Jake and I texted back and forth for a few days. I found myself flipping my phone over when in the presence of my brother, for fear that Jake would text me and he would see his name light up my phone. It felt forbidden and sexy. Jake even came by the house once to drive my brother to work. I was in the yard when he pulled up and my heart lept, thinking he must be there for me. Then Brandon came hurtling out of the house and into Jake's passenger seat, bringing me back to reality. I think Jake might have nodded at me, but the car was too shadowy to tell. After they drove away, I had to abandon my gardening and go up to my room to get myself off before I could concentrate enough to get back to weeding.
I found myself making myself cum twice a day to make daily life bearable. My body was in a state of constant arousal, and I thought about sex with Jake maybe twice per minute. The most excruciating thing was that I wasn't even sure if he wanted to do it again. His texts were maddeningly casual, and besides the occasional compliment, which I obsessed over, he didn't seem to be making any moves to see me again. There must have been ten other girls in the town that he was boning, and he was probably regretting fucking his friend's little sister. I was so stupid. But I couldn't stop thinking about him and the things he had done to me.
At work in the stationery shop there was nothing to distract me from my fantasizing. I relived Jake pushing his fingers into my mouth, and I traced my own lips as I remembered how he had put his hand over my mouth while he fucked me mercilessly. There were no customers, so I was content to sit behind the counter and fantasize, trying hard to not touch myself.
I was pretending to browse my phone at work, thinking about Jake's arms when: "Hey" A text from Jake popped up. I received an instant dose of dopamine, as if injected into my brain by a syringe. I crossed my legs, not wanting my pussy to get too excited on false hope.
"Hey yourself," I shot back. I hoped the instant reply wouldn't seem overeager.
"What are you doing right now, Sarry? I am so bored of not fucking you." My pulse took off, leaving me a bit dizzy. I had to put my phone down on the counter for a second to give me a chance to think. I ended up with a not-so-clever answer.
"Same. But I'm at work right now."
"When are your days off?" He responded right away.
"I'm off tomorrow and Saturday"
"Good. Come over to the shop tomorrow at 11am."
"Okay, cool."
"See you then, you cute fucking slut." This last text made my face burn. Just as the blush reached my scalp, the bell on the door rang, announcing customers. I held my breath as they looked around the shop, terrified that they could tell exactly what I was up to on my phone. But they chose some greeting cards and checked out, with me still blushing furiously, a hot, wet spot forming in my panties. After they left, I went to the bathroom and took my panties off, shoving them in my purse, leaving only my shorts. It felt better, and somehow made me feel more mature. The rest of work flew by. I was even brave enough to put one earbud in and listen to a BDSM podcast I had downloaded, wanting to learn more about power exchange. I could only listen to the podcast in small bursts, as just listening to people talk about 'slaves,' 'bondage,' 'punishment,' etc. was turning me on beyond comfort. I knew I couldn't keep running to the bathroom to make myself cum, but I did it once to keep myself sane.
That night it took me a long time to fall asleep. Though my mind felt relatively calm my body was revving with anticipation of tomorrow. I woke up to my alarm at ten o'clock the next morning feeling bleary and wanting to stay in bed forever. In a pre-caffeine daze I put on the outfit I had chosen for myself the night before: my favorite tank-top, which highlighted my tits, a skater skirt, and a pair of cute boy shorts. I had debated putting on some lacey underwear to impress Jake but I didn't want to look like I was trying too hard. The boy shorts hugged my hips and showed some butt cheek, so I judged them sexy enough, but still casual and laid-back. After a breakfast of instant oatmeal, coffee, and studiously avoiding my brother's eyes I set off to the bike shop in my black boots. I was both horny and nervous by the time I got there. I was remembering how it felt to cum under Jake's hand, but also the harsh feeling of getting slapped on the cheek by him.
Business at the shop looked like it was in full swing. There were some customers loitering around, and a couple guys I had seen before were helping some kids change a tire. My tank top suddenly felt obscenely revealing when one of the guys met my eyes. I gave an awkward smile and walked through the garages, trying to spot Jake. Finally I went back to the front and found one of Jake's coworkers working on a bike sans customer. Anxious, I tucked a wayward lock of hair behind my ear, looking way up at him. "Hey, I'm looking for Jake?"
