This is a further exploration of both Incest and BDSM themes started in Chapter 1. All persons concerned in this tale are over 18 years of age, but if these themes are uncomfortable for you, please read no further. It should go goes without saying that these characters are not intended to be identified with any person in real life, either alive or dead.
I would like to thank Hatsuda once again for his editing expertise and support.
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I sat watching my mother after her cathartic recognition of her submission to me, and I wasn't surprised to see that she quickly fell asleep. It must have been a very traumatic experience for her. As she slept, her face took on a relaxed appearance with the stress that had marked her for a long time starting to disappear. She settled for the night, and in spite of the temptation to join her, I left for my own bed.
Before I fell asleep myself, I recognised immediately that, in making myself her Dom, I had also taken on a huge responsibility. Over the past couple of years, her emotional life had become a grey monotone lacking excitement or fulfilment, and she lived day-to-day in a safe, undemanding but boring existence. By submitting to me she saw an opportunity to experience a kaleidoscope of excitement, a rainbow of sensual colours.
All of this meant that I had taken on an awesome responsibility for my mother's emotional stability; if I fouled up, she wouldn't be able to return to grey safety. I was going to move heaven and earth to make sure I didn't foul up, and, in any case, grey safety would have been the last thing on mum's mind.
I was up early next morning and sat in the kitchen reading the paper. I was completely absorbed in this when I suddenly felt two soft warm hands slide over my shoulders and down my chest. I turned to see my mother in a dressing gown, her mobile, expressive face showing uncertainty and apprehension tinged with fear, but, I was intrigued to note, just the slightest hint of desire, even lust.
"Master, I ..." she started, but I stood and put my finger to her lips.
"Let's have some breakfast, mum, then we can get comfortable in the lounge and we'll talk; we need to do that."
We sat at right angles on the settee, knees almost touching, and she burst out, "Simon, I'm so scared. I so need to belong to you, to have you take control of my emotional life and tell me what to do. I need you to be in charge and ... oh Simon, I love you so much—I long to submit to you. I've dreamed about finding the ideal master for so long, and the truth is, you are the only person I can really trust. B...but," and here she hesitated and tears filled her eyes. "I am so afraid of what will happen if your father finds out."
"Okay, mum, I completely understand about dad, and that just means we must be very careful when he's around. I won't do anything at all to compromise you in his eyes, even though he's hardly ever home, and even then, he doesn't seem to take much notice of you. We need to make a compact about how we will behave while dad's around, but I give you my word, both as your master and as your son that I won't cause you any problems regarding dad. In front of dad, and in normal day-to-day situations, I shall continue to call you mum or mother, and you should call me Simon or honey, which I particularly like."
Her smile was enchanting and she moved beside me and kissed me, gently and with a warmth not normally associated with a mother/son kiss.
I looked deep into her eyes and could see the blend of unconditional love and need but also her vulnerability reflected in them. "Mum, I know that by submitting to me in this way, you are putting all your trust in me. In that way, I have been given the power over your total pleasure and I recognise that means you trust me enough to use it wisely. I have to tell you that, for me, that is a huge aphrodisiac. It also means that I have a compelling responsibility towards you not to cause you harm but to maximise your pleasure—because I love you so much."
There was a compelling need in her to obey, and she had found someone to whom she could submit, trusting me to provide for this compulsion. I came to realise that she would obey me without question.
"Simon, there's been this gaping hole in my life ever since my grandmother died. Sheldon only partly filled it, and although the experience was highly stimulating, it didn't go far enough. It was only once a week, and even then, the cult seemed to operate almost automatically, as if they had a sort of 'play book'," mother grinned at me, and I knew exactly what she meant.
"Can I please explain something to you? It may help you to understand me and it will help me to make clear how I feel." she continued. "Ever since I can remember, I felt a need to obey someone. First, my parents; they had huge expectations of me, particularly after my brother showed such academic promise, then later, my sister was so beautiful. And the way my parents doted on them led to arrogance where they tried to force me to obey them."
"Obedience became ingrained in me, and my grandmother heightened it, seeing the submissive streak in my nature and allowing me to give in to it. She made me obey her, too, but I was so enthralled by her that I willingly gave up my sense of who I was and found bliss in being her plaything. That was wonderful, until her death, when my world fell apart. Your father either couldn't or wouldn't give me what I needed, and after my experience with the cult, I could only turn to religion, where obedience to the church's doctrine was so important."
"A friend had introduced me to the cult, but it never really filled my deepest need. I am a submissive who needs to be the property of someone I not only trust but who I also love and respect. I know you are wise enough to use it as both a reward and a punishment, and ... oh god, Simon, I need you so much."
