NOTE: This is an account of actual events. The names have been changed, but the events described occurred. The participants in the story play an online game together, which is referred to below as THE GAME, in which their avatars are a Dominatrix and her submissive. In addition to the game, the couple enjoys a D/s relationship online through instant messages and e-mail.
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Excerpt from Sir Phillip's Journal
19 August 2003
I was in tonight in my sub persona with my Mistress and after our scene together; she made a request of me. She asked me to Dom her. Knowing a bit of her background and training as a sub, I know that she is not very experienced in the sexual aspects of D/s and after a moment of thought, I agree. I ask first, however, if she wants to do this strictly in THE GAME or if she wants me to make if more real. She says to do with her as I choose, so given that she has pleased me so much as a sub, I start thinking of a task to set her outside of THE GAME.
Before I can do that, however, I need to know more about her sexual preferences and what items she has available that we can use. I have something in mind that I would like for her to do, but I don't want to have her buy anything to use in the course of our play.
Her inexperience shows a little when I ask her about limitations and she immediately replies with none. I know that given the things we have done this is not likely so I get specific. I start asking very personal questions to find out about things she will and will not be willing to try, like humiliation, bondage, pain, clamps, etc. I want to know what she does and does not have handy and as we go along, my plan for her begins to gel. Once I think I have enough information to go on, I lay out my plans. She will begin in the morning using a set of ben wa balls she already owns and throughout the day, I set for her specific tasks. My idea is to get her really worked up during the day and then come into THE GAME to stage a scene with her and have her got off.
The plan I devise for her includes the use of the ben wa balls she has, some old panties that she doesn't want anymore, a knife, some silk scarves, and her imagination. I lay out the plan and as we are both tired, I agree to e-mail it to her so that she can refer to it the next day. I don't know if she can do what I ask of her, but I think that it will be interesting to give it a try as I have not done this before. She has done it to me, directing me to do certain things to myself in real life, but I have not. We are going to take our role playing outside of THE GAME. I find the idea exhilarating.
The plan is for her to use the ben wa balls while at work until lunch time. Then she will remove them and cut off her panties with a knife and throughout the day, she will be masturbating herself and doing kegel exercises but she is not allowed to orgasm. I send her the instructions in an e-mail. Once she is worked up all day long, I will meet her in THE GAME and do a scene with her to finish her off.
20 August 2003
I get up at about 8 am and after washing the sleep out of my eyes, I go to my home office and check to see if Violet is logged into Yahoo. I want to see make sure that she still wants to do this and if she is following my instructions.
By the time I get online, she is already at work and tells me that she has the ben wa in place and is finding them a distraction from her work. She tells me that they are having network trouble and can't get to her e-mail. She asks if I can give her the instructions again. I send them to her via Yahoo IM and she makes note of them. The thought of her walking around her place of work with the ben wa inside of her excites me and knowing that it is having the effect I am expecting gets me aroused. When I check on her from time to time throughout the day, I let her know how hard I am, thinking of her. She tells me that this is making her more excited.
She says that she is about ready to go to an early lunch and I give her a specific image to use for when she removes the ben wa and her panties. I tell her to imagine that I am there with her in the bathroom and that I command her to drop her pants, use a knife to remove her panties to prevent her from putting them back on, and I remove the ben wa. Then I rub her clit for her until she almost orgasms, but I don't allow her that release just yet.
After she gets back from lunch, I check on her again and when she tells how hard it is getting for her to control herself and how aroused she is, I can stand it no longer and I have to masturbate myself to keep focus. Fortunately, I am working from home and this is not a problem. I tell her about this and she is surprised to find that I am getting this much pleasure from our little game.
I am feeling very empowered, knowing that she has been following my directions all day and that only her and I know what she is doing. She tells me that she is squirming around in her chair with excitement and I can hardly wait for this evening. I tell her that I will meet her at 9 p.m. in THE GAME to give her the release she wants.
Just after 9 p.m., I login to Yahoo from home to let her know that I will be running a bit late and that if I don't show up by 10:01, to go ahead and finish herself off. My plans to meet her at 9 p.m. have been thwarted by my children and their homework, which it is my responsibility to check every night.
I finally get the homework checked and at about 9:20 or so, I get online in THE GAME. I can almost feel her relief and I start getting her ready to scene with Sir Phillip, my Dom persona in the game. I tell her to meet me at her house in the game and lock the door once I arrive. I don't want any unwanted visitors disturbing us. Once we both get there and the house is locked down, I tell her to get naked and meet me at the foot of a 4-poster bed.
I start our scene by telling her to simulate as much of it as possible as I describe it in THE GAME. She agrees and I start. I tell her that I am I tying her wrists and ankles to the posts at the foot of the bed so that she is standing there, spread eagle between them. I then tell her that I am blindfolding her. When she tells me that she is ready, I begin.
The scene starts with me caressing her a bit and checking how wet she is. She tells me that she is soaked. I tell her that I am taking off my leather belt and folding it and half. I use it to spank her on the buttocks and she uses one of her husband's belts to spank herself while I describe it. She tells me that she likes the sting and that it is making her more aroused. I get the feeling that this is a new experience for her. I then give her butt a few more smacks with my hands, following each smack with gentle caresses. I also tell her that I am checking her level of arousal from time to time. She responds with even more excitement. I then get down to business.
I tell her that I have moved around to the front of her and I am kneeling in front of her and start giving her oral and manual sex. I tell her that she should start masturbating and to come when she is ready. I have one more technique that I want her to simulate.
While sceneing, I tell her that I am licking her pussy, I stop and start rubbing it along the length with my hand. Without warning, I pull back my hand and smack her pussy and clit, then go back to licking her. She smacks her own pussy while I am describing what I am doing and as she types in her responses, I can tell that she likes this. She says that she has never done this before. I keep up my description of what I am doing to her and at my command, she orgasms. I then describe releasing her from her bonds, giving her a gentle sponge bath and caressing her to sleep.
When she is done, I ask her how she feels. She says that this has been one of the most intense days she has ever experienced and that she enjoyed it very much. I tell her that I have been enjoying it immensely myself and that I am on a real power rush. I give her one more task. I want her to write down the experience in a diary entry and send it to me. I feel the need to know as much detail as possible about this experience.