I wanted to give him a present, but we are separated by thousands of miles and there is no way to exchange such a present.
As I was hanging up some clothes, I noticed some metal hangers and a thought came to me. I pulled out a hanger and with some difficulty unbent it. I looked at it and thought of what I could give him.
I had just taken a hot shower which many times leaves me in a very aroused state. That, combined with my wish to give my lover a gift left me aroused and wanting to push myself. I went into a darkened room that contained a bed and just enough light for me to see what I was doing.
I noticed on Literotica that I could post a video. Dare I? I thought about how to remain anonymous but share my reactions with Marcus. I aimed my phone's camera at my lower body and started recording. I altered my voice and tested the video and audio. They captured what I wanted.
I started the video and told my unseen audience what I was going to do. I took the curved hanger part and scratched the inside of my thigh which is the most tender part. I was able to score it but not break the skin.
I told my viewers how much Marcus loved using implements like the hanger and the whip on me. I also said how much his striking me with the hanger or the crop turned me on because I could see his cock grow with each blow. I told them about Marcus' intense, sexy stare into my eyes as he struck me. To Marcus, I said how the intensity of his desire went directly to my clit and pussy.
I also revealed that this video was a gift for my lover, but they would be allowed to see what I was creating for him. I said that I so wanted this to be difficult for me and that in the past when we had been together, Marcus had used a hanger like this one on me. He had struck my inner thighs, my stomach, and even my breasts. He had also, god help me, even drawn the hanger across my clit. I don't think he ever struck my clit harshly. I think that he just drew the crop with the fringed endings across my clit and even that drove me wild with excitement, but also with pain . I welcomed the pain and was excited by it.