I was on my way to see him when my phone buzzed. The message was from him with instructions: "take your clothes off and leave them on the couch when you get inside, then proceed to the front room behind the curtains." I hadn't spent time with him in that front room. I didn't know what he had planned and I was nervous and excited.
When I arrived the door was ajar. I walked in. It was dark inside. I could see some light behind the curtain but first I had to find the couch. I had been there many times but I never walked in to a dark, empty room. He had always been there to greet me. Today music was playing softly, no words to focus on, only notes. I stumbled to the couch and started taking off my coat, sweater, shirt. I sat down to take off my boots and slowly my eyes started adjusting to the dark. Everything was as I knew it. I took off my leggings and panties. I was completely naked. I felt so small standing alone in the big cavernous room under the very tall ceilings. I started walking towards the curtain, to the front room. It was so still and quiet except for the soft music.
I opened the dark curtains and in front of me was a table the size of a massage table with a blanket on it. Candles flickered around it, giving a soft light to the room. On one side of the table were large armchairs and in one of them he sat, fully clothed, looking at me. I walked toward him. He got up, turned me around and stood behind me. He ran his hands along my back, then along my arms and lifted them up above my head. He said nothing but I knew he wanted me to hold my arms up. He reached for something. He started at my stomach, wrapping me. I soon realized it was saran wrap, a wide piece around my waist. He came around me, standing in front of me and reaching for the roll behind me. His body was now against mine, his strong arm against my chest. I found myself leaning towards him, wanting to smell him, feel his body against me. But I reminded myself that I should follow directions and stand straight. He now moved down between my legs, bringing the wrap against my crotch and around my hip and leg. I listened to the sound of the film unwrapping from its roll. Then to the sound of it being cut. The first piece was in place.