A Is for Awesome

I look to double check the hand written letter and make sure I am at the right spot. Yes. I am dressed exactly as commanded...stone grey colored pants that allow freedom of movement and blend in to the environment around me and and long sleeve green shirt that color of spruce needles that zips down the front. In the pockets I have my favorite lubricant and my pretty stainless steel anal plug with red heart gem. Underneath this I have a sheer black bra and sexy lacey crotchless black panties. I place my hand on my day collar, a thin black strip of leather and I feel both excited and relaxed. "My submission is my gift," I say with confidence. Just by touching my day collar I feel at ease.

I see movement through the spruce trees to my left and my eyes take in your form, taller than me by a head and a half, hair the color of cinnamon, eyes scintillating with depth, the color naturally varying shades of bright hazel, ever changing hues. My body thrums with pulsating tingly sensations and heat as I observe him walking towards me his skin tan and muscles honed from working outside amongst gardens, both his and others. His skin I long to caress, my fingers cannot help but touch his seductive lips, his face, shoulders. I admire who he is and bask in his Presence. Even his name sounds tasty in my mind. I melt just looking at him.

My heart feels instantly as if someone has pushed it back and it has jumped forwards out of my chest and towards him, closer, ever closer. He looks at me and his lips, so kissable, break into an easy smile. His heart is open to me. I feel it, an energy traveling through my feet and it moves all the way up through my spine and comes back to my pussy and my she throbs in the same rhythm for him. I take a moment, close my eyes and let the smell of him...a rain storm in old growth forest, both ancient and new, wash over me. I long to worship him in whatever way he wants, reverently. I ache for it. He is worthy of the gift of my submission.

"I found the spot with no trouble Sir," I say pleased, the excitement in my body becoming even more revealed through the excitement in my voice.

"Well done, Mon coeur. I know sometimes having to be at specific places and times gives you anxiety," I hear you rumble as you hug me. One of your hands supports the back of my head while your other hand grazes my bottom and then rests on my hip, holding me close, my body presses tightly against yours.

"I have wanted to hug you just like this for quite some time. I saw it in a dream, my pet."

"I have kinky visions of you too, Sir." My tone breathy with wanting to have you nearer. I feel my heartbeat match your heart, beat for beat. My hips sway to the rhythm of the winds in the trees. I see his cock begin to dance for me.

"You look like a forest elf, completely at ease in the woods and you are so beautiful it's hard to breathe. I love it when you dance for me. You literally take my breathe away, my gorgeous one."

"Really, Sir" I find myself giggling happily.

"Yes, really," you kiss me and I feel your want, inviting mine surging to the surface, tempestuous, wild, a raw force of nature. My whole body melts into you and I know I am yours, completely, utterly. You are somehow incredibly mine. I am one ecstatic submissive.

"Thank you so much Sir. I touched my collar and it helped me cope with my anxiety. I thought of you too and it gave me strength," I say happily jiggling on the balls of my heels and I hold your hand. You kiss my hand tenderly and look at me, our eyes lock and worlds upon worlds open to us both.

"I am very pleased to hear. I am proud of you. It makes my Dominant heart honored to know that thinking of me has such a grounding effect on you. I have missed you fiercely. I will now give you your treat for working through your anxiety," I hear you say as you take in my unique personal smell, nostrils flaring deep soul recognition, raw desire, and amusement.

Your hands are in my hair now, pulling and I moan, my sensuality spilling through my voice. I delight in the sound your nails make on my scalp. I try to count how many times your nails move across my scalp. I lose count. So soothing and peaceful. Then little circles on my whole scalp. I feel my throat relax completely. Tender and slow kisses on my temples, jaw line, collarbone, neck, forehead, and lips then bites along my throat and collarbone. Suddenly you suck and nibble my earlobe. My body burns with raw desire for you, even at this gentle invitation. I see your cock strain against the bonds of your pants, demanding to be released.

"Thank you, Sir," I say as I smile. I feel so cherished and nurtured. I feel your hardening cock against my ass as I you position yourself behind me and put your hands in my mouth. I suck your fingers and swirl my tongue around your thumb. Now your voice drops, deep moans emerge.

