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Rick could not believe he was walking up the pathway to the studio of Mistress D. He double-checked the address, looking at the figures '67', on the front of the old mansion. Yes, the number agreed with the one on the card. 'Mistress D, 67 Bailey Ave. By appt. only'. He had called her after his lover, Isha, had set things up. Isha herself was also a specialist in the field of domination, and he never was quite sure how he felt about that. But, now, the new mistress was on his mind. Besides the smooth silky voice he'd heard on the phone, what was she like? Would she be attracted to him, as so many women were? His being here, on a bright morning, about to enter a studio with a dungeon didn't seem quite real, and it had started so simply.
In bed with Isha, a few nights ago, things had become quite passionate. She loved his body, all six feet, 210 pounds, and she was caressing the sleek muscles of his thighs, an especially favorite place she liked to stroke. He loved the feel of her tight ass, which he held easily in his hands, and which always seemed to turn just right onto his cock or tongue. She took his large cock into her mouth, felt the delicious fullness. It was more than two inches in diameter: its length approaching 10 inches was her pride and a joy to her aching pussy which, after the first couple sessions of severe stretching, now flooded immediately upon the intrusion of 'my lovely monster' as she called it. She slurped at the huge tip, whose clear drip announced his lust, and felt his hands warm on her breasts; they weren't quite C's, but the nipples were firm and prominent; lovingly he tugged at them as he always did, and then her body tingled everywhere, especially her soaked cunt. 'I love you,' she said.
On impulse, she lifted his huge testicles, almost the size of apricots, and slapped them smartly. 'Ouch,' he said, but he jammed further into her mouth. She did it again, a little harder, and again loved the responsive thrust of his hips, which crammed his cock far down her throat. 'Is this what you do with your cyberslaves,' he said. Surprised, she took her mouth off his dick. 'Not at all, honey.'
'Well, you torture, don't you?'
'Those were taps, honey. You don't know about torture, and you don't want it.'
She thought of their previous discussions, the continuing points of contention between them. There had been troubled times for a while, after her disclosure: When they had first met, she was vague about her activity. When he asked about her field, all she offered was that she was in communications and writing on the 'net. After they'd been sleeping together for two months, she was drawn to him in a turbulence never expected, but she realized this was a time to be direct. So, one morning, she laid it out for him: 'Hon, I've got to tell you. I'm a specialist. My field is in the world of cybersex.'
'Isha!' was all he could say at first. And so began what they later called, their 'Big Discussion'.
She saw the look in his dark eyes: He did not want to believe what he was hearing. She knew what troubled him. Cybersex. 'Rick, you're thinking of guys hearing me talk dirty and whacking off.'
'Yes.'
'That's not it, at all. I am a domme. My specialty is torture. Those who belong to me must submit, and must endure pain to show their submission.'
The discussion had continued off and on through that day as she tried to clarify her role. He wondered why the guys wanted such a thing. She pointed out that it wasn't just guys, and she didn't know and had given up trying to figure it out since it wasn't a simple thing, as in the psychology books. Of course she and Rick had already tried things like mild restraints with silk scarves. She'd once tied him spread-eagled to the bed, and with a jar of cherry syrup, licked and teased his prick for hours, till he pleaded to come. In licking off the syrup, she concentrated the point of her tongue into the small slit in the enormous head of her 'monster.' The light bondage was definitely a turn-on. 'This fellow has such a weepy eye,' she would say, as the precum leaked out, and she took the sticky stuff onto her slender fingers, licked them and thrust them into his mouth. Then she'd go to work with her tongue again.
Once, when he was tied, she'd carefully covered his genitals and whipped his thighs with a soft leather cat o' nine tails. She'd alternately whipped him and jerked him off for over an hour before his pleas of 'fuck me' were heeded. Then she straddled that giant tool and rode it till his copious spurts overfilled her and dripped down her legs. That was as far as she'd wanted things to go. She didn't really want to make that succulent cock shiver in agony, though the image was strangely compelling.
As the discussion extended into the afternoon, he began to understand a little about the torture she meted out, and, seemingly accept that it didn't detract from her devotion to him. 'It's OK, Isha. Now I know you're not one of those cyberwhores.' He also didn't seem too concerned about the women she dealt with; but about the men, he asked: 'Do you tell them, after all the torture stuff, to stroke themselves, or to come?' 'A man's question,' she thought. The bottom line. 'Yes, but at a time I choose.'
'I don't like it.' He hadn't really heard anything after the 'yes'. He said he thought their sex was special. He loved her and to come with her, and have her come with him; that is, with him alone. 'With them, do you ever come?'
