Chapter 12.
Loss For Words
Anna
(I've never been so confused about my feelings. I know this is all too much, too fast, for Roy. Yet, I feel a deeper love and respect for him than I thought possible.)
Eventually, I cried myself out, sat up, and looked around the empty room. Everything seemed off without Roy here, and I felt so lonely, but I was determined to give him the space he needed. I just prayed that he would come around soon because I wasn't sure how much more of this I could take.
I went to the bathroom to clean up my raccoon eyes and began to laugh about Roy's raccoon joke as I wiped off my mascara, but that only made me miss him even more. Then I turned to toss the makeup wipe in the wastebasket and wanted to cry all over again.
Roy had thrown his new shirt and shorts in the trash, and my cum-soaked pink lace panties were still in his shirt pocket. I couldn't believe I didn't notice them before, but I was pretty out of it.
I knew I could have put everything in the dirty garments bag for the ship's complimentary laundry service. But then, I just couldn't imagine someone else handwashing my cum soaked panties and decided there was no point in crying over spilled cum. I fished my cum smeared panties and Roy's clothes out of the wastebasket, rounded up my matching tropical print dress, stripped, and jumped in the shower. Then I thoroughly washed and rinsed everything out, hung them up to dry, and went to get dressed.
I stared at the small desk and thought about looking for his journal. But, on second thought, maybe I didn't want to know what Roy had written about me. Then it dawned on me that Becky's picture was gone, and I panicked until I saw the colorful crumpled-up ball of paper in the small wastebasket next to the desk.
I picked her picture out of the trash, and tears ran down my cheeks as I carefully opened and smoothed it out the best I could. I was glad housekeeping hadn't emptied the trash when they changed the bedding as I placed her picture under the fancy heavy leather desk pad to help press out the wrinkles. I could only imagine how upset Roy must have been to throw away such a precious memento, and I was balling my eyes out when my phone chirped with a text.
I prayed it was Roy as I ran to the nightstand, but it was just Terra.
"Are you hungry, my pet? No, not for my sweet pussy! Though, that is always on the dessert menu. But seriously, I know your hubby is still off-pouting. So I'll swing by your room around seven, and we can grab a little something at Sammy's. My treat."
Terra ended her text with a classic smile emoji.
What the hell is wrong with me? One minute I'm crying my eyes out over a precious gift from a sweet innocent little girl, and the next, my pussy is wet and quivering, thinking about being with Terra. Being her pet. Being her property. Then I began to panic. I needed to get my makeup on. What would I wear? Oh God, she will be here in less than ten minutes. But then, I just collapsed onto the bed and incoherently wept as my world crashed down around me.
I had no idea how long I'd been blubbering when I heard the door lock trigger. I hoped it was Roy as I lifted my head. But then, Terra came through the door, and I buried my face back into the bedspread and cried some more. She rushed to the bed, sat beside me, and ran her fingers through my hair, just like Roy, but it wasn't the same. I wanted Roy. I wanted my husband back!
"There, there... Just let it go, my pet. Your hubby will come back. You'll see," Terra whispered in my ear.
Then she pulled my hair aside and softly kissed the back of my neck. Her kiss sent a shudder through my body, and I hated her for it. No, I hated myself for it. Then she kissed my shoulder, and another wave of passion coursed through me.
Oh, God! What's wrong with me, I thought. Then Terra straddled my legs and slowly trailed soft wet kisses down my back as she ran her fingers through my hair. Part of me wanted her to go away and leave me alone, but by the time she got to the small of my back, I was a hot mess.
Terra slid her fingers out of my hair and kneaded my ass as she kissed my tailbone. Then she put a knee between mine and spread my legs as she spread my ass cheeks and slowly ran her tongue into the crack of my ass. I knew what she was about to do, and my pussy became a dripping wet, quivering cunt as she put her other knee between mine and pushed my legs further apart.
Shock waves of anticipation shot through my whole body as Terra inched closer and closer to my asshole with every flick of her tongue. Then she spread my sphincter open with her thumbs and lightly ran the tip of her tongue around the rim.
"Ohhh, my fuckin' Goddd!" I moaned out through clenched teeth.