You pull out one large grass matt and you nod to me as well as point your finger. I understand and I remove sticks and pebbles from underneath where the matt will be placed. Then you place that large woven matt in the center of the cleared area and two yoga mats on it as well as a candle and some matches. You light the candle, your movements graceful, measured, calculated. We sit with care so as to not disturb the candle. I look at you intensely and you look at me, your eyes scintillating  encouraging me to bare my soul to you. I slow my breathing down and follow your inhale and exhale as it grows more extended. Time stretches out and seems to not exist anymore. Here and now. The present. I feel my mind open as I notice my thoughts acutely then as I open my third eye, pressure between my eyebrows deepens. I breathe into my third eye. I feel tingling and pressure there.

Now I send my sacred breathe to you, deeper and deeper and my thoughts fall, fall away. I sense your breathe mingling with mine, electrified. My mind is quiet and my senses are vividly awake. My body feels so in tune with the rhythms of the earth. Your pupils dilate even further.  I feel my breathe caress each of my chakras and sensually awaken each corresponding body part, pussy, bottom, womb, stomach, heart, throat, third eye even deeper and crown.

"Feel your aura," you say with a deep smile as you energetically ruffle my hair. My shoulders drop a little more. I feel my awareness of my energy grow. Heat, and a healthy dark green aura are around me, pulsating with life. I see yours as plum purple.

"I see it and feel it, Sir. Mm," I whimper and moan because it feels soo good.

"Yes. Excellent. Now expand it. Touch mine." I close my eyes and see my aura elongate like a wave and come to meet yours. My aura touches yours and it feels as if my hands are caressing your living soul, your heart and cock at the same time. I moan and an electrical buzzing current dances across my whole body. I hear you groan with pleasure at the sensation. I  feel extra alive with pure pleasure. I feel connected to a deep current of life, connected to the Earth, Eros made manifest. My pussy tingles with joy. I crave this deep connection to you, to the Earth, to Eros. I see you gasp with delight as I touch your aura again.

"Now my turn," you say, taking your time, letting the words have their own weight and solidity. I feel invisible fingers caressing my painted red toes, calves, undersides of my knees, up to my hips, slowly, wickedly. I shiver with delight and my feet curl. Now I sense your energetic mouth blowing on the back of neck, that sacred spot. I feel a tingly sensation and heat crawl over my breasts, womb, and pussy. My hands open and close and open as they feel the sensations wash over me and through me. I sound out my pleasure.

"Good girl. Express your pleasure. I like hearing you so much," your tone get a predatory edge and your voice gets deeper.

I feel your energetic mouth on my pussy blowing currents of air on pussy. I moan with ecstasy and find myself rocking my hips to and fro as if by themselves. Then I feel your lips teasing my pussy, licking, kissing, and exploring. My pussy feels so sensitive and deeply herself, erotic and alive. I rock my hips from side to side as I feel myself diving deeper into the river of my desire. Now your energetic cock is on my breasts and in my mouth. I start to salivate, my throat opens more and my pussy drips with pleasure.

"Open your energetic throat more, take me deeper. I know you can, that's a good girl" your hips thrust naturally forwards and backwards, finding their own rhythm.

"Thank you Sir. I am utterly yours," I whisper.

"Good girl. I am yours, your Sir. You are getting more sensitive to my energy and feeling your aura more. I am very happy with how well you were able to touch my aura. We are finished with formal energy work for today. I am very impressed with your progress and pleased, my little one."

You take me in your arms and hold me for a long while, caressing my face and breasts, tenderly. I get a head patt too and I felt myself melting into you. I let out a sigh of contentment and I listen to the sound of your heartbeat in my ears. Reassuring, erotic, a sensual beat just for me. Your fingers draw patterns on my neck and collar bones in a slow and sensual world all their own.

Then I see you pull out the beautiful ropes that you have selected for our play session, dark green and black. Seeing the ropes my body relaxes even further and yet I feel even more turned on too. I kneel at your feet and close my eyes, and kiss your feet showing you the utmost of respect. Deep reverence fills my heart as I open my legs, my hands rest on my thighs. Shoulders back and spine long I wait patiently. The anticipation builds as my pulse dances happily quickening.

"Arise," you say your Presence becomes even more solid. Your tone sends erotic shivers up and down my spine.

