Introduction
Who I am? My neighbors/colleagues would say something like this: Your average guy, early forties, tall. In good shape but not overtly muscled. Flat stomach (very proud of that). Well-groomed but not overdoing it. Physically active, that is clear. Got an eye for the ladies, but no pervert. Fast thinker. Probably high sexual energy (not sure if they'd say that out loud). A good cook, good with his hands. Sense of humor. A good job, a nice car, a nice house. I trust easily, as you'll find out.
However, they got the pervert bit wrong. Very wrong. I am obsessed by BDSM and kink. And sex. All the kink.com stuff and derivatives, I devoured them. Have an anonymous account on several kinky dating websites. And one day I came across Her profile online. That is what this story is about.
The Date.
Finally, the five minutes are up.
As instructed, I push the front door of the unknown house open.
The hall is quite large, about 15 square meters I think and mostly empty.
Black stone floor, white walls, pleasant soft light. No windows.
There is a black door across the front door, without a doorhandle.
Handcuffs, a blindfold and a collar hang on a hook on the wall.
A small opening in the wall on the left at about hip height.
In the middle stands a black leather footstool. She told me about it.
I close the front door behind me. The lock clicks and I notice -- too late? -- there is no doorhandle on the inside of the front door.
The point of no return again got closer. I am nervous as hell.
As instructed, I undress and put my clothes through the small hatch in the left wall. Shoes underneath.
I listen whether I hear my clothes fall to the floor in the adjacent room.
I don't hear any thud; my clothes are really gone. I notice that I can't reach into the small hatch anyway.
My horniness is getting again the better of me, as it has been doing quite a while now to bring me to this point, this situation.
Again, my horniness takes over and I take the collar, the blindfold and the handcuffs.
The cuffs look to be of an electronic type, I don't see keyholes.
I put on the collar, making a tight fit around my neck with the strap.
My shaking hands make it difficult to find the clasp.
The blindfold follows, and then finally my horniness forces me to lock my wrists behind my back.
There I am, equal parts crazy and horny.
Naked, helpless, horny, shaking with nervousness. I slept poorly for weeks.
What drove me to do this? Some pictures of a beautiful Dominant Lady and many, many exchanged messages. On mail. Whatsapp. Fetlife. For weeks on end. It started to affect my work performance, my social life. This exchange completely filled my mind -- day and night.
The issue with fantasy and reality is that there is no in-between. It is either or.
There is only fantasy. Or there is reality.
And I knew, If I don't do it, I'll regret it forever.
It will mess up my life.
So that's where I stand now.
In a house with no nameplate, living room window curtains closed, not much people on the street as I walked towards it.
Naked, blindfolded, helplessly cuffed. Very clearly aroused with a raging hard-on.
And now at the mercy of what is to come.
I prepared as instructed. Freshly showered, freshly shaved, cleaned out my rectum. She had strong opinions on preparations.
"You can keep your eyelashes and you can keep your leg hair. In between those, I want ZERO hair."
Luckily my torso is not hairy at all. During my preparations I decided for a very thorough shaving followed by gentle chemical dehairing. I was as smooth as I could be.
We agreed again on the sublist that I completed and emailed long ago.
It seems like an eternity now.
She had given me an address, about one hour drive from my location.
So far everything is going as agreed.
I rang the bell at the agreed time.
Immediately, a small digital counter next to the door counted down 5 minutes.
At 0:00, the front unlocked automatically and I went inside.
"Here is the address. Be there on Saturday morning 10 am sharp. After ringing the doorbell, the door will be unlocked after the countdown, slave.
You go inside. You close the door behind you.
Undress, throw your clothes through the hatch on the left, put your shoes underneath and put on the blindfold, collar and handcuffs. Hands behind your back!
We discussed the footstool on Whatsapp. You know what to do."
I have no choice now. Keeping my balance, I lower myself to my knees and crawl in the direction where I've seen the footstool.
"When you get there, search for the little surprise with your mouth, my horny slutboy":
I lower my upper body so my mouth finds the black leather. I explore the surface of the footstool with my tongue and find an artificial cock protruding towards the ceiling.
That wasn't there a minute ago. The last message of Mistress looked like this:
"As you are well aware, there are tons of guys that want to submit to dominant women. Tons of them. And unfortunately, I wasted my time on several of them. Which has made me appreciate the value of first impressions, my little slutboy. If you don't want to be remembered as a time waster, give me a show. A good one. For which you get one chance. If you hear the front door unlock behind you, it means you're out.
