'Oh God,' I whisper, twisting and squirming. I am nearly mindless with lust. It won't be long before I lie on the floor beneath me and beg to be taken, public place or no. Everyone in here must know. They must all be watching, I think. What do I look like? A wanton, eyes dripping with desire, suffused with animalistic passion.
My eyes plead with yours to stop your particular brand of torture, because I am falling, body careening out of control. Artful fingers find that swollen, delicate nub already throbbing with need and begin to rub in concentric circles... oh so very softly... around and around... and my torment continues.
In front of all these people, in such a public place, you bring me to the edge. You know what that delicate flush is spreading across my cheeks and you can feel my body, coiled tightly on the verge of exploding. The soft tremors of my thighs and the quickly stifled moans are a futile protest as I slam my cuffed hands into the soft velour of the seat behind me.
'Please Master,' I beg helplessly.
A dark smile greets my plea.
'Please I want to cum or please stop? You ask softly, letting your eyes capture mine, watching as I war with myself. This slave is desperately trying to find some semblance of self control and it is hard, Oh God so hard. My blue eyes finally come up to connect with yours and I can feel my chest heaving. So close am I, it is painful and it takes a moment for my breath to return.
'Please stop,' I whisper, though I'm not entirely sure I mean it.
'Coward,' you whisper back at me. You lift the glass of wine once more to my lips and I take another sip, needing it to calm my rather tense body.
Your head comes forward once more to whisper in my ear. 'Now my slave, you will go to the ladies and you will remove those wet panties. You will need to be careful as your cuffs are not going to be undone, so take your time. Then you will roll those panties up and place them inside your mouth before returning to me. I need not tell you, as yet, you are not allowed to cum.' You lean back in your chair then, watching me, those eyes forever dark, sensuous and watchful.
My body stiffens, I can't help it. Not only will I then be cuffed with my hands useless... but I will also be unable to speak. How am I going to manage a meal in a restaurant without the use of my hands or voice? My eyes close tightly. I cannot disobey you, this slave has learned many hard lessons in her training and her spirit is well and truly broken to your will. That is not to say that I don't want to argue with your choice of having me gagged at dinner but I am wise enough by now not too. It seems there will be no chance of an argument over dinner either and the irony is not lost on me.
I straighten my dress demurely and slowly, with a feeling of impending doom make my way to the powder room. This is going to be a very hard night for me and my body pulses and rages in frustration as I make my way forward, trying not to think about the meal ahead. My fingernails bite into my cuffed palms as I let out a silent plea for mercy, already knowing there will be none.
I dare look at no-one as my heels cross the floor of the bar and into the restrooms. My eyes steadily look forward finding a cubicle to hide myself in. Locking the door proves to be an endeavour... my back to the door, fumbling with the lock as I am unable to see what I am doing. A silent curse, now that would be entertaining... if I managed to lock myself in here. Now for the fun part of working my manacles down over my arse, wriggling my way down until I am able to step both legs backwards through my arms. This takes me a few attempts and some interesting balance techniques.
Finally my panties are wriggled slowly down my thighs, slowly because cuffed hands do not operate as they should, but finally the task is managed. My fingertips roll the soft, wet material into a little ball and a look of distaste crosses my features as they are placed into my mouth. This is your ploy to make sure you order my meal for me, knowing I will hate that. You also know I will not defy you and that without the use of my voice there is little I can do about it. You won't allow a frown to cross my features without punishment... but there is little chance of that anyway.
My eyes are big, dark and luminous with desire for my Master. That is all anyone will see... unless they look really carefully and find those dark angry red stripes on my back... or those tight metal cuffs which I must once again now work behind me. Arrgghhh again and a very quiet one as I can no longer speak.
What are you doing to me? But the helpless plea for sanity is not heard by anyone, bar myself.