Introductory Comments
Hello reader(s) – I am new to this (as of September 05) this is my 2nd submission.
I would appreciate if anyone who reads my stories would give me feedback to encourage me to continue or perhaps to stop!
All the stories I hope to submit (including this one) are based on real situations – read my Bio to learn more about me if you wish. If you want to ask me any questions or even to convince yourself my stories are real, feel free to contact me or ask me any questions.
I have decided to list all my stories under the general theme of the A-Z of my Sexual Obsessions because I have so many tales to tell and so many obsessions it seemed the logical way to organise them – I hope you will follow them all over the coming weeks. I love my obsessions, I embrace them, I think about them and masturbate, I work on them to perfect my enjoyment of them and I always indulge myself fully in them.
"A" is for Anticipation, Ass Worship and Anal Sex
It must be unusual for a submissive such as I to find that in pleasing my master so much I also am receiving pleasure? It is in giving pleasure that I am fulfilled and I receive my pleasure from looking into my master's eyes and seeing the pleasure he is getting from me, my body, to use as he pleases.
But with my ass, it is different, well, not different exactly, but more because my master's pleasure is to worship my ass, almost as if he were my slave. He tells me it is my reward for being a good girl, but I can tell that is not the case. It is, in fact, for his pleasure, and my pleasure is incidental.
I try to conceal my pleasure from him in case he stops, but sometimes it must be obvious.
He makes no effort to conceal his pleasure but if anything, he loses control when he worships my ass, and gives himself over to his most animal urges. This I observe as he prepares himself as he almost always stands me in front of a full length mirror and removes my blindfold so I can see what is happening behind me. But I should explain.
I have loved my own ass; always highly sexually charged as a teenager, I discovered the pleasure of fingering my own cute little rosebud and studying it by squatting over a mirror to watch my sphincter expand and contract as I inserted fingers into it.
By 18, I was as experienced at anal sex as one can be without actually having done it; it was easy at the boarding school to get access to perfumed oils and creams and even dildos as it seemed that all the staff were into every sexual perversion imaginable and they could hardly make a scene if one of their little 'toys' went missing. Then of course there were the boys (at first) who were very soon under my spell, and later the teachers, who all helped me explore the pleasures that a tongue can give to an asshole; but that is another story.
Suffice to say that I am able to achieve an intensity of orgasm through the sensations in my asshole that out strips everything else and if this is combined simultaneously with pleasure in my clitoris or, even more intense, the sensation of a rock hard penis, wedged tight in the back of my throat, twitching and pumping as it ejaculates a thick wet and warm river of semen into my tummy, I almost pass out with orgasmic pleasure!
So now I am 32, and although fully accomplished at controlling men (some men, to be fair, but not all) to achieve my pleasure, I have discovered that submission to the right master is an even higher calling and, earlier this year, I found the right master for me.