What a delicious dynamic we have. My first D/s relationship after I threw myself into this private world of darkly exquisite kink. I have the most beautiful play wardrobe of sensual, silky delights. Stockings are at the heart of my ensembles: nude, sheer, silky, seamed...always just as you like things...beautiful basques, negligees, sheer scraps of material that expose and hide, titillate and invite, offer and seduce. Your dress code was the most beautiful offering to me as we embarked on this and I have delighted in fulfilling your requests...relishing my feminitity with you... loving my body and the effect it has on you...embracing my erotic identity in a way I have never done before. Choosing dresses, heels and my beautiful lingerie for jaunts outside and kinky date nights at different locations. Following your instructions, as part of the slow, sensual build up to each play session.
At some point you would always send me a message, an audio in your low, irresistible voice or a text...the open cup bra, with the lace around the edges that present my breasts to you. Which stockings? Silky Cervins, your favourite Bas So (now ravaged), the vintage Aristocs, the classic Gios? Which colour? The nude, black, bronze, moonshine grey? Seamed or unseamed? Heel point? Usually, those heels you love with the diamante strap. Then the rest is down to me. Which dress? One where I can tease you in a restaurant with low cut neckline and a hem that I can lift to expose my stocking tops to you while we dine, giving you glimpses of the welts that you are going to feast your eyes on as you feast on me. Or a complete change when we get back indoors with one of my sheer lacy dressing gowns...such sensual delights and such a joy to dress for your pleasure.
I would prepare so carefully for you. Making sure my body was silky smooth, beautifully attired, knowing that by the end of the night I would lie ruined and ravaged. What delicious thoughts....those dark invitations, your sensual theatre and careful preparations. Sometimes, I would be able to see those dark preparations...know that you had stood in different places and planned where you would secure me, how and what you would do to me. I knew from the different tie points how I would be tied. If there was one at the base of the bed, I knew I would be tied out like a cross on my knees in front of you, given no choice but to suck your cock until you were satisfied and moved onto the next delight.
I arrive...sashay in....smiles and confidence...looking beautiful just as you like me. As instructed, I am wearing one of my sheer black dresses (not for outdoors!) so I had great fun getting out of the house -- wrapped in my claret, velvet coat....wearing heels that are certainly not meant for driving and carrying a desire to be taken, used and enjoyed. I shrug off my coat. Your demanding and beautiful Siamese shouts at me as usual if I don't greet him first. We laugh as you quietly appraise me...drinking in the seams and heel points...lingering on my neckline...knowing that I am yours to take...I am here for you and only you...
We start the slow dance of the evening. I always cook for you. It's part of my love language. I have spent time, planning the meal...thinking of what you like to savour...doing my own preparations to delight your tastebuds. Delicious spices, succulent textures, fresh, quality ingredients for us to enjoy as we dance around each other knowing what will happen later. You love watching me as I move around the kitchen, displaying myself as I put together a sumptuous meal. As I walk past the bedroom I see your altar...the chest of drawers that you have covered in soft blankets to create a platform of the right height to fuck me over. I see the ropes at the end of the bed, with the shibari collar and know I will be secured there soon. As I came in, I had noticed some ropes near the easy chair...you have some plan there too...What delights! Your crueller toys are laid out too. You will inflict pain on me and I will take it...delighting in giving you what you want...I still haven't used my safe word, it's become a badge of honour for me...I know I will use it soon.... you cruel, sadistic, delicious bastard...
I lay the table and serve our food. I savour my own food and relish watching you enjoy my offerings as I sit before you dressed for the taking. We sip a delicious, crisp pale ale and linger over the meal...chatting...laughing...anticipating...
There's a point in the evening when the conversation pauses and your tone changes. You instruct me and it begins...tonight you want to start with me on my knees by the sofa. You put on my collar and leash and pull me up towards you...your eyes drop down to your cock...as if I need any more instructions. I stroke my breasts as I lean in to claim your cock...releasing you slowly...taking my time until I have you in my mouth....and so it begins. You love moving from different places, changing the scene as you go...impact, cockworship, gorging yourself on my body, whipping, fucking, penetrating, ropes, flogging... all to your dark design...such bliss...