A Waiting Present

This is my first foray into writing smut, hope it's not too bad! Any criticisms will be considered, flames will be laughed at then ignored; because who cares that much? It's internet word porn.

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A nervous young woman's first dabbling with BDSM.

I took a breath. It was shaky, my heart was beating like kettle drums in my chest. This was it. It was finally happening.

A hundred different thoughts and feelings ran through my head, exhilaration surged through my heart. Would I like it? I thought I did. I certainly liked the stories I read online. But this...this was more than a story.

I shifted on my hands and knees. He'd told me to be ready for him, waiting on the bed. My hand shook when I took my clothes off. I shivered as I slipped my less-than-dry thong down my legs and tossed it. "Won't be needing those tonight," I thought with more confidence than I really felt. I crawled onto the bed, facing the headboard with my exposed...everything towards the door. Cold air tickled me all over.

I heard the front door open. Shoes on hardwood floors, getting closer. A bag thumped against the floor, another door opened. I didn't move, I knew he wanted me to wait for him; he was in control, everything happened as he wanted. I could feel the cold from the room sharply against the heat from my crotch.

The bedroom door opened. I wanted to look around, but I wasn't allowed. I kept my head still. I could know he was there. I could feel his presence in the room, there was something distinct about being in the same room with him.

I started and jerked in a breath of air when his warm fingers traced up the small of my back.

"Good," he said. He sounded pleased and excited. There was a hint of something just barely contained just under his voice, something strong, something wild. My mind raced, picturing a thousand different things he could do to me. A flood of heat swept over me.

I could only breath as butterflies fluttered in my belly and his fingers traced symbols across my back.

CRACK!

I jumped as his palm struck my left asscheek. It didn't hurt so much, but it made my heart pound and my hips squirm. The sting faded quickly and the gentle tracing resumed, aimlessly exploring my body. His fingers felt feather light, down my back, around my hips to my belly, then back up over my ass. His fingers came close to my lips, oh so close before flitting away.

I groaned in frustration and my hands clenched into a fist, but he wasn't done playing yet.

CRACK!

I yelped as his hand hit my right asscheek. He chuckled richly. I heard a metallic tinkle, the sound of a belt buckle being undone. I stared ahead. I wanted to look, now more than ever, but I knew I couldn't.

"I could have blindfolded you," he said, the belt slipped through the loops on his pants. "But I find it so much more empowering to know you could turn if you wanted to."

I could almost hear his grin.

He carried on "But you won't. Your desire won't let you refuse my order." he sounded so pleased with himself. "You're going to just stare ahead and you won't look back no matter how much you want to. Do you know why?" He paused. I could hear the leather belt coiling in his hands. His breath was in my ear, and his finger brushed my clit. I moaned loudly. "Because you need to be controlled." I heard the belt hiss through the air

SWACK! Against my ass.

I swear my heart skipped a beat. I jerked on the bed and almost slumped down onto my stomach. The belt hissed again.

SWACK! Against my thighs.

I jumped again, I was so wet I felt a thin trickle run down my leg. My breath came ragged, I was a shaking mess-

SWACK! My stomach.

I moaned senselessly and swayed. It was getting hard to-

SWACK! My ass burned. "That one will welt." I thought. The idea of wearing the evidence of this on my skin excited me. My little secret that I could think of when I had to go about my normal day. The belt hissed again, quieter this time.

I screamed, the belt had landed directly on my pussy, my clit was hard and exposed. He hadn't swung hard, but my body jerked and throbbed in pleasure with a tiny spice of stinging pain. It just made the pleasure feel that much better.

"Hmmm, I love that sound." He said, seemingly to himself. He ran a finger between my lips, I pushed my hips back to meet him. He tapped gently, one, two, three, on my clit with a fingertip. Three lightning shocks rocked my brain. I gasped and wiggled my hips, trying to get his fingers closer to my pussy. "Close your eyes." He ordered.

My eyes snapped shut.

I heard him drop the belt. He opened something and then closed it again.

The bed rocked gently, he was on the bed with me. I felt the weight travel to the headboard, just in front of me. I waited. Something cool trailed up my back.

Something hot touched my lips. "Holy shit," I thought, "That's his-"

CRACK! A stinging jolt struck my ass.

"Now be a good girl," he said. CRACK! My thighs flushed and my heart pounded. I opened my mouth and took him in.

"Mmmm" He let out a low groan as I slowly worked on him. I wanted to go faster, but I also wanted this night to last.

I felt his hand cradle my head, running through my hair over and over again. I groaned around him in my mouth, He smirked and his fingers dug in further, gently massaging my head and stroking my hair. I moaned and sped up. "Damn him!" I thought. "I should never have told him that gets me going!" My hand involuntarily creeped up to my clit, I couldn't help myself, I needed to-

CRACK! A stinging pain struck my ass.

"Did I say you could do that?" He hissed. He pulled out of my mouth, I groaned and blindly searched for him with my lips. His weight left the bed and I heard that something open and close again. "Since I obviously can't trust you to behave, I won't give you a choice." He said.

His hands pushed me over onto my back and seized my hands. Thick cuffs wrapped around my wrists and the sound of a zip tie closing whizzed through the air. My hands were trapped, secured to the headboard over my head.

My eyes were still closed, but I felt the thick cloth blindfold slip over my head. I felt his breath on my neck, I shivered. "Now do I have to bind your legs open? Or are you gonna be a good girl?"

"I-I'll be good." My voice was shaky from need. My legs were splayed open anyway, and my hips squirmed in needy circles. "B-but please..." I said breathily.