"Now you have discovered the pictures and stepped in and taken control of me, and I can't wish for anything better. I need to be controlled. All I want is to forget everything and focus only on pleasing one person. I've tried to come to grips with my desires for years but I was never able to really achieve it."
Her voice was husky and strained. "Now I am your sub and that is exactly what I want. I will do anything you tell me and my only concern is what pleases you. I will be your slave if that's what you need, your sex slave, willingly making my body available for any purpose. You only have to command me and I will do it. For you, Sir, for you alone."
It was at that moment that I realised that this would be her whole life from now on. She was made to serve me, to be mine exclusively. I knew that I could use her in any way I wanted, and I sensed that that excited her greatly; that this gave her life its ultimate meaning, and that she would embrace this new reality with an enthusiasm and commitment unlike anything that she had previously experienced. She was my mother, my lover and my pet. I now knew without a shadow of doubt that this was to be her role, even if nobody else could know that she was my plaything.
"You like this idea, don't you mother? You like having to do what I tell you?"
She nodded but remained silent
"Take off your gown, come over here and stand in front of me." She stumbled towards me. "Stop and lock your hands behind your head so I can get the best view of your tits. Now turn round and face the other way."
She turned slowly turned and faced the opposite way, knowing that I was staring at her naked bottom. "Absolutely lovely mother. You have gorgeous tits and a beautiful bottom, soft and pliant. I am going to love playing with it. Now turn and face me."
I heard a quiet moan as she did so, blushing but otherwise silent.
First, though, we need to look at a few ground rules. Now," I continued, "when we're in an intimate situation like this, I shall call you slut, bitch, whore or any other name I choose, and you will call me sir for preference or master if you wish. Do you understand the situation you are now in?"
She looked at me from under hooded eyelids, her breathing becoming rapid and shallow. Taking a deep breath, she answered with a shaking voice, "Yes Sir.
"I hope you know what you are saying, mother, you are giving me carte blanche to treat you however I like, although you must never forget your safe word, 'wombat'."
"Yes, honey, I know, and that's what I want. Tell me what you are going to do to me, what you are going to do with me," she replied without any hesitation.
"I will spank you until your bottom is crimson and pulsing with heat—punishing you like the bad little girl you are. I will lay you on your bed with your legs in the air, and then eat you until your lose all control in your lust. I will flip you onto your hands and knees and take you hard and fast until you scream for release. You are so sexy, I doubt I will last long before I fill you up with my seed."
"Then you will clean me with your mouth before we go to the bathroom and share a long hot shower together. When we do, I will pee over your tits and your pussy. At other times, I may tie you up so that you can't move, then work over your body until you scream for release. I may—or may not—grant that release when you beg me for it."
"I shall want you to dress in sexy clothing—stockings and heels, flimsy little panties and shelf bras. When you do, I will drag you into the bedroom and have you kneel on the edge of the bed. I will lick your pussy as well as your bottom before I stand behind you and take you hard like the horny slut you are while you scream in a mixture of pain and excitement."
"Oh god, Simon, I almost reached a climax just hearing you say those things. And I want to suck your cock and have you cum on my face and tits. And please control my orgasms so I don't climax until you allow me to."
God mother looked, sounded and smelled so delicious—and I could see her starting to shiver with anticipation. This is how she was, needing to obey, needing to submit, and I could control her—through domination, and maybe humiliation. It was her overwhelming need and I could use it for our mutual satisfaction.
"Please Sir, please teach me to be a good slut. Show me how you need me to behave so that I can give you everything you need from me. It isn't only the physical stuff, spanking and whipping, that I so need, delicious though that is. What is so important to me is my total submission to you. I will give you everything you desire, just be firm and demand obedience. It's all about your power over me and my need to be controlled. You could demand that I not orgasm until you allow me to and then punish me if I don't obey you. You are my master; you own me in the same way you would own a pet."
"Very well. You need to know the basic submissive position that I shall expect you to assume when we are together. Kneel in front of me with your bottom on your calves with your feet just overlapping. Spread your knees wide, back straight, shoulders back and your hands open and resting upwards on the tops of your thighs. Your eyes must be open, but focused completely on my groin. Do you understand, mother?"
"Oh yes Sir. I need you to humiliate me; I need to be degraded so that I know I have no existence other than through your wishes and your desires."
"Excellent, now stand, come here and undress me."
She obeyed, her hands trembling with a lust-borne thrill as she removed my clothes, and I felt a surge of power over this obedient woman, my mother and my pet. I heard her gasp as she lowered my boxers to reveal my manhood standing tall, proud and rigid in front of her. She started to reach towards it and then stopped, knowing that she had not yet been given permission.