Today seem to be going as any other day. Trish was doing her chores, the kids were in school and Chris is at work. She takes her medicine everyday at the right time. If she misses she knows there will be serious consequences. There is what he will do to her and then the side effects of her not taking her medication physically.
She keeps the bottles in their bedroom vanity and he has her keep three sets of those weekly medication plastic strips. She doesn’t have them to follow the day by. They are filled with the day and evening medications. Blue for evening and Pink for morning. She has a set in her purse, the dungeon bedside and their bedroom bedside. It doesn’t matter where she wakes up, goes to sleep or if they are out she has them with her.
Even though she doesn’t miss there are days that it is as if she isn’t on any medication at all. Her nerves just seem shot for no reason at all. Today was one of those days. She woke up feeling jittery. She mentioned to Chris that she had the shakes and it wasn’t from the asthma medication. He kissed her before leaving and told her he would call her to check on her in a couple of hours.
The day’s events didn’t help any. When she was cooking breakfast she burned her hand cooking pancakes on the griddle. When cleaning up the dishes she dropped a glass in the sink and broke it. When she turned the stereo on for doing her chores, her favorite CD wouldn’t work. It was only 10 am at this time.
Chris called.
“Hello”
“Hello my precious, you sound pouty. What’s wrong?”
“Just a bad day I guess.”
“Well tell me about it love.”
“Well I know the first couple of things were because of my hands shaking which are my nerves but I still don’t like it.”
“Ok what happen?”
“I burned my hand when fixing the kids breakfast.”
“Are you ok baby? Is it bad?”
“It isn’t bad but annoying. It only burns if I touch it or put my hands in warm water.”
“Well I am glad it isn’t bad love. Did you get the burn ointment and put some on?”
“Yes I did.”
“I am sorry you burned yourself precious. Tell me what else is going on.”
Gary and Wesley heard him mention about her being burned. He seen their concerned look and Chris wrote on a note pad and held it up telling them she is ok. “She touched the pancake griddle on the stove she is ok”
They seemed relieved and went back to work.
“When I was washing dishes I broke one of the clear glasses. It was like I couldn’t keep anything in my hands.”
“Baby it is just a glass. We can buy more. You didn’t cut yourself did you?”
“No I didn’t cut my self but it still bothers me.”
“I know love but it will be ok.”
“There is one other thing.”
“What is it sweetie?”
“My favorite CD won’t work.”
“Oh honey. Why isn’t it working? Is it one I can buy you?”
“I don’t know why it isn’t working and it is one that was made”
“Well do you have it saved on the computer in the office?”
“I don’t remember. I think it was made a long time ago.”
“I am giving you permission to get on the computer to see if your CD music is on there and make a new one.”
Wesley over heard. “Hey Chris, ask mom if it is the one David and I ripped off her other CD’s.”
“Precious is it the CD that Wesley and David ripped off your other CD’s?”
“Yes. I gave them a list and they ripped them.”
Chris nodded yes to Wesley.
“I have a copy of it on my computer here at work. You could remote it to her in a folder if she doesn’t have it.”
“Baby, are you on your headset phone?”
“Yeah.”
“Precious...”
He very much so dislikes the yeah and she knows it but he lets it slide.
“Yes Sir.”
“Go to the office and check and see if the folder is on your desktop. If it isn’t I can remote it to you because Wesley has it on his computer here.”
“Ok. I am sorry for the Yeah.”
“It’s ok I’ll let it slide this time.”
She turned the monitor on and logged in.
“It isn’t on here.”
“Put a blank CD in the writer and we will burn you a new one love.”
“Thank You.”
“You’re Welcome precious.”
“How many chores do you have left?”
“Not too many. I need to sweep, mop and vacuum. Oh, I need to do our bathroom and bedroom too.”
“That’s not too bad. Try to relax and we will get your CD finished and then you will have your music.”
Deep sigh. “Ok…”
“I will call you in a little while and check on you again baby.”
“Alright I’ll go do chores…”
“I love you precious.”
“I love you too Master. Tell Wesley I love him too.”
“Ok precious I will.”
They hung the phones up.
“Hey Wesley, your mom sends her love.”
“It sounds like she’s saving a bad day.”
“Yes but nothing too serious, but you know how it seems gigantic to her.”
“Yeah even when she’s trying so hard, it overwhelms her.”
“That is what I am here for. At least one reason”
They both laughed.
Gary said, “Our little Trish is a handful.”
Wesley says, “I have known her all my life you should have been there 10-15 years ago.”
They all laughed.
Chris said, “Hey this is my precious we are talking about.”
Wesley says, “I know. I know. It’s all good though.”
He just laughed.
“You want me to log in on moms desktop or do you want me to put it on the main computer here and you do it?”
“Go ahead and put it on the main computer. I am going to leave her something to cheer her up on there.”
“Sure. It will only take a few minutes.”
“Thanks Wesley.”
“No problem.”
Meanwhile Trish gets back to her chores. She went to their room and picked up their bedclothes they threw to the floor the night before. Normally clothes never hit the floor not even sleep clothes but last night he was just like a wild man. *big grin*
She lifted his shirt to her face. Even though he didn’t wear it long she could still smell his soap and cologne. She gathered all their dirty laundry and bath towels and took it to the utility room. She stepped to the office and seen one of them was working on her CD. She turned the monitor back off.
Back in their room she stripped their bed but the fitted sheet. She dusted, straightened and pulled it tight. One at a time she shook and neatly put the next sheet, blanket and comforter back on. She really loved the fact that he likes lots of pillows the way she does. Ever since she could remember she has always loved a bed or sofa filled with big fluffy pillows.
She cleaned their vanity and bathroom. When she was cleaning the mirror she noticed his collar around her neck. She stopped for a moment and touched it. What a wonderful Master she has.
She went back to working wanting even more to please him. She is still fumbling a little bit because her hands are still shaking. This is so frustrating for her which doesn’t help the shakes any. She always rinses her things on the vanity counter and wipes things off and kept dropping them. Nothing broke this time but frustrating none the less.
She went into the bathroom and when cleaning it she dropped something again and she broke her favorite bath oil. She nearly cried but knowing he would buy her a new one she just cleaned the mess.
She said to herself. “Maybe I should just go back to bed.”
The rest of her chores seem to be uneventful. She finally finished them and they did finish her CD. She heard the CD burner ting and went to get her CD. She turned the monitor on to see if who ever did the CD was still there so she could thank them.
It was her Master. He had his web cam on at work and she could see him in the corner of her monitor. She touched the screen where he was. He couldn’t see her but she knows he did this so she would know even at work he is there for her.
There was also a new folder that said open this. She clicked on it and there was an html file in it that she clicked on. He took the time to put one of her favorite pictures of the two of them in a frame. She is sitting on his lap and he is holding her.
Next to the picture he wrote. “I love you precious. I am sorry you are not having a very good day. I will see if I can make you feel as good as you felt in this picture when I get home. Please know I am very proud and especially pleased with you. All my love, Master” He not only had a beautiful page he created with a picture frame around her favorite picture but he also had their song playing in the background. He is so romantic and sweet.
Her thoughts were interrupted by the ring of the phone. She looked and he was on the phone at work. She turned her headset phone on.
“Hello”
“Hello precious.”
“Thank You Master.”
“You are welcome precious. Has your day gotten any better love?”
“Yes some.”
“Only some, baby?”
“Well you know my favorite bath oil I use when I soak in our room?”
“Yes”
“I broke it”
“Don’t worry precious I will take care of it.”
“I know. I cleaned it all up though.”
“I’m sure you did.”
“I love seeing you.”
She touches the screen.