I moaned as he returned to my lips, I pushed myself deep onto him, pushing further and further until my nose rested on his smooth skin. I groaned in satisfaction when I got him all the way into my mouth.

"Oh God..." He moaned. I smiled around his cock. Oh yes, I'm that good.

I pulled back to breath, and his fingers quite suddenly found my pussy. I gasped and fell back, My mind overwhelmed with pleasure as his fingers slipped into me and the heel of his palm gently ground on my lips and clit. My hips thrust up on their own. His fingers curled up inside me-

"Jesus!" I screamed and thrashed as he hit my g-spot. His hands became more aggressive, pushing, pressing and rubbing all the right spots at once. Pleasure built, rolling and surging, I was going to-

"C-c-cumminnngg!" I gasped and moaned, loudly. My hips jerked and thrust blindly while my legs seized straight and shook with the power of my orgasm. My mind was blank, completely empty of anything but the pleasure. I jerked and shook for hours, it felt like hours at least. He kept playing with me gently, tiny taps and strokes to keep me cumming; a pleasure so intense it bordered on pain, but I couldn't have asked him to stop even if I wanted to I was so lost in my pleasure.

The wave passed, I drooped, utterly spent. My muscles felt like they were made of jelly and my breath was ragged. "Oh my god." I whispered from behind my blindfold. "That was..." I couldn't find the words though my breathlessness. "It was..."

"A good start." He said above me. The bed shifted, weight moving down towards my hips.

I grinned. He was never satisfied with just one. I felt his straddle my hips, he nudged gently at my entrance. The tip of him trailing up and down my lips. "Hmmm that sounds like a promi-!" I gasped as he sank into me. "Uhn, such perfection." I thought happily as he filled me. Not too big, not too small, juuuuust right.

I wrapped my legs around his hips, pressing him into me. I felt his arms press into the bed either side of my head, his breath was hot on my neck and chest. "Are you ready?" he whispered hoarsely. I bit my lip and nodded. This must be getting to him too, the need in his voice made me shudder.

He started to move. Slowly at first, gently pulling out and smoothly pushing back into me. Whenever he withdrew my heels would push against his hips, urging him to sink my into me.

He always did.

His breath got ragged, hot and thick over me. His lips trailed around my neck and his pace sped. "You're amazing," He whispered hotly in my ear. I could only moan in agreement. My hands tugged involuntarily at my bonds. I wanted to feel him under my hands, but this wasn't about what I wanted. He grinned audibly. "I'm calling the shots here toots." He seemed to read my mind.

His pace increased again, his hips slamming into mine powerfully. My legs splayed open as far as they could, urging him to use me as exactly he wanted. "I'm yours," I hissed and his hips ground into me. "Oh god, use me. You own me." His thrusts resumed and I cried out. The exquisite fullness made me breathless.

"Hmmmm." He moaned lowly, almost a growl.

He withdrew. gasped at the emptiness and reached for Him. Hi strong hands grabbed my hips and spun me onto my belly. I raised up to my knees, waving my pussy at him enticingly.

"God!" I gasped as he filled me again, and without the slightest pause began to pound into me with animal ferocity. His hips slammed into mine with a clap. He seized my hips and pulled me back each time he thrust in. I was truly being used, fucked like an animal. I loved it.

My second orgasm was surprising, it came so quickly I didn't have time to prepare. "Fuck!" I gasped and my arms lost their strength. My face pressed into the bed and I squeezed my eyes shut. My whole body convulsed with my orgasm and the only reason my hips stayed up was because he was still pounding into me, firmly holding me to use as he wished.

"UuuUuuuUuuh," I moaned into the bed, his almost brutal thrusts pushing air from my lungs.

He seized my shoulders and hauled me up straight; he held me against him, one hand on my chest, pulling and pinching a nipple, and the other wrapped firmly around my neck as if to proclaim his ownership. He growled in my ear. He was clearly not even thinking about me, he was fixed on his own pleasure at this point, fucking me with complete abandon.

He threw me down on the bed, I landed limply on my belly with an "Oof!" I was laid flat but I weakly lifted my hips up for Him. When he entered me again his hand found my neck, holding me down for his use. Pleasure was building again, pleasure too intense to bear. "Oh fuck!" I cried, trying to inch away, but the headboard stopped me. He seized my hips again and dragged me back. I was trapped between His animal lust and a wall, with nowhere to go but to be his.

A word flickered through my mind, He wouldn't ignore that. I knew he wouldn't. I only had to say it aloud. I shrieked in a medley of pain and pleasure as his teeth nipped the back of my neck as He pounded his hips to mine. Emerald, I thought, the one word I wasn't going to say.

Another orgasm was mounting, I was powerless, a limp bag of bones that belonged to Him. I shrieked as my pleasure peaked. He growled in my ear and thrust powerfully into me, grinding and shuddering. I felt it, a tingling heat spreading through my belly. "Uhf," I thought. "Now this is perfection."

For a moment nothing changed, we were frozen in time, still joined at the hips and slicked in sweat.

Then we both released breaths sinking down to the bed like deflating balloons.

I felt him nudge the blindfold up off my eyes, sparkling blue eyes and a tired grin greeted me.

"So?" He asked, pulling me into a comfortable hug with our legs entangled and our hearts pounding. "How'd I do?"

I sighed and snuggled my head into his chest, listening to his familiar heart thumm. "Pretty good," I admitted. "But there's always room to improve."

He chuckled, ending with a sigh of his own.

I heard his heartbeat slow - "Typical man," I thought. Falls asleep right after he's finished - just seconds before my eyes fell and I drifted off to sleep.