"What were they like - the others?" Melanie asked as they lay, still glistening, upon the rumpled sheets, curious about Darrin's mysterious past.
"It's hard to say," he mused. "Beautiful, aggressive, wild." She had asked before about his past experiences, but he had always been evasive.
"Wild in what way? What did they do?"
"Oh, you know - athletics, group gropes, swinging, a little BDSM - your basic sexual circus acts. Recreational sex with them was a contact sport - and they played real hard; but with you it's so much softer and warmer." He gathered her in his arms, nuzzling her neck.
"Did you...?"
"Y'know," Darrin whispered, "you're so incredibly less pretentious than the others, making love to you is... what? I don't know - ...fabulously gratifying."
"But did you - you know - join in - the athletics? The circus acts?" Melanie persisted. 'Sexual circus acts!' There was something extremely exciting about the idea, albeit a little scary.
"A bit, I guess - but there was never anything like the depth of feeling we have." With that Darrin rolled into her, covering her mouth and her body with his lips and his hands. Her curiosity hesitated only a moment before slipping away under the tide of arousal.
Melanie didn't consider herself especially naive, however, realistically, she knew that she was quite conservative. "Not in his class, at all," she'd originally thought. But, she was awesomely impressed with their love, and always responded enthusiastically.
Shadows of his comments remained - "athletics, group gropes, swinging, a little BDSM, ...sexual circus acts" - and whisked across her thoughts at odd moments over the next few days. "What were they like - those sexual circuses? What really happened? How far had Darrin gone with the others - how much had he done to the others?" Melanie found the questions oddly titillating - oddly disturbing. Still, their love-making continued in its exquisiteness and Melanie's ponderings seemed to settle somewhere into a back corner of her mind.
"Omigod! That was fantastic!" Melanie sighed, some days or weeks later, lying on the plush living room carpet of Darrin's posh apartment, having just had marvellous afternoon delight. "You are so-o-o-oo good! No one's ever felt so well loved."
"We aim to please," Darrin smiled, stroking his glistening penis, still semi-erect.
"And you're such a gentleman - so kind and sensitive." As she said that, though, a shadow crept out of its corner to sit up eminent in her mind. Darrin saw something change in the sparkle of her eyes, as Melanie lifted herself onto one elbow and looked intently at him, resting her head on her hand. She paused as if trying to find the words, and her cheeks seemed suddenly to glow even more intensely. Her voice was soft and dreamy, yet, somehow husky and carnal.
"Sometimes I wonder what it would be like to just be used. Now don't get me wrong, I know I'm the luckiest woman around - our love is wonderful, but sometimes I think I'd like to try it without the "love" thing to soften the edges. D'you know what I mean?" Maybe Darrin nodded infinitesimally - Melanie went on regardless. "I'm not complaining - not even slightly; but I want to experience what you've called 'a sexual circus' - sex with the others, sex that is hard and rough and raw." Her stare pierced Darrin but he waited motionless - silent, his hand lying still against his meaty cock. "I know this is nuts," Melanie smiled slightly, "just a crazy fantasy, still, I think I'd like to be treated, at some time, like nothing more than a sexual object - a sex toy - to be used without regard - once at least; maybe just once. Just so I'd know what it was like." She lowered her eyes and sighed as if she'd been holding her breath.
After a long moment's silence, Darrin asked, with an almost ominous calm, "Are you kidding?"
"I don't know." Melanie felt exhausted. She could barely raise her head. "Maybe..." She met his eyes and there was an unfamiliar, almost intimidating hardness in them. "But I don't really think so," she said resolvedly. "No. For some reason I don't understand, the idea really excites me - beckons me." She leaned over and pulled his cock into her mouth with a loud slurp. After a few oral strokes she paused to look at him and with an almost embarrassed coyness, asked "That's 'way too kinky, isn't it?"
"Not really, not so much," Darrin mused as she took up her fellatio once again. "Everyone has fantasies. Sometimes you have to live one through - realize it, just to see if it was worth dreaming about." Melanie's mouth energetically bobbing on his cock, lips caressing, tongue swirling, throat tightening and relaxing expertly around his saliva coated rod was just one of those dreams that he'd found to be very much worth living.