If you encounter vibration, you're on the right path. Don't expect a full session, I want to see what you have to offer that I can work with. That is the best you can get out of this appointment, and consider it high praise from Me. Men always want more, but have to learn their place."
With that in mind, I go to work with my mouth, lips and tongue on the dildo that apparently is a realistic imitation. I feel the veins, I feel the foreskin that is softer than the rest, I feel the tip that even has a little pisshole. I try to get it as far in my mouth as I can, I try to make it as wet as I can. In real life, I have no experience with this. In order not to be a time waster I am worshipping the cock like my life depends on it. For size, I think I am slightly larger myself.
Suddenly there is an ejaculation of lubricant coming from the pisshole. And one more.
It seems the artificial cock has remote control.
Somewhere in the hall there must be a camera that I missed.
It has great view on how I express my perversions of my own free will.
I'm ashamed, very ashamed. I am aroused, very aroused.
At the same time, I am also grateful to the Mistress for the lubricant and spread it over the cock with my tongue. My mouth and chin are dripping with lube and it's on my cheeks too.
Yet another load comes out and then the cock starts to vibrate gently. The sign. I am not a time waster.
I get upright again, facing the black door, move forward on my knees with the footstool between them and try to find the cock with my ass.
That's not that easy when you're blind and handcuffed, but then I feel the vibration with my hole and slowly lower myself onto it, until my ass touches the leather of the footstool.
The cock starts to go up and down with varying intensities of vibration, speed and penetration depth.
My erection is almost painful and my horniness is through the roof.
Time passes by, it's hard to tell how much. I am now super horny, up for anything, totally raw and worn out from behind, totally raw from the front because of the strongest and longest lasting erection I have ever had. And it has yet to really start.
Then I hear a lock click in front of me. The black door...
I try to hear through the door with all my senses, but it seems to stay quiet.
The intensity of the cock is increasing, both in fucking and vibrating.
Then all motions stop when the cock is all the way in.
The door opens, I feel a draft that brings a beautiful perfume with it.
Then I hear heels clicking on the stone floor.
There are goosebumps running all over my body.
All senses, all nerve pathways have to deal with an overload. I almost seem to be in a trance, almost to be hallucinating.
I'm taken out of my thoughts by the feeling of my nose being clenched.
As a reflex I open my mouth and I feel two fingers are put in. Fingers with long nails.
Cautiously, and sensually -- at least I hope it is -- I to lick and suck them.
The fingers wipe the excess of lubricant from my cheeks, my chin and are offered to me to be licked clean, over and over again.
I hardly noticed that the dildo started pumping up and down again. With a slow rhythm, all the way in, almost all the way out. Then the fingers disappear and my nose is released again. The hand cups my chin firmly and tilts my head back a bit. I feel nails digging in my skin. If it wasn't for the blindfold I'd be looking into Her eyes.
More perfume. Spicy and sweet.
It all makes sense now. The nakedness, the perversion, the sleepless nights, the giving up of control. It is what She wants. I am in Her presence now. She has time for me. She takes care of me. I feel comforted and secure.
Then I feel something is being attached to my collar.
"Get up slave!" and I am pulled up by my collar.
So, I am leashed now.
I barely keep my balance when I respond to the jerk. Phew.
Also, the artificial cock is out of my ass now.
I am being pulled along with stiff legs -- and not only legs -- and manage not to stumble too much.
The heels of Mistress on the stone floor are the best drumbeat I ever heard.
It seems like we move through the black door.
It's slight warmer there than in the hall, that's all my senses can tell.
"Stop"
Her voice is beautiful, commanding, feminine, soft, persuasive, sensual. Her perfume is all around me now, it is very erotic.
I feel her hands on me, everywhere, with a light touch. There is caressing, gentle scraping with her nails, some squeezing.
"Not bad, slut, not bad"
"Hold still, now. And don't move."
"Yes, Mistress"
My hands are released from the cuffs, but I know better than to remove them from behind my back.
"Hands behind your head slave, fingers intertwined. Legs wide. Back straight up and butt back."
"Yes, Mistress."
I do what I'm told.
"This is called Stand, slave. Count to 10."