At Madame Vega's instruction I had spent the last hour edging myself. This is not always an easy task for a sissy who is not allowed to stroke her clitty. The edging was primarily accomplished by the use of a vibrating wand inserted in my fuck hole, and an Hitachi wand that I could rub my clitty on, as I teased my fuck hole deep inside. I had been banned from orgasms for a few days in preparation for this event, and I had also edged for an hour in this same manner the night before.
After all the edging, my clitty was now quite literally dripping wet as the time to leave approached. I stopped edging and rubbed the dribble off, as I locked the micro chastity device in place. It was perfectly sized for my ever-shrinking sissy clitty. I handed the keys to Goddess Kimberly. Next I popped the remote control butt plug in, tested that both the spin and vibrate functions were working, and handed that remote to Goddess Kimberly as well. She filed them both away in her purse. It would be a long time before I saw those keys again.
Pardon the pun, but the edging, had taken the edge off of my nerves a bit. Just a bit though, as I was about to walk into public in (almost) full sissy mode, for a night of sissy training and public humiliation.
My feet were wedged into cute brown boots, and I was wearing a pair of lace bottomed cut off jeans, with sissy appropriate tiny pockets. My top was covered by the shirt I had picked up and crafted as a part of my assigned shopping tasks from earlier in the day. It was princess purple, and had the words "Sissy Training" monogrammed just over my left breast, with a small lock and key symbol right under it. (that shopping trip could be a little story of it's own. It was my first time to go into a store and tell the clerk the panties, bra, shorts, and shirt were just for me!)
I had considered wearing my implants, but the breast enhancement pills that are a part of my daily routine were starting to plump my natural breasts just a bit, and my nipple rings keep my nipples swollen and hard. I went "natural", with only a thin bra under my sissy training shirt.
Lastly, was the make-up. I had done most of the work, but I am still unskilled in the finer points. Fortunately, Goddess Kimberly had helped me with the eyes and blending the lines.
Oh, and how could I forget. I was also (as a good sissy should be), completely hairless from the neck down. This morning's trip to the waxing studio, as arranged by Goddess Kimberly, had taken care of that.
The only item not yet on, was the wig. It was in a bag with other toys, and now in my left hand as I nervously opened the door, and stepped out. My nerves were off the charts, because I knew we were headed to meet Madame Vega somewhere near ... and public.
As we walked out the door, I looked down at Goddess Kimberly's cute cut off jeans, smooth legs, and sexy feet in her wedge heels. Her ass was sexy. My training of these last few months was beginning to pay off though. My first instinct wasn't that I wanted her body to satisfy me. I wanted HER to be satisfied. The body I was watching walk in front of me should be finding pleasure, and I wondered if she would be getting fucked this weekend. I hoped so. She deserves it, and it would be a shame for such a beautiful body to go unfucked. I haven't been allowed to fuck her in months now. Before I could stop the next thought, it came to me without warning ... I hope my ass looks like that soon. I sank a little deeper into the vibe of my sissy night with the realization that my training might have been taken to a deeper level than I had already realized.
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THE NAIL SALON AT THE MALL
We met Madame Vega on the top floor of the parking garage at a nearby mall. She and Goddess Kimberly exchanged hugs and hellos ... and my mind raced about what we were going to do here at the mall.
Madame Vega asked how my nerves were. I replied meekly that I was nervous, but pushing through. She asked if I wanted a little inspiration to help me get my head where it should be. I gratefully accepted.
SLAP.
The first slap to the face snapped me into place a little. The next one or two really did the trick. I needed that moment of quick and swift physical Domination. Now the potential humiliation of the night was tempered by the realization that despite that humiliation I might feel at times tonight, my obedience was expected ... and demanded. I once again sank a little more toward that place of total obedience. The night would be one long path down to a place of total submission.
"Divina, your nail appointment is at 6:30, and it's under your sissy name. We'll head that way now, and when we walk in, just walk up to the counter and let them know you're here for your manicure."
Madame Vega's words immediately put my heart in my chest. I wondered if we were really doing this! A nail salon ... in the mall? I may have stood there thinking, but there was no time. They already had me moving, and into the elevator. Madam Vega was ready when the doors closed. She quickly had my hands on the elevator wall and gave me about a dozen hand swats. I noticed they were swung at a high level, and I was quickly reminded of other times her displeasure had resulted in my pain.
That moment helped even more ... and I was about to need it.
Before I could even think (thank god), we were off the elevator and walking in the door of Dillard's. Rain outside prevented the straight path to the salon, but I'm not sure this wasn't always the planned route. I was nervous, and falling back behind them, when I heard Madame Vega give a three word command.
Tits. Out. Divina.
Another little drop down the rabbit hole. I obeyed before I thought, and I stuck my chest out, rolled my shoulders back a bit, and pulled my elbows toward each other behind my back.
Tits
Out
(I had considered wearing fishnets and much brighter shoes. As I write this I am driven a little crazy with dreams of how much bolder I should have been on this night. A few people in Dillard's noticed, but now I wish it had been more. Funny how perspective changes when looking backward)