Part One
It started with how he looked at me. Sardonically, with this wry little smirk. Piercing blue eyes cutting through me like a knife. I couldn't get his face out of my mind.
I'm a clerk by profession, the go-to-pick-up -the-slack-make-sure- everything-goes-smoothly girl, and I try to keep my judge happy, running efficiently and on time.
It's not that I stopped being attentive when the new officer joined our courtroom team...I just had to try very hard to stay focused. God, that stare.
The day that it happened, I was wearing a tight white pencil skirt with a purple blouse. I'm very busty and my voluptuous breasts are hard to keep from peeking through the top, but I wore a blazer over it to hide my form.
No-one else was in the courtroom yet. It was just me and him. I knew he was watching me, and he knew I knew it. As I pretended nothing was happening, piling case files in order to match the day's schedule, testing the microphones, refilling the water pitchers, he just sat, stared, and smirked. It was a bit irritating, actually, and when he brushed past me causing the case files to fall onto the floor, I felt my blood boiling.
He grinned and said, "That was clumsy of you, wasn't it?"
I was already on edge and uncertain as to what he wanted. So I called him on it. I'm not one to mince words.
"Look," I said, "I know you're trying to get to me. What I can't figure out is why. That was a fucked up thing to do. I didn't drop the files. You did. And I'd appreciate if you quit being an asshole and helped me pick them up. Seriously, if you're interested in me or something, there's no need to behave like a grade-school boy with a crush. "
His face softened. It was almost like I had passed some kind of a test. At least, in my mind that's what I'd done. I mean, I'm just as starry-eyed as the next girl, but I'm not going to let some guy manipulate me and laugh at me just because he has captivating blue eyes.
But in the end, I did.
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You see, he did help me pick up the files. So we were both kneeling on the floor, gathering the fallen items, and my breathing started to accelerate from my proximity to his body.
"I'm sorry for being an asshole," he said. "I shouldn't have acted so familiar. I can be a jerk to my friends in good fun, but I'll only ever be that way again if you say it's okay." With that, he stood up, gently trailing his fingers over my arm as I stayed kneeling on the floor. I felt shocked and confused, with goosebumps breaking out in waves that rippled in the wake of his touch.
"I think you're gorgeous," he said, looking down at me on the floor. "I have from the moment I walked in this room. I also see that you're honest and feisty, and I love that. I just have this feeling about you...I'm not looking for anything serious right now. Just a girl who will let me do my worst, test her limits, punish her and then reward her for her suffering. I'd be honored if that girl would be you."
Well I have to say, that was a first. I mean, I'd had guys be jerks, and I'd had them be sensitive, but certainly no-one had ever asked me to actually consent to the mistreatment.
He gave me my space while I pondered his proposition. The more I thought about it, the more it made sense. I had always loved the "bad boys." I just have hated the way they made me feel after the initial thrill subsided. But the promise of a reward to follow the punishment instantly brought wetness to my thighs. And at that moment, I decided that my clerk's job could use a little spice.
I looked him straight in his stunning blue eyes. "Okay officer," I said. "Do your worst."
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Now I know he started out slow, but at the time it sure felt fast to me. The stenographer came into the room, quickly followed by the judge, and the officer went out to call the first case.
When the litigants arrived, I swore them in: "...Do you solemnly swear to tell the truth, the whole truth, and nothing but the truth?" I had said that phrase a thousand times over, but I nearly forgot it because the officer kept his gaze fixed on my breasts. My nipples responded even as I finished the oath. I felt them tighten underneath my blouse, straining at the fabric.
The judge began to patiently devote himself to the litigants' droning, each of them describing the terrible things the other was doing, and why that other person was unfit for custody of their children (I work in family court, and spiteful co-parents are the worst). I think the only thing they stopped short of saying was that the opposition ought to have been sterilized. I tried to remain attentive and keep documents at the ready, while making sure I paid attention to the judge so I could type up his order at the end-usually I don't even need to listen to him. I almost always know which way he will rule.
The officer slowly made his way toward me, which on any other day would not have been unusual. It's quite common for the officer to work together with the clerk to run the courtroom. So no-one found it odd. The mere fact that no-one else suspected our game thrilled me. My entire body became rigid and tense, anticipating what was to come next.
Keeping his eyes on my breasts he leaned over toward me, warm breath on my cheek, and whispered, "I want you to act perfectly normal. I'm just talking to you about which case we should call next. Nod slightly if you understand, and if you are still willing to let me mistreat you." I nodded. The wetness between my thighs was spreading and I felt butterflies.
His tone changed, and what came next was not a statement but a command.
"Okay you fucking slut. Take off your panties."
I was shocked, yet not surprised. He stayed there beside me, looking at me demandingly. Very cautiously, I surveyed the room. My desk is right beside and a bit below the judge's. It's covered in front, so I'm only visible from the waist up. The litigants were facing me but also paying me no mind. They don't care about anyone but the judge. The stenographer faced away from me. The officer looked down at my skirt and waited.
I took a deep breath, checked one more time to make sure no-one was watching, and then reached up under my skirt to pull down my soaking panties.
"Give them to me," he ordered, and his voice took on a deep gruffness that had not been apparent in our earlier conversations. I held out my panties and he stuffed them in his pocket, then handed me a small white box. "Now, on our next break, I want you to take this into the bathroom. Open it up when you are in the stall. I want you to put them on as tight as you possibly can. It will hurt."
I felt an almost indecipherable combination of fear and anticipation, ignorant as to what the box could possibly contain.
At our next break, I excused myself as quickly as I could. Once in the bathroom, I headed straight to the handicapped stall and opened the box. I had never seen them before. The box contained two black scary-looking implements. They looked like tweezers with a circular binding. They had to be nipple clamps.
My breasts were still absurdly hard and tight, thrilled from the morning's entertainment. I applied one of the clamps to my right nipple and began to tighten. At first it felt pleasant. At about halfway it felt uncomfortable, and when I closed my eyes and tightened them all the way, my nipple protested so loudly I didn't think I could do it. But I did.
I repeated the steps with the second side, and sneaked a peek of myself in the mirror inside the stall.
My breasts fell undulating nearly to my waist. My throbbing nipples were much longer than normally appropriate. Clamped with the silver chain to connect them, I did not recognize myself.
I put my bra back on, followed by my purple blouse, and the fabric pressed against the clamps to make the pain almost unbearable, tweaking my nipples in different directions from all sides. I was once again a respectable clerk with my pencil skirt, top, and blazer. I felt mischievous. I also felt extreme pain.
I re-entered the courtroom in time to see the next pair of angry litigants entering. I stood to give them their oath, all the while trying to ignore the host of sensations coming from my chest.