He smirked, but not entirely meanly. "Yeah, you must be Sarry, I think I saw you the other night." Another smirk. "Jake hasn't come down yet. Go get him, will you? Tell him to get his ass out of bed." Confused, I nodded, stomach sinking at the idea that Jake might have to go to work today after all. Maybe our plans would be canceled. The thought made me feel utterly bereft. Cautiously, I went up the same stairwell that Jake had pulled me up days before. With customers at the shop, and it being normal working hours, it felt like I was sneaking backstage, trespassing on a VIP area.
I knocked lightly on Jake's door as I opened it, even though it was ajar. He looked up at me through his shaggy dark hair, pleased to see me. He was sitting on his unmade bed, wearing only black boxer briefs. I had distance from him now that I hadn't had the last time we were together. I noticed random details about him that were so fucking sexy. His curly leg hair, the tuning fork tattoo behind his right ear, the muscles in his forearms that I could see when he moved. Jake gave me his signature smile, leaning back a bit on the bed to survey me from toe to tip. "Sarry. Glad you showed up. Close the door." With this command he looked a bit sterner than before, as if somehow the lines of his face had hardened. Heart fluttering against my ribcage, I closed the door and leaned against it, trying to look seductive and chilled out. In reality I was scared to approach him, not knowing the etiquette in this situation.
He relieved me of this worry, standing up and coming to stand pressed against me. Looking down, he took my wrists, rubbing his thumbs against the softest part of my skin under my palms. I shivered, both from the sensation and the from air-conditioning which he had blasting in his room. It was a sharp contrast to the heat of outside and the mugginess of the common room I had come through. My nipples pebbled under my tank-top, poking out suggestively. Jake noticed immediately, chuckling and flicking at one of them. He relieved me of my tank-top, playing with my nipples with just the tips of his fingers. He seemed to want to play with it more, but restrained himself, using my wrists to leverage me over to the bed. Jake then pushed on my back until I was bent in half. My thighs were sandwiched between his body and the hard side of his bed frame. I bent further in half, so my tits were pressing into his mattress, and I squirmed my butt where it met his groin. I smiled to myself, feeling mischievous. He grinded back into me, then lifted my skirt, smacking my ass with a loud sound. "I truly am glad you came back Sarry," he rubbed my ass cheek possessively. "I don't take it for granted."
"Mmm," I sighed happily into the bed, not feeling the need to talk.
With my skirt still inverted, Jake sharply pulled down on my boyshorts until they were suspended around my knees. I felt his absence and heard his dresser drawer open and close. Breathless, I was surprised I was getting what I wanted so soon. I had expected to have to endure more of an ordeal before he was going to deign to fuck me. I heard the condom wrapper open and I pictured him securing it on himself, all cocky and deft in his movements. I moaned and opened my legs to entice him. I was already soaking, and despite the lack of foreplay I was eager to receive him. I felt greedy and unafraid. Since I had taken everything he had to give me last time, I knew I could do it again.
I could feel how warm his skin was through the condom as he parted my lips with the head of his cock. I moaned into the mattress, and then yelped, surprised, as he pushed all the way in, hitting my cervix painfully. I could only continue to yelp and grasp at the sheets as he thrust fiercely into me, fucking me without caution. He was gripping my hips hard with his fingertips, using them for leverage. When I turned my head to look up at him behind me he paused just long enough to push me farther down into the mattress. I was stuck with my head looking to the side. "Good fucking girl," Jake murmured, sounding as if his teeth were gritted.
"Oohhh fuck," is all I could respond. His thrusts were already at a fevered pitch, and my sex-starved body wanted him to never stop. I savored the feeling of abuse as he fucked me roughly, without regard for the sensitivity of my pussy. My body soon felt overwhelmed, and I wanted to try to crawl away across the bed, away from the punishing pounding of his cock. However my brain knew exactly what it wanted and exalted in the treatment. Just before I was able to reach the ecstasy I was reaching for I heard Jake gasp and felt him twitch inside me. He thrust into me hard three more times, then held himself inside me. I moved my head so that I could whimper into his bed. For a couple seconds I could just hear his breathing, and I held completely still, waiting for him to withdraw. He finally did, but I still didn't move, waiting for permission. I heard the dresser again, and the clink of a belt buckle.
"Lay down Sarry." I crawled onto the bed, curling into a loose knot, both satisfied and still ravenous for him. To my relief he was just putting on a belt, but to my dismay, he was already mostly dressed. He was just now slipping a t-shirt over his tattooed chest.