We were both nervous when we finally met at the Denver Four Seasons Hotel in the summer of 2005.
Our online relationship had begun 15 months earlier in a Yahoo BDSM room, before Yahoo had done away with the user rooms for good. Christie was a mother of two and married to a man named William who, by all accounts, seemed like a nice and genuine man and a wonderful father. Married for nearly 8 years, they had a comfortable, suburban lifestyle in a sophisticated, upper-class neighborhood. She said that her husband loved her, and by most material measures she was quite happy and content.
Except for the hunger she felt deep inside, that is.
Her yearning had started a couple years earlier, where she found herself being stirred by thoughts of submission. Maybe it had been the daily rigors of her double-life: the pressures brought on by her sales executive job, or the tensions caused by trying to raise two children and maintain a family while also juggling a career. But whatever it was that caused her to stir within, she found herself searching for – she wasn't sure at first – something that could help her escape. Something that would allow her to crawl deep inside herself, where she could give up control. She hungered for a way to give herself up. Completely.
We chatted for months, and once our trust and respect for one another had been established, we decided to meet in person and take our relationship to the next level. Both of us were attached and so we required absolute discretion, which it turned out, was one of the most attractive parts of our meeting. We would explore each other together – push through our respective limits – then go home and water our suburban lawns. We would meet and slake our hunger, then return to our comfortable, middle class lives. It was irresistible.
The room was on the 27th floor and offered a full panoramic view of Denver's Front Range. With two layers of curtains covering the large-paned windows, I pulled the outer curtains completely open and left the white, laced underside closed; it afforded us a nice view of the mountains but, if anyone were to look into the window from across the city, they would only see our silhouettes. I had scattered tea candles across the room and turned off the lights, giving the room a dull orange glow; I stared at myself in the full-length mirror alongside the bed while I poured 2 glasses of champagne. When I heard a knock at the door, I knew we were ready.
"Come in – it's open," I said.
Christie opened the door quietly, looking like a puppy that had been caught in a sudden rainstorm. She was shorter than I had thought she would be, but the tight black cocktail dress hugged her athletic body. Her blonde hair was hanging down across her bared shoulders, and her blue eyes crinkled at the corners when they met mine. "I can't believe I'm actually here," she said as she tossed her purse on the chair.
Walking towards her, I handed her a chilled glass of champagne. "It's so nice to finally meet you, Christie," I said. "You look exactly like I pictured you would." I leaned in and kissed her on the cheek, then we toasted.
"To our journey," I said.
She put the glass to her lips, sipped, and said: "To our journey."
"Are you nervous?" I asked.
"Very much so," she nodded.
I took a sip of champagne, then said: "You know, it's not too late, if you like. We can drink our champagne – just two friends meeting for a drink – then both go home to our lives. No harm at all. They wouldn't have even missed us."
She held the glass in her hand; she looked confused. "Is that what you want?" she asked.
"No. I want you." I replied. "I want you in all ways, like we've talked about. But like we've established: trust is earned, not given. I want you – but only if you want to give." My voice sounded soft yet deep, comforting and in control.
She nodded. I could tell she was nervous.
"Perfect," I said. "Then the rules we set will hold. You have my word on it. Do you remember what they were?"
"I do," she said.
"Please tell me," I said as I set my glass down onto the end table.
"I'm to do as you ask, in all ways. If you ask me what I really want, I'm to tell you. Complete honesty. You'll respect whatever I ask, although you'll push me in areas you think I want to explore," she said.
"You've got a very good memory," I said. "And what's the final thing?"
"Our code word," she said.
"Which is?" I asked.
"Stop. It's simple. If I've reached my limit, I just say 'stop.'" she said.
"It's that simple," I replied.
"Is it really?" she asked, obviously intrigued. I could see the hunger in her eyes.
"It really is." I said. "So did you do as I asked, Christie?" I turned and faced the large, comfortable chair in the corner, walked over to it, pulled it towards the middle of the room, then sat down.
"I did," Christie said.
"Please show me," I said. I sat with my arms resting on the padded armrests, my feet firmly on the floor. Christie watched me get comfortable, then reached up to the spaghetti strap on her right shoulder. She pulled the strap down off her shoulder, then reached up and did the same to the left one. She walked over to me and turned around, exposing the zipper of her dress; I took the zipper and pulled it down towards her waist. The "zzzzzzipppppp" was the only thing we could hear as she turned around and faced me. Staring directly into my eyes, she grabbed the top of her black dress – just above her breasts – and pulled it down across the front of her body; she let it settle around her ankles and then stepped out of it.
Christie stood before me naked except for a white, mesh thong.
Her breasts were small and firm, and the anticipation had caused her pink nipples to grow and excite. They jutted out juicy and firm, betraying the nervousness I heard in her breath. I could see a small vertical patch of white pubic hair underneath her mesh front.
"Christie...you look absolutely ravishing, my dear. So beautiful," I said. I felt the initial rush of erection push against the zipper of my black pants.
"I trimmed it, exactly as you said," she said, looking down at the small patch of hair between her legs.
"Show me then," I asked.
Christie sat down on the corner of the long ottoman at the foot of the bed, three feet in front of my chair. She pushed her knees apart, balancing her legs atop black, stiletto heels, then put her hands flat onto the lower part of her belly. Pushing her hands down over the top of the mesh panty, she grabbed the right side and pulled it open. Her beautiful pussy lips jumped out from underneath the constraints of her panties, and when her hand brushed them they opened slightly, revealing her glistening wetness.
"Mmm, yes, I see," I said, watching her hands touch herself. "You've shaved it into a small patch, just like I like. Thank you, my dear."
She smiled, almost embarrassedly, then began rubbing the front of her pussy.
"Well, since you've been so good already, you're ready for your first reward, hmm?" I said. "Why don't you take those panties off and come over here?" I asked.
Christie looked at me lovingly, stood, then stepped out of her white thong. It dangled around her right foot and as she crouched to pull it off, I interrupted:
"Leave it. I like it there," I said. "Come here."
In three short steps Christie stood before, her naked body hard and delicious. I studied her up and down, stopping on her beautiful pussy, the way her lips parted and pushed down towards her feet. The small blonde patch, an inch long tuft that moved up towards her belly, frame her lips and gave her an inviting, lustful look.
I slid off the chair and sat on the floor, my face even with her pussy lips.
"Now take this leg and put it up on the chair, baby," I said.
Christie's eyes looked crazed as she stared down onto me. She looked like she couldn't believe I was about to suck her. "Was this really happening?" she seemed to be asking. Then, she obediently took her right foot and put it up, over my head to the left, and set it up on the chair's seat. She now stood open before me, her soft, moist pussy just inches from lips.
In three short steps Christie stood before me, her naked body hard and delicious. I studied her up and down, stopping on her beautiful pussy, the way her lips parted and slipped down towards her feet. The small blonde patch, an inch long tuft that moved up towards her belly, framed her lips and gave her an inviting, lustful look.
I slid off the chair and sat on the floor, my face even with her pussy lips.
"Now take this leg and put it up on the chair, baby," I said.
Christie's eyes looked crazed as she stared down onto me. She looked like she couldn't believe I was about to suck her. "Was this really happening?" she seemed to be asking. Then, she obediently took her right foot and put it up, over my head to the left, and set it up on the chair's seat. She now stood open before me, her soft, moist pussy just inches from lips.