I come into the living room wearing my red-laced lingerie, which is his favorite I think because of the slit in it from my belly button to the back of my ass. No need to remove it to expose me fully. My collar and leash are already snapped tight around my neck.
I stand, hands by my side, leash dangling between my tits. I feel vulnerable, anxious, self-conscious as always, but he tells me how damn sexy I look, and my stick of anxiety butter begins to soften. He approaches me, and I love how tall he is, he towers me by at least 6 inches. My leash runs through his hands and he tugs suddenly, and I know we have begun. He turns on his heel and pulls me behind him into the middle of the room where everything has been pushed out of the way. I know what that means, I also know he always gives me something new so I never fully relax.
"On your knees," he pulls downwards on my collar.
I drop, feeling a desperate need to submit. He leaves me on my knees and goes into the bedroom where I have put out our many toys like I was told. I can hear him rummaging and I adjust the black lace eye mask I just bought because I thought it looked sexy, yes, but it is also itchy. I'm like a drug fiend waiting for my next fix. I am addicted to this, being on my knees, seeing him walk out with a switch, just makes me tick...pain mixed with pleasure, there is no better cocktail. That push and pull, Yin and Yang.
He pulls my leash and I'm crawling on all fours around the room. The sting of the whips from the switch hit my ass sharply and it makes me come up into a kneeling pose. The end of the switch is suddenly on the back of my neck and he pushes.
"Down," is all he says.
I'm back on all fours being taken for a walk. He stops.
"Who's are you?"
The switch hits my ass hard.
"Yours Sir," I say, looking at his feet.
"Sit up."
I obey, back in a kneeling position but sitting back on my feet. The whippings start to come rapidly on the side of my leg. It hurts so good right there.
"And your pussy?"
The whips come intensely fast now.
"Yours Sir!" I feel the shaking in my voice.
I try to pull away, but the leash is tight in his hand and he pulls me so close I feel his leg on my cheek. The whips are constant.
"Say it," He says softly.
"It's yours Sir! My pussy is yours!"
It wasn't good enough for him. The whips are not stopping, and he is hitting the same exact spot again, and again and again, it's burning now.
"My pussy is all yours sir!" I nearly shout it, shaking in desperate voice.
He pulls me for another walk.
"Tell me the first word that comes to your mind in 3..."
Shit, I don't' know what to say.
"2..."
I know if I don't say anything he will go right back to that spot and its on fire right now already.
"1..."
"Seductive," I say timidly.
He walks me again, then stops.
"Head down." He pushes my neck down again, "All the way..."
I turn my head and press my cheek into the floor.
"Ass up...higher, arch your back and show me that pussy."
I arch, and he pulls apart the ass slit in my lingerie with the switch. He runs the switch up my spine, and I am still as a stone, unsure if a lashing will come.
"When I say seductive, get into this exact position."
He tugs my leash hard.
"Yes sir," I say with my temple still pressed into the carpet fibers.
"Walk."
By walk he means crawl, and I do.
"Seductive," he says moments later.
I move into position which I guess I didn't do well enough, because hard lashes hit my ass and I yelp.
"I want to see that pussy." He whips again, and I jolt. "Let's try this again, walk."
I crawl again, but he is swatting my ass with the tip of that thin, long black switch and it makes me stop.
"Seductive," I hear a deeper tone of dominance in his voice and I melt into a new layer of submission. This is the warm-up, I know. We both sink deeper into our rolls and I want to stay in subspace with him forever.
I'm in seductive pose again. At least I thought I was. I am reserved, not yet fully released of all else that is life, not only in this moment. He knows it, and he know how to fix it. His voice is demanding now, his tone is daring me to disobey and the whips begin.
"Down," he whips my upper back and I press my face into the soft carpet, "all the way," whip, "ass too," whip, "legs, knees, arms, ass, "whip, whip, whip...whip, "everything, down, submit. Full submission."
I am completely flat on the floor, head turned to the one side. He whips all over, and everywhere in between. I jolt as I yelp.
"No, lie still and take it, submit."
The lashings aren't stopping. Back of my legs, up my things, four of five across my ass, up my back...fuck it's so delicious I can't take it. I might just cum right here on the floor with nothing but sharp, relentless whips, and a stern, domineering man telling me to take it. He forces me deeper again.
"Stay."
"Yes Sir." I stay, now much more obediently.
I lie on the floor, feeling the aftermath stings of an unknown number of lashings. There is a strong one on my love handle. That's the sweet spot, the spot that makes me bruise those strangely sexy bruises I love to see in the mirror the next few days.
He returns, and I hear those chains clinging together. He comes to me.
"On all fours."
He walks me by the leash for a moment, then bends down, chains one long chain from the front of my collar and hooks both wrists to it. Then both ankles to it. He stands and takes me in from above. He lets out a slow groan of satisfaction, as if I a am a delicious meal fresh from the oven and ready to be devoured.
"You look so FUCKING sexy," He says.
A moment later, a hard lash comes to my ass.
"Thank you, Sir," I whimper.
I must remember to thank him when he compliments me.
"Walk."
I crawl. I feel the extra weight of the chains as I do. These are not giant link chains meant to hold logs onto a big-rig, no. These are the daintiest chains I could get. Small link, silver and sexy as fuck. He and I had stood in the aisle at the hardware store and looked at different sized links and hooks to make this all work. Our dirty little shopping trip to the hardware store. We stood in the aisle among the chains, ropes, bungie-chords, zip-ties, and all things restraining. Fuck I just might have flooded my panties right there and then. Clean-up on aisle 6!
"Stand," he demands.
I find it quite difficult to stand with my feet and hands chained all together. I struggle, then hesitate for help. The only help I am granted is four hard whips to that sweet spot and some words for motivation.
"You can do it, stand up."
I struggle to my feet and the awkward, self-conscious feelings could sink it if it weren't for the additional lashings keeping my thoughts on submitting only. It's part of what I so desperately love about receiving pain. My mind wanders non-stop unless I find myself in this space, with him...Finally, it stops. No room for wandering thoughts when your only purpose is to submit to the pleasure. I know that's what's coming. I've had pain, now he will give me excruciating pleasure. That's how he does it, layers that I crave. Pain, then pleasure and back again. Overlapping often in a way that pushes me outside myself, into tornado of pain and pleasure that takes me all the way to OZ. We move into the living room and I get a brief thought that I look like the girls in Orange is the New Black, when they are being led into their cells in chains. I wish I had a cell...
"Sit on the couch,"
I do, I love our brand-new couch. Not just brand new to us, brand fucking new. I sit. He pushes me back against the couch, moves my wrists so they are linked directly to my collar, my ankles can't make it that high, but he moves them easily to a link much closer to my collar. Chains are so convenient for quick position changes. My ankles feel so high up, like I'm trying to put them over my head. He stands over me.
"This pussy is mine."
"Yes Sir."
From underneath, he whips my backside.
"Say it."
"My pussy is yours Sir."
I suddenly feel a lash straight across my clit and I yelp loudly and with pain in my voice. I am shaking.
"It's yours' Sir," I say defeatedly.
He knows he hit a very intense spot. Whip my clit and I'll obey to just about anything immediately.
"You're my little pain whore aren't you?"