Sometimes there just is no justice in this world. You work towards a goal and it comes up short. My goal was to find a good Master to take care of me and to learn me and my needs and desires.
Well in the 3 short years of looking, I have found one who really appeals to me. One who has given me time to think and time to be myself without having to worry about what anyone else thinks.
This man is a friend, true in all the senses of the word. He allows me to be a thinking feeling submissive without taking my individuality away from me. He gives me something to work towards, being a true submissive.
Lets just say, he turns my crank!
My story starts in a chat room. I am clowning around with friends and teasing the unattached doms. One in particular catches my eye and I watch him from afar, as far as you can get in a chat room. He smiles at me and teases back at me and we banter back and forth.
One day he comes into the chat room and I decide to seek him out in one of my old jokes, I tell him he needs to come home, our nine children need him to come home and there's one on the way. He joins right in and begins to talk as if we have been married for 20 years. Everyone is stunned and my private message box lights up! They all want to know if we are indeed married and have children. The joke begins to get interesting.
So on the joke goes for a few days. We go back and forth with it. I am really enjoying this, and I suspect from the talks we have in the room, he is too. A few of the regulars begin to question me as to what his intention is, and I just tell them we are friends. I did not think anything serious would ever come of it. After all, it's just virtual chat.