Terra pulled away and let me writhe in anticipation for what felt like an eternity. Then she plunged her tongue deep into my ass and wiggled it with wild abandon. I moaned out unintelligible gibberish and ground my ass against her probing tongue as Terra moved her thumbs down and spread my hot needy cunt wide open. Then she shoved three fingers deep inside me and aggressively stroked my G-spot as she deeply fucked my ass with her exceptionally long tongue.
I was on a crazy train to the top of the mountain when I flew off the tracks into oblivion and cried out in ecstasy as I soaked the bedding the maid replaced that afternoon. After my screaming moans died down to quiet babbling, Terra pulled her fingers out of my still-spasming cunt and gently ran her hands over my ass cheeks.
"That was beautiful, my pet," She said as I uncontrollably shuddered and twitched in a state of nirvana.
I tried to say, "Thank you, Mistress!" But all that came out was broken mumbled gibberish as Terra gently caressed and kneaded my ass.
Then she lifted a hand, and a second later, it came down with a loud "crack" on my ass! I howled out in pain as I spun my head with fire in my eyes. My state of nirvana shattered. Terra just grinned at me. She knew that as pissed as I was, she had me under her thumb, and I would bend to her will.
"It's okay, my pet. I know you're not into pain, but I just love that deep passionate fire in your eyes, and you are so beautiful when you're angry!" Terra purred. "Now, let's get you dressed and get some dinner," she stated matter-of-factly.
And there it was; I was safe under her wing and felt an overwhelming need to please her. In fact, I wanted to flip Terra over on the bed, tear off her shorts, and attack her surely dripping wet cunt! But I could tell she was serious about me getting dressed and going to dinner, and besides, I knew what was on the dessert menu!
She climbed off the bed and helped me up. Then I looked at the huge wet spot and blushed.
Terra kissed my cheek. "It's okay, my pet. I'll take care of it," she assured me with a gentle smile.
Then she pulled out her phone, tapped out a quick text, and I gave her a questioning look.
"The bedding will be changed before we get back from dinner," she confirmed.
"Um, you might want to wait on that. I haven't had my dessert yet!" I replied with a naughty smile.
"You are so precious," Terra exclaimed as she caressed my face.
Then she wandered over to the suitcases.
"So, what did my suburban goddess pack for two weeks of fun in the sun with her hubby?" She inquired.
"Well, I was thinking about wearing one of the new outfits I got on Cozumel," I replied, hoping that would please Terra.
"Oh, I'm sure you bought some new outfits just for this special occasion. Let's see what we can find," Terra said as she gestured toward the suitcases.
"Well, I did buy a few new things," I replied, and opened my just-in-case suitcase with all the special occasion items I had packed.
She poked around until something caught her eye.
"And what do we have here, my naughty little missy," Terra playfully chided as she held up a short red plaid school-girl play skirt.
"Um... Well, that was supposed to be a surprise for Roy. But, to be honest, I forgot it was in there," I confessed.
I was strangely embarrassed about the skirt and suddenly conflicted about some of the more important things I had conveniently forgotten: like my marriage vows!
"Well, I think it's perfect. Now, where is the little white blouse? And let's find some heels that will really make it pop!" Terra giddily said as she tossed the skirt on the bed and began to dig for the blouse.
She quickly found the long-sleeve, long-tailed, practically see-through white blouse and a pair of black four-inch pumps. Then she dug around and found the white stockings.
"Oh, you're so naughty! I Love it! Now, we just need one final touch. Ah-yes, these are perfect!" Terra exclaimed as she pulled out a pair of bikini-cut white cotton panties and laid everything out on the bed.
"Okay, let's get your makeup on and get you dressed. I don't want to keep my little brother waiting," Terra said as she urged me toward the bathroom.
"Little brother?" I curiously inquired.
If my suspicion was correct, it would explain some things.
"Well, he's not blood. But in some ways, we are closer than brother and sister. I was eleven, and Todd was eight when I took him under my wing," Terra wistfully replied.
I had sensed the deep bond between them. Yet, something about the way they touched and communicated without talking made me think they were much more than lovers.
"Hmm... That does explain some things," I insinuated as I applied my makeup.
"It's a long story, but the short of it is... We were just a paycheck for the shit bags that fostered us, and I've always looked out for Todd," Terra stated with fierce passion.