"Hishi karata today, my pet. The ropes will go over your clothes as I want you to stay warm but also be able to move." You expertly tie the series of knots around my body and open them with deft movements. I love the sound and feel of the ropes. My nectar drips down my leg, freely. My natural beauty is enhanced by the ropes. The wilderness surroundings naturally enhance the beautiful vivid dark green color of the ropes and the black makes it stand out. Heat courses throughout my body, a deep raw fire. I also feel grounded and deeply relaxed at the same time. So submissive. So delicious. Subspace is my home.

"I am honored. Thank you Sir."

As you finish tying off the Hishi karata you say, "Breathe with me. Good. Now stretch a little. Excellent. Nice lunge. Now the other side. Yes. 1, 2, 3 RUN." I look at you and smile as your eyes suddenly become predatory, a little darker. Your teeth seem sharper too.

My legs start warming up as I run for the trees. The air feels extra good in my lungs as I delight in the joy of movement. I hear you behind me. I suddenly weave in and out of the trees, making the game more challenging for you. Then I change direction and run to the clearing back again. I hear you closer now. I run the perimeter of the clearing once then make for the trees again. Just before I get to the trees I feel your hand grab my wrist. You kiss my wrist tenderly and nibble it then push my back into a spruce tree, quickly. I stomp like a wild being and toss my hair, my eyes like that of a wild prey species, a horse.

"Easy now,' you say in with a voice that reminds me of fresh green grass, hay, and apples with a hint of sunlight. I relax a little then you kiss my neck gently at first then you growl and say, "Mine. I caught you," and your tone has an edge that reminds me of spruce bark, textured and rough. I feel myself melting with pleasure yet remaining very solid as I feel your body firmly pressed against mine, pinning me down. I love this feeling.

"What are you going to do with me now that you have caught me? Hmm?" I giggle and wink at you, seductively biting my lip.

A flash of black silk in the sunlight. I feel the silk blindfold settle comfortably over my eyes securely as it is tied. I hear a metallic rattling and a click as the chain leash is attached to my collar. Your hands on my chest, reassuring me.

"Thank you Sir. That feels so wonderful. Sir, you know how to love me and care for me in the ways that I want and deserve, ways that I have only dreamed about." I find your lips with my hands and kiss you passionately as your hands roam over my body freely.

"My feisty, girl...you are learning to trust me on a physical and nonverbal level. This exercise builds on that foundation we have already built...trust. Follow me. No having your own agenda. You will listen to my body and be led by me. I am your Sir. I am your Master. Your body and heart follow my lead. Begin. No talking until you have finished," I hear your rumble, caressing my face. The tone and sound of your voice, flowing as spruce sap and sending delicious shivers up and down my spine. My nipples are hard now and my pussy blooms even more for you, drip, drip, drip continuously.

I start to hear myself say, "Yes Sir." You suddenly drop the leash without warning. I understand and feel lost without your guidance. I feel myself start to panic then take a few deep breaths and suddenly remember I am not permitted to talk. I hang my head expressing remorse. In that instant you pick up the leash. I am led in a large serpentine pattern across one section of the clearing, carefully. I relish the fact that you are in complete control and delight in this gift you have given me. All my sense are turned towards you and my thoughts fall away, even more deeply. I am in tune with your every movement.

There is you and me and this moment. One foot in front of the other, following you, completely at your mercy, oh magnanimous Sir. We change direction and walk another serpentine on the opposite side of the clearing. I feel my confidence in you grow and grow. You care for me in ways. We play together. You nurture me. You are the ship and I your First Mate. My heart feels tingly and warm in your presence and this feeling builds and builds. I am safe with you. I trust you with my very life I realize. Your very presence is male divine sexuality made flesh, naturally without even trying. I smile to myself at the thought.

"You are finished. You did awesome. Good girl. I am so very proud of you. You are permitted to speak. Did you enjoy, my pet?," you say as you pat my head. I feel myself drip with joy and pleasure at your praise and the head pat. I feel my blindfold coming off as you untie it.

"Thank you Sir. I am speechless with joy and am honored you are happy with how well I did." I kneel and kiss your feet tenderly.