At the end of the evening, after a few more hours of play, during which he'd unloaded down her throat, returned the oral ministrations, given it to her straight as well as doggy-style, then ended in a long and gentle session of soixante-neuf, Darrin helped her on with her coat. "I'm sorry you have to leave," he whispered, his fingers moulding her breasts.
Leaning back against him, Melanie cooed, "So am I, but I've got early shift tomorrow and I need to get changed. Sorry." She turned her head and gave him a deep kiss.
Darrin opened the door, and as Melanie passed through, he asked, with a thin veil of casual interest, "Are you really serious about that sex-toy fantasy-stuff?"
She stopped and pondered for a moment, but she looked at him clear-eyed when she said, almost challenging him with her tone, "Yeah; I wouldn't want to get hurt or anything, but yeah." She blushed as she turned and left with a quick "'Bye".
Darrin stood stunned. "Oh," he breathed non-committally, "Okay, 'bye." As he closed the door he felt unsure, bewildered, but a small smile tickled the corners of his mouth.
"I'm preparing a very special dinner for you, Mel." Darrin had said on the phone. "Come over about seven. Wear your strapless - you know - the gown you wore to the theatre."
"Ooooh... What's the occasion?"
It was, in fact, exactly two months since she had voiced her fantasy; but if she remembered, she made no mention of it; neither did he. "Nothing, except that I love you."
There was sherry and soft music, silver and flowers, champagne and candlelight. The prawns were "to die for" and the vichyssoise was divine. "Why don't you retire to the couch while I get coffee and Bailey's," Darrin suggested; his eyes following her as she moved from the table. Every curve of her body beckoned under the slinky material of the gown. As she lowered herself onto the sofa with a satisfied sigh, he could just make out the string of her thong and the line of her stocking tops.
"Oh, thank you," Melanie breathed as she accepted the steaming mug and blew softly across its surface. "This has been so-o nice." The dreamy quality of her voice was reflected in her eyes.
Just as they finished their coffee, luxuriating in the culinary afterglow of a fantastic meal, Darrin glanced surreptitiously at his watch and said in a whimsical voice, "Well, I'm going to use the little boys' room before anything else; what about you?" If there was slightly too much emphasis on the question, Melanie didn't seem to notice.
She lifted herself from the seat with the unconscious grace of someone completely at ease. "Now that you mention it..." Darrin headed into the ensuite while she took the main bathroom.
They returned to the living room at the same time, and before they sat, Darrin put a firm arm around Melanie's shoulder and whispered in her ear, "How about a little variation on dessert, eh?"
Melanie felt the hair on the back of her neck stand suddenly. A slight shiver skittered down her spine, and a nervous grin surfaced on her lips; her reply sounded equally curious and wary. "What did you have in mind?"
Giving her shoulder a meaningful squeeze, while his other hand slowly and gently reefed her dress up over her knees, Darrin answered cryptically, "Oh, nothing much. You'll see." Melanie stood still and silent, straight but pliable. She stared straight ahead as Darrin's fingers reached the panel of her thong panties. A not quite inaudible sigh escaped her lips as Darrin's fingers ran quick fairy-kisses over her nether lips, before circling her go button and withdrawing to hook themselves over the waistband, inexorably dragging her underwear down. Darrin was nibbling and licking and sucking her neck and ear, having worked his other hand further over her shoulder to massage her sheathed breast and tease her nipple through the tight fabric of the gown.
The moment her panties had dropped to the floor, a very slight pressure on her back coaxed her to step out of them and move almost imperceptibly toward the bar.
"What are you doing?"
"What are we doing?"
In spite of the seed of fear germinating somewhere inside her, a tiny giggle escaped. "Okay," Melanie corrected herself, "what are we doing?"
"Nothing. Shhh!" Darrin's hands left her for a moment as he pulled two of the upholstered stools from the bar and placed them in line before her. With one hand flat on her belly and the other between her shoulders, Darrin, slowly bent Melanie forward until she was draped over the stools. Supported chest to tummy by the padded seats she lay motionless and limp for a moment. Her head was whirling.
"What on earth...."