My First Time Administering A Damn Good Belting
"I won't do that!" I said emphatically. "I can't do it. You know I'm trained, even if it was years ago. You know I've done breaking practice. Safe, sane and consensual!"
"awwwwwww" they said over the phone. "What I want isn't sane and is barely safe, but it is consensual. I don't think it even makes sense. I just want the release that comes with someone beating me to a pulp."
"And it won't be me! I love your face. If I broke your nose, or knocked out a tooth, I'd never forgive myself."
I don't know if I was scared, angry or confused, but my blue-eyed, blue haired enby friend was insistent. "I want the emotional release that I used to get from being beaten to a pulp. I want someone to throw me around the room and belt the crap out of me."
"Wait. What?"
"I said I want to be thrown around the room?"
"I can do that" I said softly. "I can certainly toss you around like a rag doll if you don't resist, and I'm pretty sure I can toss you around if you try to evade me."
"But the beating?"
"I can spank you, I think."
"I don't want a sexy spanking, well, not then anyway. I want to get hurt, a real belting."
I shook my head. This was going somewhere I wasn't sure I wanted to go. They started talking about the dumb shit their ex was doing, what their sisters were up to, and the new flat they had just moved into, but my mind kept getting drawn into BDSM. I did something I hated doing to people and half listened to them chatter about things that made them happy, while I googled flogging and found the safe places to do it on a female body. "...umm" I said hesitantly "...I think I might be able to do something...but..." My brain whirred. Tormenting someone tied to a bed with a flogger teasing their soft bits or dripping wax on their titties was something we'd talked about, but that was sensations, not sharp pain that left a mark and bruising for days. "You may not be the only one needing after-care" I continued. "I think if I got into that world, I might be hit in the face myself with 'dom drop' do they call it..."
Blue eyes sparkled with laughter. "There will be after care. There will be arnica for bruising and hot chocolate and cuddles under a fluffy blanket..." I started to say something, but they went on. "Yes, I'll tell you if you've been a good boy."
"I think there might be a huge emotional release from this side of the paddle" I said
More laughter. "There may be. Read up, please. I need this, and you make me feel safe." They were serious now. "Tell me if you can't do it, but please...I've been craving this release since last year. I just need to let go of the tensions and the...I don't know...the stuff that's been building up since I left that dumb bastard I was living with in Wodonga"
"So...we'd be naked" I started.
"NOT a sexy spanking!" The response was very quick and maybe a little too loudly
"I know that, but nonetheless...the sweat and the slipperiness makes a difference." My dick started to harden a little.
"Not a sexy spanking" they said again, but a little quieter.
"There'll be after care?"
"Mmmm...no fucking" My 'sad face react' must have been audible over the phone. "No fucking until I've stopped crying, and maybe not then. But cuddles. Lots of cuddles. Maybe fucking later." I agreed with that.
I had enjoyed ground work when I studied judo, and the thought of wrestling with a naked blue-haired imp with thick thighs and small titties kept popping into my thoughts as I read about floggers, paddles, crops, and where to strike. Memories of breaking boards in my 20's made me wary of promising anything involving bare hand striking. I'd seen videos of girls getting punched in the belly in dungeons, but those strikes were very, very carefully controlled, limited striking distance blows, and I was terrified of making a mistake and seriously hurting my lover.
Finally I took myself down to the local sex shop and got some advice. I ended up with a foot-long leather paddle with the word 'OUCH' on one face, two hobble belts and the confidence to take my old well-worn leather belt along to the party. The woman serving had asked me about 'sliding it though the belt loops', and after a few goes it came naturally. The twink who was the other customer at the time tried to give me his number, which made the employee giggle at my embarrassment. I guess I was getting the hang, but I was by no means towering with confidence.
Well, the day came, and I rode down to my lover's flat in Liverpool with my new toys in a gym bag strapped to the pillion seat. I?'d grabbed a few hand towels, Ros Moriarty's 'Colouring Country' adult colouring book, pencils, some sweet nibbly things to go with coffee, so help me a packet of 50 Winfield Blue, and at the insistence of the staff at the sex shop (and the gay guy with the towering confidence, because if someone in their 50's can look that good wearing a crop-top and skinny jeans i'm gonna take their advice) a first aid kit and some wet-wipes. I'd never been so nervous about visiting my lover since the first time I met up with them, soon after they'd moved back to Sydney from country Victoria. We'd been lovers for more than 18 months, mostly long distance (gee, thanks, COVID) but when we could get together it was squirmy soft and kissing. This would be different.
I knocked.
I was greeted with a vision of loveliness wearing a yellow print frock that sat off-the-shoulder and really complimented their fair skin, and a smile that made my heart melt. I nearly threw the bag down and went home, but their eagerness to bring me in made me bolder.
"See - I'm wearing your favourite!"
"With nothing underneath it, as usual I suppose" They dimpled. It was very pretty. I put my bag on the kitchen table and unloaded the bounty within. "I've got some biscuits and things for coffee, and some arnica if you want to put that in the fridge for later."
"Oooh - that looks good" I heard bustling in the kitchen, and the kettle being put on.