I have decided that it's time to test your submission.
I know some of the things that excite you and I know that your mind is open to new experiences so I tell you that you will come to Me and offer yourself for whatever purposes I choose to use you. I warn you that if you accept then you will have no further choice and will obey My instructions. I will not abuse the control that you give to Me but I will stretch you and may take you to places where you would not venture alone. I ask you to agree and you do.
You come to Me at the time we chose and you await my instructions. Yare fully clothed as I inspect you. I walk slowly around you - remembering what I know about you. In fact I know very little about the rest of your life but I know that it excites you to know that I am drawn to your sexuality. My hand reaches out and fingertips touch your skin in a few places where it is exposed. I feel your face which is hot because you are nervous, almost shy, at what we are doing. Your eyes are open but lowered. My hand moves down gently to your neck and I feel the strong steady pulse.
The room is warm and comfortable with a bed, chair and dressing table. Warm sunlight filters through venetian blinds. There is no noise but the sounds we make.
I start to undress you slowly, taking off each layer of clothing and draping it over the nearby chair. With each new revelation of you I pause to enjoy what I see. It is a voyage of discovery for Me and I feel a pleasure at stripping away the layers of clothing that hide you from Me.
As each garment leaves your body I hold it and feel your warmth still in it before I put it carefully aside. The unveiling is a process of getting ever closer to the real you. At one level you are allowing Me to expose your body just as you have shown Me what you know about your erotic self.
When you are almost naked and I am fully dressed I stand facing you so close we can hear each other breathing. I lift My arms to your shoulders and pull you gently towards Me. Your skin is soft against My hands and I feel the warmth of your body through my clothing. I look into your eyes and ask if you are ready. When you nod, I kiss your lips.
Immediately, I blindfold you and remove your bra and panties, leaving you naked. I let My hands explore you. For the first time I feel your breasts - cupping them in My hands; I find your nipples and toy with them; I tease, roll and pinch them and feel their response as they stiffen in My fingers. I bend My head and you feel the warmth of My mouth settling on each of them in turn. My wet slippery tongue flicks and circles them and my lips suck. I use My teeth carefully because I cannot resist biting you.
I enjoy the fact that you are giving yourself - surrendering your mind and body to the sensations I generate in you. But I want more. You expect Me to want more.
I tell you to step back, the bed is behind you.
When you are comfortably laid on your back, I walk around the bed. You are still blindfolded and can only tell where I am by the sound of my steps; or my breathing; or my voice when I tell you how I am enjoying looking at your body. I ask you to spread yourself and watch as your arms and legs reach towards the corners of the bed. You half expected to be bound but it is still a big step when you allow Me to fasten your ankles and wrists. The cord I use is not rough and I do not pull the knots too tight but it soon becomes impossible for you to move your limbs more than two inches in any direction.
I choose that moment to remind you that you have given yourself to Me; that you are naked, bound and spread for My pleasure and that I intend to take you.
I remind you because I know that being made to think about what you have agreed to will bring back the feelings that had already brought you to My arms. You know that whatever I do to you while you are willingly helpless will bring Me pleasure; that I will feel good at having the power to control your body and stimulate your mind.
You are very aware that you are bound and blindfolded and that when my fingers slide down the skin of your belly and part your lips, your arousal will be obvious to Me. Knowing that I can do this though, encourages Me to be slow and thorough.
I use My face against your skin as I explore the smoothness of your skin. I smell the mixture of perfume and woman as I let my mouth kiss and cling at your neck, shoulders, face and breasts. I scrape my fingernails over your skin with just enough force to have you flinch for a moment before you arch against Me. Then I move away and the next sensation you feel is that of both my hands sliding along the inside of your legs. Starting at your ankles they linger as your body writhes. You mentally urge me to go higher, to spread you wide and use you, but I will do that in My own time.
Again I move away and make you wait. Then I kiss your lips, softly.
The next kiss is the one you have been waiting for - a greedy kiss that forces your lips wide. My tongue thrusts and dances with yours and you strain against your restraints as you struggle to prolong the kiss. You are desperate to use your arms to draw Me closer, to feel Me where you need to feel Me, to tear off the blindfold and see Me. But you can't. That is your submission. You have given Me that control.
You are laying flat on your back with legs and arms reaching to the four corners of the bed where they are bound to hold you firmly where I want you. You are blindfolded and spread naked - totally at My mercy because you chose to give Me that power over you.
The room is comfortably warm and there are no sounds to disturb the thoughts running through your mind. We have kissed and I have roamed over your smooth skin with My hands and face. Your happiness at receiving My attention is tinged with a little concern that I might demand things that you haven't done before or would not want to do unless I insisted. But you want to be tested, stretched. You need My control to allow you to open yourself to new experiences - or old ones that you need to be reminded about.
These have been your thoughts as you listen to Me moving around. You wonder if I am teasing you - it has been three of four minutes since I kissed you and said "Wait".
You are startled when there is a knock on the door. You strain to hear as I cross the room and the door is opened. You hear My voice but not what is said and then the door closes.
There is now a mixture of fear and anticipation in your mind. Is there someone else in the room with us? Have I asked for room service and had something delivered?
Before your concern has a chance to grow you feel the closeness of My face beside yours and I reassure you by letting you hear Me. I remind you that before we leave the room I will make love to you but first I will take you on an adventure.
There is a pause, no more than a few seconds before you feel My hands once more on your body. This time they stay on the skin of your thighs, stroking you in a way that almost tickles but at the same time makes you feel like purring. You move your hips as far as you can to try and make my fingers touch your sex and they do get very close, tantalisingly close, but always move away at the last minute. Until I decide that you are ready.
The persistent movement of My hands on you ceases and you wait for whatever happens next.