons available?ā Martin quietly waited for her response. Each time he heard her voice he was reminded of his ex-wife, his beautiful, ungrateful Saundra. He had been furious the night heād come home early and found her packing to leave him. In the years that followed their divorce he was upset that heād gone crazy in his rage. But that stemmed more from the fact that a weakness had been revealed to her, rather than always being her self-controlled master.
He did not try to get her back, sure that she would come crawling to him, begging him to let her return. How could she live on her own, after having everything she needed provided for her? When he was served with divorce papers he justified his loss of her by believing she was an ungrateful bitch who had never been good enough for him anyway. Although his clients were unaware of his maneuvers they had enjoyed his lovely wife in any fashion they cared. In the back of his mind he was convinced she enjoyed being a whore and fucking any man to whom he directed her. This, in turn, caused him to feel disgusted with her thinking of the different cocks that had used her pussy, mouth and ass. Sometimes heād watched in secret and he would become so horny heād fuck her hard and furious as soon as she was alone. But heād always thought of her as a used, dirty body merely to get where he wanted in life, and to vent his own sexual needs upon.
Martin wasnāt sure where she had settled but could not imagine that sheād gone very far from Chicago. He had thought so little of her he had no idea of her inner strength. He would have been surprised that she might have done well for herself, or dared to move away from her hometown, let alone to another state. Of course he had no way of knowing that sheād taken back her maiden name, either. Since their divorce heād had a few girlfriends, but none so easily manipulated to bend her to his will, as Saundra had. If heād had the time he would have found himself some pretty, unknowing, middle-class bitch whom he could mold to his needs. But after Saundra had left him heād become absorbed in his work and built it into a highly respectable law practice, specializing in corporate law.
āMs. Williams? May I speak with Mr. Parsons?ā he prompted, his voice was deep and unemotional. She looked up at Donald and switched the phone on mute and told him it was Martin.
āHell, just how I want to start my weekend. Iāll take this in my office. God knows how long that idiot will want to discuss things. You go ahead and leave, Iāll call you at home later, if thatās ok with you.ā
āSure.ā Saundra waited for Donald to be seated at his desk then transferred the call. She shut down her computer, grabbed her belongings and quickly left for home. She couldnāt get there fast enough, to her safe haven. She needed to regroup and deal with her turbulent thoughts and emotions, relieved to have the night alone.
Donald watched as she hurried out of the office. He distinctly had the feeling something was wrong. He felt disappointed that they werenāt going to be together later, and was even more so because he knew she was disturbed by something. But not wanting to push her he gave her the space she insisted on. Theyād learned a lot about each other over the past few of weeks. Her intelligence, sweetness, and sense of humor enchanted him. He was falling in love with everything about her, mentally, emotionally, as well as physically. She treated him like a king, that is, until they were in the bedroom. Then he was her most willing servant eager to please in whichever way she chose. Even on the nights when they just cuddled and drifted off to sleep he was joyfully content to wrap his arms around her and dream together. Donald felt this might be a night when simply relaxing in each others arms may have eased her anxiety.
They had so many interests in common such as books, music, favored sports, even their outlook on current events to their philosophy on life. Donald wanted to tell her he was head over heals in love with her but he held back. He knew in his heart she was the one for him, his soul mate. But he didnāt want to scare her off. It seemed that Saundra was holding part of herself in check as at times she was reserved with him. He needed to be patient and let her come to terms with her feelings toward him. Donald knew she was deeply fond of him, hoped it was the beginnings of love, and he didnāt want to chance extinguishing that flame.
āHello Martin, I suppose youāve already spoken with Mr. Yoshima.ā
āYes. Seems his wife is pulling the strings to get in some sightseeing. Interesting that a Japanese man would let his wife dictate his plans. I thought the men in that culture always ruled the roost, so to speak,ā Martin feigned amusement, but his laugh sounded sarcastic. When Donald remained silent Martin cleared his throat and continued, āEd Nelson wasnāt too pleased. But he and his partners are ready to get it over with. They have their minds on other matters and are anxious to liquidate some of their assets.ā