They were doing it. They were finally getting together after all this time. 'Just a cup of coffee'. They had promised each other that was what it was going to be; just a time to finally meet and look in each other's eyes face to face. They had spent so much time getting to know each other online it was almost surreal. Sure, they had traded pictures but they weren't the kind of pictures that one masturbated to just to get off. They shared pictures of their lives ... her horses, his camping trips, their kids. They had shared their dreams, their passions, what they wanted out of life.
But Dan had wanted more than Cindy could give at the moment. He wanted what she had tried to give to another and failed; her heart. And now it was just a tattered, broken shell of what it used to be that she had successfully locked away behind a high tower encrusted with thick veins and thorns and she had become pretty damned comfortable sitting up high in that tall reclusive shelter of walls. He kept chipping away at the base of her tower, which didn't bother her too much until he would get frustrated and act like he was going to walk away. Funny how that would make her move to the one window way at the top and peek out to see if he was really going to just give up and go away when something inside of her didn't want him to.
After all the time that had passed, Cindy was surprised that he had never quite given up on her even though, online, he had moved on to be with someone else. He told her that he was lonely and she didn't blame him. She never expected him to stick around and wait on her to get my shit together. But they kept coming back together ... kept talking and building on the foundation of what they had started and she felt her walls crumbling a little bit more each time they spent together.
They finally decided that they would meet offline. Dan was coming her way with his new job and setting up the website for a company not twenty minutes away from her and would be here for a few days. It was the perfect opportunity to just get together, chat a bit and meet someone that they genuinely cared for, even if it was only as friends.
But even knowing that it was just a meeting between friends, Cindy took her time preparing for this meeting. She wanted to look her best. Donning a brand new suede tulip skirt in a light camel color that came just above her knees, an irresistibly romantic lace-trimmed v-neck Mohair sweater that was the soft color of a robin's egg, and knee-eye chocolate suede boots with metal eyelets, Cindy felt undeniably sexy with a hint of class. She wasn't sure what he expected but she wanted to make a good impression. Glancing in the mirror one last time at the soft curls of golden-hued auburn that cascaded down over her shoulders and swayed down her back, she had to smile at the reflection of a girl that looked not a day over twenty-nine. She could definitely live with that.
They had agreed to meet at a Starbuck's that was about halfway distance between Cindy's house and Dan's hotel so it was convenient, safe and to boot, one Cindy's favorite places to just relax, chill and get to know someone who she felt she had already known for years. As her car drew nearer to the destination, she began to feel the nervous butterflies well up in her belly. She hadn't been on a real "date" since her divorce and even though she wouldn't necessarily categorize this meeting as a date, she knew that it had the beginnings of one marked all over it.
Pulling into the parking lot, Cindy took a moment to check her make-up one last time, mostly a nervous habit, pressing her lips together to even out her lipstick and then flashed a smile into the lit mirror. It was now or never. Turning off the ignition and dropping the keys into her suede purse, she stepped out of the car, maintaining her false bravado as she locked the door behind her and headed up the walkway to the intimate but chic coffee shop. She knew what he looked like ... and she wanted to start searching the place as soon as she walked in the door but kept telling herself to play it cool. Cindy's eyes scanned the place quickly as she headed to the counter, a soft smile playing over her lips as she ran into one of her favorite baristas, Lynne. She and Cindy used to teach together at the same school so she already knew what Cindy's usual was without her even having to say a word. "Hey Lynne," Cindy said, pulling out her money as she tried to look casual but Lynne could see something was up.
"Okay, what are you doing in here, looking like THAT on a Saturday night?" she asked before relaying Cindy's order and then leaned against the counter some as there were no other customers behind her to find out what was going on.
Cindy couldn't help but laugh some, resting a hip against the counter as her eyes scanned the intimate and dimly lit seating area with a half smile. Not seeing him yet, she softly replied, "Well, if you must know, I'm meeting a friend," shifting her gaze to Lynne to add, "For the very first time."
Lynne seemed to perk, her smile radiant as she replied in a cheerful but low voice, "Bout damn time you got out and had some fun. Where are you meeting the lucky guy?"
Cindy laughed, smiling to Chuck and blowing him a kiss as he passed her the steaming cup of a specialty brew that Lynne had recommended but she never knew what it consisted of. "Here," Cindy replied quietly, taking a slow sip as she gazed at her over the rim.
"Get out," Lynne whispered in an excited voice, her gaze darting around the place for a moment before replying, "What's the guy's name?"
"Dan," Cindy replied quietly, taking another sip. "He's traveling through on business, staying for a few days, giving us a chance to meet for the first time. We met online," she explained.
Lynne's eyebrows furrowed some as she stood up, glancing over to Chuck and Walt cleaning equipment. "Didn't we have a Dan in here just a few moments ago?" she asked and Cindy could feel her heart going a million miles a minute in the confines of her soft, Mohair sweater.
Cindy turned quickly, her fingers tightening on the cup in her hand. He was already here? Or was he? But she couldn't see him anywhere. Maybe he had changed his mind. She wasn't late ... was she? Glancing down at the delicate watch wrapped around her wrist, she began to feel somewhat sick.