1. Do you yearn for each email to take you to that special restaurant in your imagination, where the fabric of the restaurant chair is rough against your panties, since you have been required to lift your skirt up discreetly?
2. Do they take you to a place where you have been instructed?
3. Do you sit, the vulnerable near-naked flesh of your bottom cheeks, the soft smoothness of your thighs pressed into a chair?
4. Do you feel protected by the fact that the full skirt you wear disguises the light movement of the hips?
5. Do you watch, wondering if anyone else in the restaurant has any suspicion of what is going on?
6. Do you feel like any other normal couple out to dinner?
7. Is there, perhaps here or there a person who has a little knowledge about such things, who will look at the choker around your neck and think "collar" not "necklace" or catch a glimpse of the anklet you have been gifted and mouth to their dining companions "lovely slave chain" not "pretty ankle bracelet"?
8. Do you, despite this frisson, feel secure that you are practically unobserved, blending into the crowd?
9. Do you, in hushed, whispered moments when few are about, call the man with you by the honorifics that you know are my due?
10. Does anyone realise that these humble endearments are neither a joke nor a pet name?
11. Does it matter, for aside from an occasional askance glance, they do not seem to notice it?
12. Should you not ask permission before you shift slightly against the chair?
13 Does the texture of the fabric feel slightly uncomfortable against your sensitive behind, after the way it was treated with the flogger before leaving the house?
14. As you squirm, do you remember the way you were held across that lap, your skirt pulled up to the waist, leaving you feeling so very vulnerable and childlike?
15. Was it even more vulnerable somehow than had you been fully unclothed?
16. Did you maintain a dignified silence, punctuated by soft gasps as that flogger was brought down lightly, stingingly, lovingly, over and over and over again?
17. Were both your thighs turned rose pink with the slow, aching burn that spread throughout your body?
18. Did you crave more when you ached and arched up against the flogger for the harder, seeking sharper blows and the quick heavy feel that meant release?
19. Was the response a warm chuckle as you wriggled?
20. Did you know that you were little more than a plaything to be enjoyed and at the same time much more than a lover to be delighted?
21. Was it there, while you still lay stretched over that lap, your curls falling around your flushed face and your eyes prickling with tears, that you were calmly and quietly told that plans had been made for you that afternoon?
22. Did you listen intently to the restaurant etiquette that you were to employ as you lay there, whimpering softly?
23. Did your bottom ache, your thighs part and your hips arch up in the hope of some relief for your simmering excitement?
24. Did your eyes close against outside sensation, willing the trembling in your thighs to cease?
25. Did you moan and quiver, still a little scared at the prospect of the future?
26. Were you still restive as your back and your hair were gently stroked?
27. Did you listen to the murmured words of affection and encouragement?
28. Were you reassured enough to put your trust in another's hand and to be resolved to show courage?
29. Was that resolution reinforced by the movement of demanding hands along your back, your shoulders?
30 Did the sensitive flesh of your chastised rear and thighs make you shiver softly in pleasure, your thighs parting further in need?
31. Did you regale in the moment when a finger traced along the soft, smooth, bare flesh of the wet lips of your sex?
32. Was the wetness there so obvious...so evident?
33. Could you feel a fingertip scraping along slowly, up and back as you writhed and tried to press against the one who owned your dreams?
34. Did you whimper in need and desire as you were teased mercilessly? . 35. And then, when you were on the verge of giving up all hope, did a finger plunge deep into you, hard and probing, curling forward, pressing so deep into your wetness so that your eyes rolled back and you moaned deeply in pleasure?
36. Did your hips rock hard as you bucked against that commanding hand?
37. Was another hand placed assertively against your lower back to still your movements as that insinuating finger was withdrawn from your interior?
38. Did you protest with a whine and such soft whimpering as you could muster?
39. Were those begging, pleading mewls in vain?
40. Did you look up to find a finger, sticky with your own excitement pressed between your lips?
41. Did you obey when you were told to keep quiet as you suckled hard at that finger for a moment?
42. Did you moan softly at the taste of your own passion?
43. Did you tease it with your tongue?
44. Did you try to be enticing enough to stop the plans that had been laid for you?
45. And did you pout when the finger was removed from your lips, much as you tried to suck it back in?
46. Were the movements brusque and businesslike as you were pulled to your feet?
47. Did you stand still in surrender, head bowed, skirt lowered, demur and decent, save for the fact that your hips still rocked slowly and soft, almost mournful moans escaped your lips?
48. When told to desist, did you stand still, heart pounding in your chest?
49. Did you know you were going to be made to come somewhere else, likely in public, wherever the whim struck and as many times as the whim struck?
50 Did you know that you might be prevailed upon not to come, if that was the dominant mood in the one who controlled your dream?