As Tom navigated the perimeter of the 200 acre park his attention was focused on the woman walking toward its center; a secluded location that was special for him. The park was a place that he had used many times for rendezvous. He took the next path veering to the left, a more direct route to the center.
Tom's heart rate rarely got over 100 except when he found a likely woman to submit to his needs. It had been 6 months since he had first met "Bonnie", as she was known on her Literotica member profile. She had started chatting with Tom in order to explore her emerging interest in BDSM. In fact, she had never thought of herself as submissive. In everyday life she was outgoing, very competitive and ran a small retail clothing business. However, she found herself wanting something more in her sexual life and she craved relief from always being in charge. Bonnie found it odd that her conscience sought permission to try new adventurous things. She concluded that it was a vestige of her strict upbringing.
Bonnie was just turning 40 and noticed that life was changing. She was aging and felt like she had set aside her personal interests and desires in order to take care of her responsibilities. Along with all the hard work, she struggled with keeping her voluptuous figure under control. She wanted to take advantage of her sexual desires before some imaginary age made her "too old" to be attractive to others. She hated the games her head played on her self esteem.
Her fantasies had taken her in a darker direction, yet she couldn't fully let go. She occasionally recoiled at her own thoughts and struggled to find ways to test her interest without feeling like she had gone over some dark precipice with no possibility of recovery.
Most recently Bonnie fantasized about being controlled during her sexual play and being made to do things for others. She was disgusted with herself for wanting to experience pain and for a desire to be spanked. She had seen a video of a woman having her hair grabbed and a cock being pushed into her mouth while other guys watched. The idea of these things being done to her sent a flutter to her stomach and a warm sensation between her legs.
It was hard to imagine how far she would go, but she knew she that giving up control to a dominant man was part of her desire. The Literotica stories had fueled her interest and the stories and postings had given her the courage to test her desires. Her husband, a nice guy, had gone the way of many husbands; too much TV, weekends of golf, work projects on the house and the occasional night out. The prospects of engaging him in an adventure were small; sex was more infrequent, and everything other than straight sex was viewed as a "perverted" activity.
Bonnie met Tom through a post on Literotica and he had responded with a polite and useful piece of advice as to how to explore the BDSM topic. She wasn't sure she would listen to any of his advice and his recommendations made her wary. However, each suggestion made butterflies course through her stomach and tempted her to try a few things.
Tom had recommended experimenting with some things to test her interest in various aspects of BDSM and other sexual fetish. He suggested that she find ways to flash a guy, young or old, by showing some leg, unbuttoning her blouse or leaning over to show her cleavage. He had her play with homemade nipple clamps and even had her try some creative ways of spanking her ass with a hairbrush as she masturbated.
Tom's suggestions quickly morphed to instructions. His motives, while not overly malicious, were certainly self serving. He was testing her willingness to submit.
Tom had Bonnie try a few things out in public, but a week ago he had asked her to go to Myers Park, a place not far from where she lived. He gave her directions and instructed her to bring a newspaper along with an earpiece that connected to her cell phone. He told her to arrive at 2 p.m. in the afternoon and to go directly to a park bench near the duck pond, located in the center of the park.
She had reluctantly followed his instructions assuming that she would finally meet him face-to-face. In an effort to please him she had proceeded. She was just arriving at the pond and noticed an older man and a young woman seated on two different benches. As she arrived the woman was gathering her purse and belongings, stood and walked away. Bonnie was nervous about the man who remained. She stood near the empty bench eyeing the older man and pondering her next move when suddenly her phone rang. Tom had been very specific about answering and talking through an earpiece fitted into her ear and covered by her long dark.
She nervously answered, "Hello Tom."
"Bonnie, simply listen to my instructions and only answer when spoken to. Do you understand?"
"Yes I understand."
Her heart was pounding and she wondered how she had ever agreed to go to the park alone. Tom instructed Bonnie to be seated at the bench. He asked her if anyone else was present. Bonnie looked around in all directions.
"There's an older man, maybe in his late 50s," she whispered. "He's sitting on a bench about 30 feet away and facing me. He's reading a book."
Tom told her to be seated and to pick up the newspaper that she brought. He told her to fold it so that it could be held with one hand. While she retrieved and folded the paper he asked her if she had followed his instructions about what she was to wear. She had been embarrassed when Tom had sent her a message specifying that she wear a short skirt, blouse, no bra and a red thong. Finally he had said that she could wear a jacket to help cover her blouse while walking braless to and from the park.
Over the earphone Bonnie heard Tom's voice instructing her to lift the paper so that it covered the view of her chest. "Bonnie, reach into your purse and pulled out a clothespin."
"Now, unbutton a couple of buttons of your blouse and reach in and rub a nipple so that it gets hard."
"Are you doing it?" His voice was demanding and caused her to feel a flicker of fear. She was stunned, how could she possibly touch herself in public.
She tentatively reached toward her blouse while looking over the paper to see that the older man continued to read his book. She unbuttoned the jacket and spread it open and then started on the blouse, one then two buttons. Her heart pounded as she slid a finger in and could feel the soft flesh. Her touch sent electricity through her body.
"Yes," she responded, "I'm touching." She fingered her nipple and it responded. She couldn't believe she would get excited like this in a public park.
"Now attach the clothespin," he ordered.
A thrill ran through her as she squeezed the clothespin and slid it on to her nipple. As she peered over the top of the paper she noticed how her hand shook making the paper move erratically. The clamping sensation hurt but she felt herself getting wet.
She whispered a little breathlessly, "I did it."
"Now reach in and play with the other one," he demanded.
She could feel herself starting to sweat as she danced on the edge of her anxiety and sexual excitement. She reached in and played with her other breast and nipple and it took very little for it to respond to her touch. She needed to soothe herself and could feel the excitement rising. She squirmed a little in her seat and looked over the top of the paper noticing that the man was returning her look. Staring at her covered chest and beautiful legs, his eyes moved up and down her body before she could look away. Her face flushed and she filled with excitement hoping he didn't know what she was doing to herself.