Trish in a tone that only Gary and Kari can hear, “Gary, you spoke to him today about me. He told me so. He hasn’t told me what yet. I stopped him. He told me he approached you about me and I know you and you wouldn’t ever on purpose break your promise but I have to ask you, does he in ANY way know that I as well as you two want the lifestyle?”
“I will be honest. During the questions he had it was mentioned you had been mistreated more then once. I told him how you make that comment do I have abuse me ill let you tattooed on my head and he made the Dominant observation that most submissive get abused because they have not fully understood or developed what is part of them and men take advantage of it. He is very against abuse by the way also.”
She leans on the back of a kitchen chair. “So you are telling me he is a practicing Master/Dom?”
“You do not want me to answer anymore questions get out there and talk to him if he has approached you, scoot.”
“I’m just scared it all feels like a rushing wave and I don’t want to drown”
“May I get up for a moment Master?”
Gary Knowing what she was fixing to do answered, “Yes you can. Go ahead”
Kari got up and hugged Trish. “Hun, you are always talking about fate and someone from above and no-one else putting things together. This is all fate or from someone above. He approached Gary about you. We didn’t do this. I shouldn’t have called you last night but maybe I was suppose to, to stir some things up but we do not need to give you the answers you need. Go hun, go back out there. We are right here. You know Master would never allow anyone to hurt you.”
“You’re right.”
Trish steps back outside. Chris gets up and pulls her chair out again then returns to the seat across from her.
“I told you I approached him. I have always known there was something about you that drew me to you but it was not confirmed until I seen you tonight. Now I want you to just listen and say absolutely nothing until I ask you things. Can you do that for me?”
“Yes”
“When I was younger and unsaved I would go amongst the BDSM (just the word made her bite her lip) circuit and was involved with more then one person but not at the same time. I have never thought it was ok to mix things up and swing and so on. I mostly am only D/s. As I said this was before I was saved. 11 years ago I gave my heart to the Lord and have not been with anyone since then sexually. I will not be with anyone sexually or physically intimate until the time comes that God sees fit that I will marry. I have tried dating but noting ever felt right and I feel when the right one comes along we will just know it and there won’t be any others”
He notices she is about to cry.
She feels so weak, confused and scared.
He gets up and pulls her chair out and scrunches down in front of her.
Kari tries to watch out the window and Gary quickly tells her to mind her business.
Chris gently takes her hands into his. “I promise you I am not going to hurt you. I am not asking anything of you. I won’t do or ask anything of you against your own will. I am just telling you about me ok?”
Trish hangs her head down, “ok”
“No-one had to tell me you were submissive. But being submissive doesn’t mean you like to or desire to live a lifestyle built around a Dom/sub relationship. I do not know the exact abuse you have had rather it be concerning the lifestyle or just an abusive husband alone. I will only know those things if you decide you want to talk of those things. I have waited a long time for my lady right.”
Trish lifted her head at that comment.
“I believe that your submission should be something you give as a gift. So by saying that I figure it is my place to give all the information I can about me so you know ahead of time what to expect of me and what it is I am looking for in a submissive and in a woman then it becomes ultimately your choice of do you want to give that special gift that is buried deep inside of you.
When I say you I mean that in a general term of a woman I am not automatically assuming you have a desire to practice submission in the lifestyle.”
“Speaking strictly concerning the lifestyle I feel a Dom should be the one to control nearly everything in an orderly manner. The sub is active and has a mind but he helps give her structure and boundaries they can both be happy with. I do not want a slave. I’m seeking only the gift of submission from a woman who wants to spend the rest of her life with me. I like to buy outfits and things I want my lady to wear. I like soft bondage and believe in corporal punishment for misbehavior and pleasure. I want my lady to desire me and want to do things for me and so I lift her up on a pedestal and she feels like a princess.
I think there should be a contract and a collar but there is a process to that. I am looking for a lady that I can get to know and spend time with and spoil and enjoy each others company and then if things go in the direction meant to last forever then I will marry her. I won’t ever bare bottom spank her or touch her inappropriately until the time comes that I marry her. Even then it will never be against her will and be disrespectful. I feel this is a major important thing, if you can live the lifestyle without sex then when married it is so blessed and much more enjoyed.
You have the opportunity to get to know who each other are without your thoughts being clouded by what your flesh feels like. I have some pet peeves and if you would like to know a few I will tell you.”
At this point tears are streaming down her cheeks and he reaches up and wipes the tears gently with one hand.
Thinking maybe this is too much for her he pauses and ask, “Do you want to know a few?”
“Yeah” she said through the tears.”
“Don’t cry little one, it is going to be ok.”
“I like my lady to wear silk bikini panties and I will buy her all of them. I won’t ever question her about that it will be a trust thing. I do not like “yeah” I want to be addressed properly and answered properly with a Yes.” (She thinks this would be something she will have to work on.)
“I give a list of things I expect her to do and accomplish on each day. Sometimes I will call and have special request. I do not want any arguing. She doesn’t leave the room until excused. When a door is open and I have not directly called her then she stands there until I invite her in, this is not just for me this assures her that I am paying attention and see her there. I will buy her lots of comfortable pillows to sit on by the sofa; she will stay on them until invited to the sofa.”
“There are to be no men in the house rather it is hers or mine without permission. She would get a whole new wardrobe. I have saved for this for 10 years. I wanted to have the means to give her everything in the very beginning. Some things she will just have to see on her own through getting to know me and spending time with me. If you accept the offer I am going to give you then you will be doing allot of that.”
“I have my own house, truck, car, business, and a very special place to spend with my little lady.”
“You have taken care of people ever since you were a young girl, now someone wants to take care of you. Take a moment and process all of this and let me know if you want to give me a chance. You are not being drug into a commitment, just a chance to be spoiled as long as you want to be. If you are worried that I will do this to impress you then it will all stop once I get the commitment then talk to Gary and Kari.”
“I have been in business with Gary almost 6 years. I am a man of my word and as Gary put it I am meticulous and love giving and making people happy. Gary just found out today about this particular area in my life because I never wanted to offend anyone. I knew when the time was right things would fall into place and today I really feel it has fallen into place. I already feel like you are part of me. I have never felt this way before, ever.”
“Can you get up for me?” He holds her hands while she stands up.
“I want to hold you if you let me.”
She walks closer and welcomes his warm large strong arms. She begins to cry more and he strokes her hair and just holds her.
He tries to comfort her with his words and caresses. He scoops her up and holds her across his arms as she cries. He walks to the door and Gary quickly opens it.
“Can I borrow your room for a few minutes?”
Gary strokes her hair too, “Long as you need to boss.”
Gary then hugs Kari knowing she is worried about he dear friend. “Don’t you worry my girl, she will be ok.”