'Yes, I have.' She never lied to him.
'It should be special between us since we are devoted to each other.' he said, and clearly did not wish to proceed. He'd heard enough that day. He was no prude, but he liked sex 'straight up,' one might say: to fuck her ten ways from Tuesday, and in every orifice. And so ended the Big Discussion, though a solution to the problem--their pact--took a while longer to emerge.
She pondered the matter for a couple days, and went about her business. Having an independent spirit, she didn't automatically want to jump through hoops for him as she had done in her twenties, with her first boyfriends. On the other hand, she did not like to see him troubled, and she knew he wouldn't say for her to stop. Finally, a solution occurred to her, an obvious one. She even discussed the change of rules with some of the subs, and they would accept her decision. 'Rick. About what I've been doing on the 'net. I think I know what the trouble is. You see me, despite all the torture, as afterwards providing entertainment to the men. Like the cyber sex pros.'
'Exactly,' said Rick. His face brightened for he hoped she would have a solution. Maybe even quit.
'OK, here's what I'll do. I will continue to direct torture. But I will not direct any guy to touch himself or 'jerk off'. And I will not tell him to come. There will be allowing, only. And, honey, no matter what, I will not cum with them, only with you.'
She had indeed gotten to the core of Rick's discomfort. She explained that yes, sometimes the fellow online would come, with her OK. She'd 'be there' or listen or even talk. But she'd give no directions. Rick said he'd think about it, but asked, 'What about you, Isha?'
'Honey I may get turned on, just as you do when you see some babe. I will not hide it, and I may choose to tell someone about it. But I will not make myself come.' In short, she'd wait, and hope to share her excitement with Rick; she'd come with him only. The last point seemed like it might satisfy him. He rationalized it because he too was turned on by others.
That was the pact, and things had gone pretty well, afterwards: Rick seemed to take little interest in her activities, though sometimes he'd remark when she presented her wet pussy. She'd take his cock and rub it between her soaking lips. 'I'm glad you saved it for me,' he'd say, 'for you are my love,' and gently ease into his favorite territory. There had been no fallout from the Big Discussion; issues were dormant for months--until the present talk.
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Now here she was, his balls in her hand, and he was asking about torture. 'It's much harsher than you think, hon,' she said. 'Sometime they can't stand it.'
'Oh, and that's why you don't do it to me?'
'Yes,' she said, before realizing the implications, for he continued, 'You don't think I could take it.'
She was very uncomfortable, and disagreed, but she couldn't find the exact words she needed; she didn't want to question his courage. A memory came to her, from a few months back. He'd taken on two muggers with knives when they'd been accosted on a dark street one night. One guy grabbed her and the other, who looked large, got behind Rick and held a knife to his throat. 'Give us your money and your watch, motherfucker!' the guy behind had said. She saw him hesitate. Then the punk had added, 'And your gold rings.' She saw Rick's face darken, for he'd given her one. She was taken aback at what happened in the next instant.
Rick grasped the knife with one bare hand. He seized the guy's arm with the other, and twisted it like a piece of spaghetti. There was a scream as the guy felt his shoulder torn apart, and the knife went flying. Swiftly, Rick gave him another punch and karate kicked him as he fell. Rick leaped like a cat beside the second fellow and grabbed his neck. He cried out in rage and almost lifted the fellow off the ground by his neck, and flung him against the wall of the building, where he crumpled into silence. 'Let's go, baby,' Rick said smoothly, wrapping a handkerchief around his bleeding hand, and they had walked away.
The memory flashed before her in just a second. Isha, bringing herself back in the present, knew they'd have to talk about what he could 'take,' but felt her cunt just dripping; 'Let's discuss it tomorrow, what you feel you have to do, OK? Now what's become of my lovely monster?' Holding it firmly, she got on her hands and knees and raised her fine butt into the air. As she spread her pussy, she wondered what might be in store for his gorgeous prick, if they went ahead. She pushed back and up to meet the massive insertion and squeezed it with her cunt in all the lustful ways she knew. He pounded into her for several minutes with increasing fury. 'Baby, baby,' he cried out before he convulsed and spurted. She felt the hot seed flooding in with her juices, and that loving warmth was all she could think of. Her body responded on its own, to the other body loving it; she thrashed as she came and their juices flowed out onto the sheets.
And so it came up the next day. Rick said, 'And so, what do you think, can I "take it"?' 'Rick, you're tough, but you don't know what these guys go through.' She tried to explain that it wasn't simple courage at issue.