Chapter One: the Foundation
I am writing this at the command of my most gracious and loving Lord and Master "Artoris". In it I am to tell you of my journey from a most obedient daughter of the faith to that of becoming a totally submissive slut for my Master that knows no bounds.
It is most unique in several ways: While totally submissive (collared, branded and tattooed), he has allowed me to be a Mistress of a stable of subs concentrating on sissies, has me exhibited and used by groups of people of his choice, black gang-bangs and train his K-9s. That would probably be bad enough for most of you, but to realize that my sissy husband and I are both bar certified member of the courts, should add to the flavor! lol
My story starts like most as a child that had every opportunity, except that we lived in the South, which is not really what you would call a real hot bed of Jewish Activities. There was a general acceptance of us, but we mostly socialized with our own people at the synagogue, our houses, or went to New York and Palm Beach for special occasions.
When I started college I really wasn't sure what my major would be, but by year 2 I had gravitated towards the law. After transferring to a school that is well known in the south for it's law school graduates, I really applied myself, as I knew I had several obstacles to overcome; my sex, my race and my religion. I graduated very high in my class but I can't give you too many clues to my identity. lol
Fortunately for me I was born rather pretty by most peoples' standard, a very petite 5'2", with bright auburn hair, green eyes and as my father would say "little angel kisses" all over me. By the time I was in college I had developed to a very full C-cup, never really gained weight, but rounded out in my hips and my thighs, filled to what my Master describes as "when wearing high heels and hose, poured from a glass mold to the ankles perfectly, ready to be kissed and worshipped!"
This not only lets me impress people professionally as well as socially that I am a lady, but allows me to become visually my Masters little girl and kitten, as well as letting me entice my slaves with my looks as I use them for both my pleasure and my Masters.
Having graduated and passing the bar (specializing in criminal but adept in corporate), I went to work for a family friend and 2 years later married his son (whom I might add is Orthodox) and became a partner too a year later. Well our life was rather comfortable, but our sex life wasn't all that great, just ok; until one day by chance I was assigned a public defense case that pertained to a poor pornographer. He was just a poor uneducated salesman for one of the shops on the strip in the area that specialized in such material but he was the one arrested and charge with dissemination and distribution. He really could not afford representation so as required by statue I was assigned and paid the standard fee by the court to represent him. At discovery I was allowed to peruse the cases and cases of movies, magazines, clothing and devices the police confiscated and so after signing for a couple of boxes I was allowed to take them to my office, and so eventually therefore to my house to examine and make a case for the defense of my client.
When I first started looking at the magazines I was really disgusted by their vulgarity and the acts people performed. After several magazines it was time to go home, so I took a couple of the video tapes home to look at while I was eating dinner and awaiting my husband who was 2 cities away defending a client. Well the first tape wasn't really nasty but it was funny (it actually contained puppets, titled "Let My Puppets Come" that actually gave me several more things to fantasize about) and I actually enjoyed it; so I decided to watch another one, but this one was about bondage, contained all real people and I found myself really intrigued by the thought of being tied up and used against my will like the girl in the movie.
As I sat there watching it, my fingers somehow made it between my legs and I started to play with myself totally absorbed by the sights and sounds of a woman being tied to a device in a garage, whipped and then literally face fucked, anally raped and then pissed on by some guys that were really nasty and dirty looking! I kept telling myself that they were play acting but it seemed so real and I really don't know what came over me, but I was so totally turned on by these vulgar acts and the thoughts that were racing thru my head while I played with myself; that I didn't notice my husband come in and needless to say, he got quite a show before I did! Amazingly, he had got the first hard on he had had in weeks and the best one of our marriage up to that time! He had gotten so horny that he had started to play with himself and at that moment I had to have him! It was the best sex I had ever had in my life up to that night, not love, but SEX! Pure unadulterated, RAW SEX! We fucked until we were exhausted and couldn't move!
Starting that night our sex life got better while we constantly looked at the magazines and videos in my custody and he made copies of them too. When we had copied them all, I exchanged them for the ones still in evidence and we did the same thing, eventually we had 275 different titles, though all of them were not bondage. We kept trying the different things we saw and I really started to enjoy sex. In the meantime, I did lose the case as these were not the regular kind of sex tapes that are defensible in the main; but I was thankful for the opportunity it gave me to discover a side of me that I had never even thought existed much less experienced before and the effects it had on my husband.
We had photo copied many of the ads from the magazines and like most people we had our devices, aids and clothing from some of the ads sent to use in plain brown wrappers. (sometimes I can't believe how naive I was way back then...lol) We bought outfits, paddles, whips, cuffs, chains, dildos and really started to experiment. My husband had become so virile and I found out I liked being used and talked too real nasty!
But I felt something was missing, I didn't know what or why, but something just wasn't there. It was like a hole that had to be fixed or the boat would sink or something and it was driving me to distraction. In the meantime I wasn't there when he copied all of the tapes and sometimes he just put them in and taped them while we were gone. One night we found one where the girl was grabbed off of the street by a trucker and literally fucked until she couldn't move; and then he threw her out into the parking lot naked and left! I got so hot I nearly raped my husband and that really got him excited too.
As he was fucking me the way I like best, he said, "that's what you really want isn't it you little tramp, you want to go out and fuck some nasty, filthy trucker trash, don't you?" And I screamed, "yes!" Well it seems like to me now that we played that scene out so many times, it got to the point I had to really try it. To get my husband to let me was going to be the trick, because I used to be really shy and I wanted to be sure I was safe by him being present, so I slowly over a period of a couple of weeks stopped playing all of the roles but that one, hoping it might make him think to try it. To tell you the truth, sometimes I really think it really was his idea (he really wanted to see me used and then clean me and my lovers up) and he made it mine, but at this point in my life, who cares?
One night as he was screaming at me, he was really, really rough, and said, "I'm gonna take you to a truck stop and give you to one of those assholes, that's what you really want, isn't you fucking whore?" I swear for the first time in my life, I knew I had had an orgasm, I think I passed out when everything in front of my eyes turned white and I heard myself scream over and over, "YES! PLEASE YES! MAKE ME FUCK HIM! MAKE HIM FUCK ME, HAAARD! PLEASE"
