This life of mine has seen some adventures. Perhaps more than my share or perhaps less, depending on who is asked. Some have been sexual, some haven't. Some have been dangerous, and some have simply been weird. As I sat across from Eliza, listening to her proposal for my next adventure, I considered how particularly dangerous it was.
She leaned back into the soft couch after a long exchange, her eyes locked on mine in an intense and steady gaze as she stretched the slender legs that were left bare by her shorts.
"Come on. You know you've always wanted to do something like this." She was teasing me while maintaining the calm of a negotiation.
"I also know it's against our rules. You know the rules are there for a reason, Eliza," I returned her gaze as I thought about the prospect and struggled with a decision.
"Yes, but I know the rules; you taught me perfectly, and I'm the broker of this scene. Everything will be kept safe."
"Even
our
safety protocols have limits of effectiveness," I said. "This sort of thing is never really safe. That's why it is against the rules."
She sat up, leaning forward in her seat.
"Aaron," she began. "I've known you for a long time now. I know her reasonably enough, or she wouldn't be considered. Someone like me brokering and negotiating for the people involved is about as safe as you can get with
an unprotected anonymous encounter
."
I nodded, thinking about the emphasis she played on the words she had repeated several times now. She was teasing me.
Of course I want to do it
, I thought. There was a certain thrill in having sex with a woman I've never met without protection, a certain taboo. It was unwise, and against the rules for several reasons. And that is precisely why a primal part of me wanted so badly to do it, why the thrill existed behind the fantasy. This particular situation was, as Eliza said, about as safe as this sort of scene could ever get. A third party doing all of the necessary negotiations and checks, while the participants themselves get the full experience of their fantasy fulfilled. It was the
only
way I would ever allow such a thing, and she knew it.
"You know that I prefer to meet people and build relationships before playing, for reasons far beyond safety concerns."
She nodded. "Compatibility, learning to read them, adjusting yourself to their needs. I know how you are. But I also know this is a major fantasy for you, and I'm certain this girl is a good fit for it."
I took a deep breath, thinking and letting the idea sink in while all of my concerns bubbled up.
"Alright," I said after a while. "I'll do it."
"
Yes
!" she responded with an excited jump in her seat. "You won't regret it. I promise!"
"There are a few things to discuss," I said, interrupting her glee. "Even if I don't know the person, I need to know the scenario. When, where. Her limits. Triggers."
She gazed into my eyes for a moment, pulled from her own sudden fantasies. "Are you sure we should discussed the scenario in depth?"
I wondered for a moment. "Do you think we're compatible enough for me to read her and play the scene on instinct?"
"I imagine it's harder with a stranger, but you always have been good at inventing a scene on the spot."
Nodding, I let my thoughts wander in that direction before replying. "Alright. We'll discuss a couple of general things later, but if you think the go-with-the-flow scene structure will work with her, I trust you. So, when?"
She smiled. "When is for you to decide. I know your schedule, and she's slightly more flexible. You and I can mediate something comfortable for her."
"As for where," she continued, "that should be here. I can drive her over, even lead her into the bedroom with a blindfold on. It'll add an extra thrill for her, keep your address anonymous, and you'll have full access to all the goodies of the dungeon if you decide to use them."
I nodded. "Very good. The rest?"
"I'm afraid she's not experienced enough to know herself too deeply. I've gone over checklists and stuff with her, but most of it just makes her curious. I expect she's rather liberal sexually, but we won't really know her limits until we begin to approach them, so we can only be careful and go through our normal protocols. Start slow and work up as you get a feel for her and learn to read her. Push her as far as you dare, though. Don't baby her. She can probably handle most of what I can, she just hasn't experienced as much as me. It's all a bit different given the circumstances, but I trust you'll figure out what she can handle quickly."
I nodded again. "I'll be gentle with her, then."
She smirked, knowing well what my idea of gentle was. "As for traumas, or triggers that hit a nerve," she continued with a more serious expression, "there are none that she's shared with me. Again, our normal beginner protocols should work just fine for this scene."
"And the overall scenario?" I asked.
"You'll find a slutty woman you've never seen before in your bed after coming home," she smiled. "The rest you can improvise."
I chuckled.
That
could
be quite fun
."What about safe words or signals?"
She widened her smile. "Her hand signal is the peace sign, and if you don't keep her gagged the whole time her safe word is pudding."
"Pudding?" I asked, raising a brow.
"Pudding." She held firm with a smile, and I knew it was a story I would hear eventually.
"Alright," I said, chuckling softly. "All noted. Thank you for preparing this properly."
She smiled and blushed a little. "It is prepared properly, too. You have nothing to worry about on the safety front, and she has very good ideas of what to expect from you. Although the circumstances are different, all of our normal safety protocols and most of the other rules have been met. All you have to do is walk in and take her."
I chuckled again. "As for when," I said. "Tomorrow night?"
She grinned. "Perfect and done."
We smiled to each other, sharing a warmth in silence. There are things that only lovers can share, things that are too much for mere words. Resisting each other, we each prepared the wicked plans we had for this new, anonymous encounter of mine.
As the evening rolled on, Eliza and I worked out the rest of the necessary details of what was going to take place. It was difficult to maintain the sense of spontaneity associated with this particular fantasy while setting everything up properly, but I decided I would much rather have this sense of security for what was going to happen than the sense of very real risk and danger I would have had, and the worry that would follow, after fulfilling the fantasy to the imaginary letter. Fantasies are great, but fulfilling them often requires a lot of thought and preparation.
When night came, we decided not to sleep together because we were both excited and knew what would happen.
"Besides," Eliza said, "while you're laying in bed thinking about my pussy, just imagine that tomorrow night you're going to be releasing all that frustration on a fresh pussy you've never met."