I would like to take this opportunity to dedicate this story to MLJ, a charming and warm woman who was the inspiration for the words that follow. I had never written erotica and quite frankly, before meeting MLJ, I didn't think I could or would. Thanks to my 'muse' I think I have made a passable first effort.
I would also like to acknowledge the fine effort of my volunteer editor, Linda62953, for her time, keen eye for details and sense of proportion.
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"What the hell am I doing here"...
That was what I was thinking as I knelt there, nude and blindfolded in her hotel room. We had never met before but had carried on an extensive exchange of fantasy online. The idea of submission was new for me, as I usually have a rather dominate type of personality in my professional and personal relationships; business owner, self confident, charming, in control and usually having my own way... Both myself, and my online Domme were in our 50's... both attached to others and both very clearly expressing our expectations of what we wanted and expected from each other.
I did know that I wanted this and I knew I couldn't get it at home. My wife of 20+ years is too submissive to pull off the role of Domme. To please me, she tried a few times actually but it just wasn't her thing. As much as she enjoys my domination of her on occasion she was never comfortable reversing the roles. Her heart was obviously not in it. So the Question: Was I really going to submit to the whims of a virtual stranger?
Answer: 'Apparently, Yes!!!'
I had arrived early, having been told to be there by 1:30, and went to the hotel bar for some fortification and hopefully a glimpse of my soon to be Mistress. Now, I didn't really know exactly what she looked like despite the photos she had posted to me. None of the pictures showed her face clearly enough for a positive identification. My expectations from her profile were, 5 ft. 2 in. tall, voluptuous, blue eyes and light brown hair. She also mentioned that she "embraced her grays" which can be sexy as hell, (a la Jamie Lee Curtis). I remembered she once mentioned she enjoys an occasional whiskey as do I. When the bartender went to get my Scotch, neat, I casually scanned the bar's lunch crowd. No obvious candidates jumped out at me. There was a woman in a back booth who could be my Domme, light brown hair pulled back in pony tail, classy, dressed in a business suit, but it was hard to tell in the dim light if there were any tell-tale grays and sitting down, her height was difficult to determine. After finishing my drink I followed my instructions and went up the elevator to her room at precisely 1:30.
I pushed on the door to the room and it opened. As she told me she would, she had applied tape over the latch so it would remain unlocked. On the bed I saw a note addressed: 'To Pet', a blackout mask, a pair of soft cuffs and a black riding crop... 'Oh crap', I thought. I hope that's for dramatic effect; she knows my limits exclude harsh punishment. I read the note which said: 1) 'take the tape off the door, I have a key'; 2) 'strip naked'; 3) 'put one cuff on each wrist but do not attach them together', ('I'll do that shortly') then 'text me' (there was a cell #) 'I'm ready to submit to you' and 4) 'Put on the blindfold, kneel down and wait......'
It wasn't long but it felt like an eternity. The silence was deafening. Again I thought 'what the hell am I doing here?' It wasn't as if I had always wanted or needed to be dominated by a strong woman. No, the desire for this was very recent and very surprising. One day a fantasy played itself out in a daydream, took root, grew and would not leave. So there I was, ready to make it happen. Waiting and wondering, naked, body hair trimmed and genitals shaved bare, as per instructions. With my world in darkness and my senses heightened I, for the first time, noticed the fragrance that the hotel used to freshen the air. I could feel my heart beating in my chest as the hum of the air conditioner droned in my ears... and then the click of the latch of the door snapped me to attention. I heard a groan from its hinges as it swung open. As it closed there was a solid thud of finality...
After a brief silence I heard, "Hello Pet, I see you're ready for me"... "I see you obeyed my instructions."
Her voice was firm, soft, teasing, and enchanting. "Put you hands behind your head"; and I complied. Taking my left hand she gently guided me to a standing position... I was trembling and I began to get hard. She stood behind me and stroked my face. Reaching around me, I felt her kisses on my neck and her fingers on my nipples, raking them gently with her nails.
She whispered in my ear, "I know what you want, I know your limits... do you trust me?"
"Yes" I replied... A solid slap on my naked ass was followed by a very firm "from now on you will address me as Mistress."
"Yes Mistress."
"And within your limits, I will do as I please with you."
"Yes Mistress."
"And you will not speak another word unless I ask you a question... understood?"
"Yes Mistress."
Caressing my arms she drew my hands behind my back and attached the cuffs to each other. She rubbed her still clothed body against my bare back. What was she wearing? Not being able to see was the essence of frustration. Her hands slithered over my naked body, flirting, teasing and driving me mad. My erection was throbbing and there was nothing I could do about it. She backed away a little and even though we were not in contact, I could sense her proximity.
"On your knees my pet" she purred as she guided me back to the floor. The fragrance of her perfume was intoxicating. My body tingled at her touch and my cock strained with need.
"I wish you could see your Mistress, but all that in good time. For now use your imagination."
"I'm striping down to a black corset, garter and sheer black stockings... Oh, no panties..." she whispered in my ear.
"My pussy is bare and the cups of the corset leave my nipples exposed."
"My lips and nails are a deep red. You'd love the way I look..."
"If you're a good slut Mistress will let you see. You WILL be a good a slut for me won't you?"
"Oh, yes, Mistress."
My hair was being gently caressed by one hand while she used the other to slip a fingertip in my mouth "suck it like it was my nipple" she said in a husky voice.
"Oh yes! ...you do that so well"... and she sounded very pleased, "soon if you're good you may have the real thing".
Placing her hands on either side of my head she pulled me toward the fragrance of her mound, ordering me to: "Keep your tongue in your mouth, just breathe... and learn to love my scent." I complied, no tongue, but I couldn't resist the urge to nuzzle my nose in the now wet crack of her pussy. A firm but not too hard slap on the cheek was accompanied with the admonishment: "Bad Boy"... but I detected a smile in her voice from the lips I could only imagine; and I was pleased that she didn't pull away. Instead she held my head firmly and began to ever so slowly hump my face.
After awhile, I was told to rise and was guided to my feet and led across the room where I was made to sit in a hard desk chair. My ankles were bound to the chair's legs and my hands were unbound briefly before being fastened to its arms. For the first time I felt the riding crop softly upon the naked flesh of my shoulder. Slowly she traced a line lower, across my throat and down to my left nipple... lingering there briefly before the crop continued its descent down to the throbbing erection in my lap. One tap, two taps on my aching cock's head then one long slow caress down the shaft to my nut sack... And again, Tap, Tap, Caress... and again... and on... and on it went. My cock felt like an iron bar and my balls were as tight as a drum. Occasionally there would be a pause and the crop would circle my cock and balls before Mistress would continue... Tap, Tap Caress... alternating rhythms, Tap, Tap, Tap.... and ahhhh, that sweet caress.
Just when I was on the verge of exploding she stopped. Damn it!!! Fuck!!! That was so sweet... 'More' I wanted to whimper but I held my tongue.
I felt hands on my shoulders, a mouth heavy with lipstick kissed my face and with hot breath in my ear I heard:
"Tell me what it is you want my pet."
"Please let me cum."
"Did you take the Viagra as instructed?"
"Yes Mistress."
"So..., IF I allow you to cum now...you WILL get hard for me again?"