A Slut Of Her Own For A Night
These are Julia's own words ..
Although I'd accepted what I'd become, what I needed to be, it was still hard. I'm a naturally confident, strong person, and giving in to my Master like that was still hard for me. It was like I needed to switch personalities altogether. Master took this into consideration, but I could see he was getting impatient with me. His inattention panicked me a little bit, I didn't want him to give up on me. I needed to try harder. But how?
Arriving at his house one evening, I thought I could sense something different in him. He was restless; something new for him. I soon found the reason why.
Usually he takes me to The Room to start our rituals, but this evening he made me change downstairs. I dressed in the red silk underwear he provided, and he helped me attach my collar and lead. I was ready, but for what?
Leading me upstairs, we entered The Room. I stood still with shock. There, kneeling, was another woman.... another sub! "What......?" I turned to Master. The look on his face told me to be quiet. He would explain in his own time.
My thoughts raged. Was he exchanging me for someone else - someone who could do as they were told, someone who didn't spend their time fighting themselves and him. His next words shocked me.
"Slut, this is your slave for this evening. Another test to prove yourself. I want you to show me your willingness"
But Sir, I wanted to protest. How do I do this. I've never dominated anyone before. She won't do this for me. She's yours. All of these things I said in my head. Not aloud.
"Say hello to your Mistress, slut" he demanded of her.
She raised her eyes to me, "Hello Ma'am". I hesitated, didn't know what to do. Til I looked in her eyes. I saw her defiance. I knew I had to do this properly. I needed to gain her respect, my Master's respect. I took a deep breath and moved forward.
She was pretty. My Master had asked me once, how would I like my women to be. I'd replied that I'd never had a woman, wasn't sure. But he kept at me to respond. She was very close.
Long dark hair, 5'6", slim but rounded, B cup tits, pretty, not beautiful. She wore white underwear.
I took another deep breath ...... hesitating again. I was about to experience my first woman and I didn't have a clue; but I knew I had to do it right. I was nervous, excited, scared.
There was a collar on the bed. I took it. Told her to put it on. "Yes Ma'am" she replied, placing the collar on her neck. "Tightly" I told her. "I want you to feel it, to be aware of it at all times. Aware of who you are; who I am". She complied.
Taking some handcuffs, I cuffed her hands in front of her. She was mine. I took time to walk around her. Thinking of what Master did to me. How I responded. That waiting as I was inspected. Making me nervous and eager to please. She was to feel the same. When I'd looked at her in detail, I leant into her and kissed her gently. Soft kisses on her pretty mouth. It felt different, I could feel my excitement grow.
My kiss became deeper, I held her head up, pulling her face to mine while I kissed her, bit at her lips. Rubbing my hands on her tits, feeling her nipples harden. I pinched them a few times, wanting her to feel I was in charge. Then abruptly I pulled away. Told her to lie on the bed, legs open. Again I looked at her. In detail. Talking to her all the time. Asking her if she liked this, how she felt. I was right. She was embarrassed, but excited at the same time.
I told her what a pretty cunt she had, how wet it looked. I could see she was getting more excited. I made her open her sex lips for me, to let me have a better look. Told her to start playing with them. Warned her not to slip a finger inside. She gently took her sex lips into her fingers; hands still cuffed. I watched as she massaged and rolled them. I watched as her finger slipped inside herself; was it an accident or not? It didn't matter. I slapped her hard anyway.