The next session began with the conventional cleanout, but I was escorted to the bathroom and they watched me purge myself. My brain was saying "OMG - this is so embarrassing." Cindy noted that my privacy was to be shared with my lover and that it was not just mine now. Cindy held a camera and light ring through all of it.
They wanted my explanation and I noted that my lover wanted a submissive man and I wanted to be one for her pleasure and amusement. That I wanted better equality and to receive the same torment as a woman got to make it even.
The silicone doing was now 1.5" in diameter, the same as the real me. Cindy noted this and said that it was important that I take on something the same size as me since I had been doing that to women and my wife (lover) felt that it was only appropriate that I experience something that is the same as me.
The throat work was rough, and I gagged a lot. Maybe not as much as before, but I had some convulsions. On the other hand, I was a bit more relaxed and had a few stretches without convulsions. Cindy wore the strapon this time and she was so careful with my ass. Slow in and out like maybe 1/4" and just held it there and played with the first 1-1.5 inches of my rectum. That inner sphincter continued to cause pain and she just took her time until it was in and then went slow for a few minutes.
The pace quickened and I dripped, and they fed that to me.
Diana commented that it was time for me to eat cum again and she wanted me to state why I was doing that. Once again, I explained that it was for me to please my lover and to be submissive for her. I didn't want to do it, but it is what she wants, and I wanted to learn how to get over my inhibition.