"Him," I hear you say. I can barely hear you over the thump of the bass and the buzz of the crowd, but I see you nod your head towards the end of the bar. Leaning against it, surveying the club, is a man in jeans and a black button-up shirt. He's on the shorter side, but very wide in the chest, and his muscular arms are sleeved in intricate tattoos.
"The man at the end of the bar?" I say, pressing my lips against your ear so that I can be sure that you hear me.
You nod. "Your hour starts now," you say. Then you smile. "I doubt it will take you that long."
I take several deep breaths, trying to slow the rapid beating of my heart. My insides squirm with tension as I make my way towards the man at the end of the bar.
I think of how the night began.
When I get home from work you tell me to put on my sluttiest outfit. No panties allowed, a short, tight skirt, low-cut top, towering high heels. You tell me that you're going to take me to the club and that I am going to suck a stranger's cock. You'll choose someone for me, and I will have one hour to return to you with my face covered in come.
The matter of fact way you tell me what to do sends shivers through me and makes my cheeks sting. You've never told me to do anything like this before. This is so far outside my comfort zone that the idea of it seems ludicrous. I doubt that I will be able to say even two words to a stranger in these circumstances, let alone get him to pull out his dick. Yours is the only cock with which I've had much acquaintance, and the idea of someone else putting theirs in my mouth makes me very nervous. "Why?" I ask.
"Because I tell you to," you say, and that's that. I belong to you. It's up to me perform my task with as much grace as I can manage. When we leave for the club, nervous tension beings to twine itself around me. In the car, you sense my anxiety and clasp my hand tightly. You hold it all the way to the club, and by the time we arrive there, I'm feeling a little calmer.
Now, however, making my way across the dance floor to the man leaning against the end of the bar, my insides feel as if they have all been tied into knots. I hate the idea of failing you, but the temptation to veer off and hide myself in the ladies room is almost too strong to overcome. I force myself to keep walking in the man's direction. As I draw closer, I see him turn his head to look at me. His eyes travel from one end of my body to the other, and he smiles at me when he sees that I'm approaching him.
When I get close, I can hardly bring myself to look at him. My skin feels hot all over, and I know that my face must be bright red. I manage to get close to him and introduce myself. He reciprocates. I try my best to make casual conversation, but my efforts are mediocre at best. I glance at the clock over the bar and see that fifteen minutes have already gone by. The man, he told me his name is Martin, is giving me the eye and not bothering to conceal it. I'd have to be stupid not to notice his interest in me. I just can't seem to bring myself to steer the conversation anywhere but to the most innocuous subjects.
When half an hour has gone by without any progress I begin to feel a little panicked. The idea of failing in a task you set me makes me feel truly miserable, and I decide that it's time for me to put away my embarrassment. It's time for me to find my inner slut and to force her into action. I take a deep breath.
"Can I suck your cock?" I say, and the minute that the words are out of my mouth, I wish that I could take them back. I've been way too forward, too brusque. How could he say yes to such a fumbling question from a complete stranger? If he laughs at me, I'm going to spontaneously combust from embarrassment.
"What?" he asks. He looks taken aback, but not affronted.
All I want to do is run away, but I force my voice to operate, and I repeat myself, leaning close to Martin so that I can speak into his ear. "Can I please suck your cock?" I say, not able to stop my voice from trembling.
He pulls back from me a little and looks into my face. I don't know what it is that he sees there, but he turns his head and presses his lips against my ear. "Yes," he says. A shiver goes through me at the implications of that single syllable. Martin steps away from the bar and takes my hand. "Where do you want to go?" he says.
I've already given this some thought, and I point to a secluded spot at the edge of the dance floor. "This way," I say, leading him towards an alcove behind a huge speaker which is almost completely obscured by a huge art deco statue of a frolicking nymph. As we walk, I look around and see you close by, keeping pace with us as best you can through the crowd. I only glimpse you for a second, but I know that you'll be there, watching as I pleasure this stranger, waiting for me to return to you with his come on my face.
By the time we slip into the alcove, I am trembling all over. I know that Martin must be able to feel it in my hand, still clamped down on his. Before I can figure out something to say to get things rolling, he says "Why are you shaking so much?" Behind the speaker, the din of the music is muffled, and I can hear him clearly.
"I'm nervous," I say. "I've never done anything like this before."
"Why do you want to suck my cock?" Martin asks. He is studying me, his eyes going from one end of me to the other and then fixing on my face.
I wonder if I should try to fabricate some kind of story, a story where I'm here all alone cruising for dick. Then I recognize that at this point, my thoughts are just not coherent enough to put together a convincing lie. I tell him the truth. "My Master told me to suck your cock."
Martin smiles. "Alright then," he says. "Get to it."
I sigh, my body relaxing. Now that I've been given permission to perform my task, I feel my nervousness beginning to evaporate. I glance to the side and catch sight of you standing near the statue behind which Martin and I are concealed. You're close enough to watch, but far enough away not to rob us of the illusion of privacy.
Martin follows the direction of my gaze. Then he cups my chin in his hand and turns my head so that I'm looking into his eyes. "You're doing this for him," he says, "But right now you're going to focus on me."