Then you untie the ropes and undress me very slowly, you unzip my pants with your teeth watching me. I watch you and batt my eye lashes at you, enjoying the predatory gaze that burns there. You now unzip my emerald green top with your teeth. I cannot help but moan in anticipation and I find myself whimpering, so eagerly. You drink in the way my form fits into my sheer black bra and black crotchless panties, so deliciously feminine. A low growl emits from your throat as you caress my whole body with a barely there touch and then suddenly you bite my inner thighs, ass an throat. I moan and rock my hips as you bite my throat. I reach out for your shirt and take it off. Zip, now your pants fall to the floor and then your boxers. Your cock happily jumps free from his bondage. My pussy knows she is his compass.

"Position Decompress" you whisper as you point to the ground in front of you.

I go onto hands and knees, taking my time so as to accentuate my natural grace. I see your smirk and know you love it when I bend over for you just like this. It's one of your favorite ways to see me. I draw figure eights with my hips, tantalizing you even further. Ankle restraints fasten to my ankles and a rope is strung between my ankles connecting them and keeping my legs in place. Restraints are placed on my wrists and a rope is between them. I am bound and vulnerable.

"Well done. Beg for it like a good girl and I might give it to you, Mon coeur," you say as your hard cock gently strokes my ass and pussy. I whimper, a hot mess of eagerness.

"Pretty pretty please Sir. I am your good kinky naughty girl who aches for your cock. My pussy wants your hard cock. See how she is so wet for you? So ready. Pretty pretty please Sir, " I whimper and moan and rock my hips back and forth, the movement feeling extra sensual simply because you are watching.

"I do so love it when you beg. How can I say no to such a good girl who is also so eager and naughty? My cock will answer for me," you pull my hair and smirk.

I melt with your smirk and my pussy grows ever wetter. I find myself whimpering and moaning like a wild animal. Your nails dig into my hips and I gasp as I feel you pull my hair. I do so love it when you pull my hair and I feel so deliciously naughty. Smack, smack, smack goes your hand on my ass. My skin rosy now as I can feel you looking at me. "Yes please. Oh that feels soo divine and delicious. Yess. More...pretty please," I whisper and the words tumble out of my mouth, wild.

"More what? I didn't hear you say my title."

Much harder this time, I feel your hands smacking my ass. Sounds escape my throat and mingle with yours.

"Sir. Please can I have more. I so want your cock inside of me right now. Please Sir," I pout a little and moan louder. I look back at you and my eyes are so pleading as my nails dig into the earth.

"That's better, my exquisite submissive," you whisper in my ear and your hands grab my hips.

Your exquisite work of art enters my glistening pussy and I know this is what I live for. I moan, rock my hips back and forth then sound out my joy, my moans getting louder and deeper, my cries of bliss echo amongst the the trees. It's you and me. You are mine and I am yours. Utterly. Completely. I feel you thrusting into me, in and out, in and out so slowly and the friction of crotchless panties.

"I have wanted you for so long just like this," you say grunting and sounding out your deep pleasure.

I move my hips in alternating figure eight patterns, as the sensuality builds. My yoni grips your cock as you thrust deeper and deeper and then I relax my yoni muscles. I love the feeling and nearness of your hard cock. Your hand touches my pussy and I gasp and grind against your hand. I circle my hips, slowly alternating directions. Then I move my hips forwards and backwards. I meet your thrusts eagerly and my moans get louder and louder. In and out goes your work of art as you increase the tempo and pace.

"Fuck me Sir. Oh fuck me harder," I whimper.

"So eager, my submissive. I love your eagerness, my kinky good girl," you groan as you go in and out faster and faster. Your hand works it's erotic delight on my pussy. I moan and grind even more against your delicious fingers. My yoni tells me you are close to cumming.

"Yesss Sir," I whimper and the sensations of pure ecstasy build and blossom ever more intensely in my pussy.

"I want you to cum for me," you growl. Your cock goes in and out and my hips go back and forth in a delicious dance all their own. My pussy is voracious with desire for you, all of you. Your cock has wanted her just like this for so long. In and out goes your cock, demanding.

"I do as you command, Sir. I am cumming for you like the good girl that I am. Oh fuck yesss," I grind ever more frantically into your hand, as I moan and I feel your cock pulsating. My nectar flows, a river flooding over your cock. Zing I feel the sting of your hand as it smacks my ass, my skin velvet soft.

"Please Sir can I have your cum? I ache for it," I say breathy now. I moan and feel my squeeze my pelvic floor at your base, the middle, and towards the tip. Your thrust faster and groan with sheer need.