Sarah pushed the remains of her dinner aside and sat back exhausted. They had gone through the entire choreography of the new piece and the director had then decided that the most energetic of her sections needed work. She had repeated it a full ten times that afternoon until she was happy. She had just mustered enough energy to heat up left over lasagne when she got home, but now her tender body was adamantly refusing to do anything else. She sat there coaxing her body into a little more activity, and after a couple minutes of inaction, it relented enough for her to grab her wine and her laptop and heave herself onto the sofa. With remote in hand she turned on the radio and then let herself melt into the soft cushions as her laptop booted.
She had been browsing aimlessly on her computer for some time, when she found herself back on the dating site. She had joined it at the prompting of friends after months without a date. In fact, at the age of 25 Sarah's dating history was littered with false starts, and two frustrating, short lived relationships. It was clear that men desired her. Heads turned like a wave as she passed through a crowded dance floor. But the young men confident enough to pick her up were always, ultimately, disappointing
A sharp "ping" came from her laptop. An indignant cry for attention. She looked at the screen to find a new message flashing before her and her lips twitched into a smile as she read those beautifully simple lines of Yeats. She savoured the sound and rhythm of them in her head. Well that was certainly a more promising conversation starter then most she received and judging by his picture, her new suitor was breathtakingly handsome. She scanned his profile, her interest mounting. He was older than her but only by a couple of years, and he was a photographer. His profile eloquently captured his interests in music, literature and sport in a confident but modest way, yet there was a slight uneasiness to his profile she couldn't put her finger on. However, given the fluttering in her stomach Sarah mused, the uneasiness could well be due to nervous excitement on her part.
She replied and soon they were deep in conversation. A warm buzz of excitement started to run though her, gradually replenishing the energy in her spent muscles. It felt like he was in the room with her. She could almost see the abrupt changes of emotion in his deep eyes, flickers of thoughtfulness replaced in an instant by flashes of mischievousness as he covered his short moments of introspection with mirthfully cheekiness. This man was intriguing and he seemed genuinely interested in her, lapping up details of her work and interests.
They had been chatting for over an hour when she innocently asked about his other interests. Everything he told about himself drew her further and further in and she was keen to savour every detail of him. The response came up quickly "I write erotica". Instantly alarm bells started ringing. This site was full of creepy men who were after nothing but sex, but normally you could spot them within seconds of conversation. Rationality quickly reasserted itself. They had touched on all sorts of topics before they came on to this and he hadn't pushed the topic any further. She typed out an awkward reply.
Well that wasn't expected...
She wasn't sure what else to say, he had caught her slightly off guard, but as the seconds ticked by, it was clear that he didn't know what to say either. A slight pang of disappointment went over her, there was no harm in going a little further down those lines, no harm in fantasizing a little. The longer his silence went on the more curiosity tugged at her. After a moment's hesitation she probed further.
What sort of things do you write about?
Restraints had crept into her fantasies before, not in any detail, just simple rope loops fastening her wrists, but she couldn't help her curiosity growing as he typed. What did it feel like to give yourself up to some completely, to cast the stresses of modern life from your mind and let someone else control you. She caught herself leaning forward, drinking in his description of the roles. The warm tingle of arousal grew within her. What harm could there be in simply chatting, he wasn't there, he couldn't see her.
I'd love to read one of your stories
She leaned forward as a ream of text appeared on the screen. She was inexplicably nervous as she read, as if the act of reading itself was giving away too much of herself. But she liked him, really liked him, and if he turned out to only be interested in one thing then at least he could provide a little fuel for her fantasies. In fact, so what if was only interested in one thing, he was engrossing, the conversation was electric and she was trembling with arousal. Why analyse more than that? She could see him waiting for her down the alleyway, feel the cool wind against her skin coaxing shivers of excitement from her with each breath.
Her hand was creeping towards the waistband of her jeans as his next message appeared on screen. She was immediately flustered, it was as if he had caught the wandering of her fingers. She didn't want to admit the extent of the arousal which he was inducing in her but then why should she be ashamed of it. She typed automatically, the flush growing in her cheeks
Maybe a little
She had barely started to steady herself from the first question when the next appeared
What are you wearing?
He wasn't going to ask to see her was he, she wasn't ready for that! She wasn't wearing anything special. She looked a state from a long day of exertion. He ignored her reply simply firing of more instructions. He wanted her naked. She felt like she should be offended at his tone, but she wasn't. Let him take the dominant role.
More text appeared on screen drawing her attention back to the ache of desire in her body. He wanted her on the bed but that would mean moving all her stuff into the next room. The sofa would do fine! She giggled to herself at this small gesture of rebellion and started reading. She lapped up every detail, she was in that room being watched, being humiliated and she was surprising herself with her body's reaction. Her skin burned gloriously at each of his directed touches as she imagined the smooth wet hardness of his cock violating her mouth. At the first brush of her pussy lips ,a violent shudder went through her body. In no time at all her body was on the brink of release as her finger pumped in and out, desperately trying to emulate him inside her. Then at his command her body erupted into a glorious explosion and she lay there quivering. She wasn't even aware of what she was doing, as her body came down off her high and she found herself typing "
I came sir
" before collapsing back onto the sofa.
***
Two weeks after that initial meeting Sarah found herself at home, naked and kneeling on the floor, going through her new nightly ritual. Every day, she was sent a text with new instructions. Mostly these involved touching herself to the point of orgasm and then forcing herself not to fall over the brink, but they had become interspaced with more kinky instructions. It started with her pinching her nipples, and when she responded to this unquestioningly it progressed to spanking of thighs. Recently, with the surprise arrival of a glass dildo in the post, she been instructed to "train her throat" and each night she would force it as deep into her mouth as she could and hold it there, desperately trying not to gag. She had surprised herself with her readiness to adhere to each request. She found each new pain and degradation made her starved body sing even more and she waited impatiently for new instructions.