She opened the door and looked at me. I saw her eyes light up with dumbfounded fear and her lips murmur speechlessly. I looked her up and down assessing how she's changed since I'd seen her last. She seemed unable or unwilling to move.
"If you were to step back, I could enter this dwelling," I said. She did so. I walked in and told her to close the door. The last time we saw each other she had little to say, since I had her mouth well taped. She was equally silent at this meeting.
I must tell you first about this meeting. She was very brave when first I met her, which is part of the reason that her behavior now so touched me. She was captured 15 months ago at a raid of the
Frente,
, a filthy, communist revolutionary group in my country. What we found in her apartment was appalling: Five Yugoslavian RPG-7's with 50 rounds of ammunition, an obsolete German MP-40 with 500 rounds of ammunition, an American sixty millimeter mortar with 10 rounds, and the coup de grace, 25 pounds of American C-4. This was the explosive used to kill our government officials by the terrorist shit with whom she apparently drank espresso. Oh yes, I forgot the most interesting treasure—a 10 pound bag of Bolivian cocaine, clearly the source of finance for this arsenal.
They had brought her into me in just her pretty, pink, nylon underwear. I remember staring at her as I sat in my room. The room was bare except for a table and two sturdy chairs. Along the walls there were iron rings fixed to it at head, waist, and ankle levels. Through the rear of the room ran a shallow trench with a drain in it. I let her stand in front of me as I sipped some tea. I worked on the New York Times crossword puzzle for a bit, practicing my English. I saw her fidget a bit and I told her to stand still. She froze for a bit longer, covering her breast modestly while trying to maintain her dignity.
She was short, with a slight build. She had luxurious, thick, black hair, petite facial features, and the thoughtful, rational expression of the well-read and highly educated. My guards threw her clothes on the floor at her feet. Her sweatshirt had "MICHIGAN" printed across the front in the school's trademark navy blue and gold. I knew from her dossier that she had earned her bachelor's degree there.
My guards were fearsome. They were peasants whom I paid very generously to inspire terror in my subjects. They wore long jackboots and jet-black uniforms that had "OS" (Oficina de Seguridad) embroidered on each collar. On their hands, they wore tight, leather gloves with tiny metal spikes mounted on the knuckles. Short truncheons and long, Kabar knives hung from their web belts. I employed three of them at a time. I had trained them to perform each coded order in a precise ballet of brutality so that the subject would know not what was to happen to her and so she would understand that she was powerless to resist. I said to the guards, "Number 3." With no hesitation, one guard grabbed her forearms and pulled them behind her, placing his boot on the small of her back. Another one kicked the back of one knee, bringing her to her knees on the floor. The third attached handcuffs to her wrists. This process was performed in less than two seconds. Again, she attempted to hold her head up bravely. "Were those your weapons and drugs found in your apartment?" "No." "Good. I'm so relieved that this is the case.," I said with mock relief. "Who owns all of that?"
"I'm not sure. They held a gun to my head and told me to keep quiet. They had masks." As she spoke I was looking at a manila envelope, filled with photographs the OI (Oficina de Inteligencia) had taken of her having coffee with the leaders of the
Frente
, and of those same people bringing large boxes into her apartment building. I placed them on the floor in front of her. "You're a liar. Worse, you think I'm stupid. Number 5." The men grabbed her by her ankles and upper arms.. The third attached her wrists behind her and attached them to a chain that hung from the ceiling. He then manacled her ankles and attached them tightly to a metal loop mounted to the floor.
"Fifteen, " I said blandly. The men each lit cigarettes and stood around her, looking down at her. She kept looking at the floor. They went behind her and started using the cigarettes to lightly burn her exposed back, feet, and legs. Each time they placed the lit end against her skin they'd quickly take it off so that the burn would be mild. But they kept doing it and she was soon yelping and shaking and struggling against her chains. These sounds were beautiful to hear. I could tell already that she was beginning to weaken, a sound that aroused and touched me.
"Continue," I said. I went to the hotplate that I kept in the room and turned on the burner for some tea. Her yelps continued and began to intensify as her resolve weakened. When the water for my tea was ready I poured it and said, "Stop." By this time she was sniffling, but not openly crying yet. She was trying to remain strong, but was getting an inkling that she might not be able to hold up as long as she imagined while she was sipping lager with her friends at the Vista De Zona Rosa Café.
Now is the time she will start to concoct a story that she thinks will pacify me. I looked up at the portrait of The Beloved Patriarch of our Nation, General Alexi De Torres. He was my company commander when I began my life with the Army. He will be proud when I reduce the terrorist scum in this country into pitiful, sobbing, repentant children. This spoiled tramp would be the first of them to fall into that state.
"I studied in the States myself, in North Carolina," I said. She didn't respond. "You should learn to converse better. It would be polite for you to respond to what I just said."She paused. He nose ran a bit and she tried to shrug her shoulder so that she could wipe it. I used a tissue to wipe it and she thanked me.
"Where did you study?" she asked.
"Mostly at Fort Bragg. I also finished my degree at East Carolina State. Where did you study?"
"At Michigan."
"Ah, yes. 'Go Blue.' What did you study?" "Economics. I minored in political science," She seemed to relax slightly as she looked up at me for the first time."
I smiled at her. "Of course you did." Then I grew serious. "Lillian, this is only the beginning. You must tell me who these people are. I cannot allow them to harm our citizens any more."
She began to justify her cause to me, an exasperatingly tedious exercise. Her childlike faith in her friends and in her Marxism made me feel something close to sorry for her. Only close, though. I quickly said to my men, "Number 4, and be quick about it."