This story begins immediately from "Fanning the Flame."
It grew ridiculously long, but it serves to set up the grand finale in the next installment. Be warned, it has nothing to do with sex-positive behavior, and little to do with actual BDSM fetishism. I put it in this category because of the sadistic dominance of one character over the others. All characters in this story are psychologically warped.
I think that is enough of a warning.
Part One:
The door was locked. Naked, I found the nearby hidden spare key and got the door open. I made my way in. Mary was curled up on the floor sobbing. I went toward her, reached out to her.
She batted at my reaching hand, stared at me with red-rimmed eyes, hissed at me, "I hate you! Get away from me!" Her face was streaked, blotched, and distorted with emotions of shame, disgust, anger, pain, and fear.
There was no talking with her then. We slept side-by-side, not touching, in the same bed where he'd fucked my ass, and she'd cleaned his cock.
The next morning we cleaned ourselves and the house without speaking. Eventually I was able to broach the subject.
"Mary, I love you."
She knew what I was trying to talk about. "I know, and I love you, but... that... all that... it's so dirty! Beyond naughty. He treats us like things. It's like he's a spoiled kid and we're replaceable toys, not people."
"That's it exactly. But we don't have to let him. We can stop. You can say no."
She began to cry again, "But that lovely big cock! I'm sorry, but I've never been so full, or for so long! I've never felt like he makes me feel. Why can't he just be satisfied to fuck me?"
"He never will. He's a sadistic narcissist. If you tell him on Friday that you've trained your ass to take his cock, he'll demand something else, another level of degradation or humiliation, some new taboo barrier broken."
"How did I become addicted this way? Right now, when I think of that big cock, I want to touch myself. I wouldn't let us do any butt stuff, but now I want to put my finger in there while I play with myself."
Mary had never been this open and direct before. Something, whether it was the physical satisfaction she'd experienced from John's fucking, or the mental humiliation of sucking his cock after it was in my ass, had broken down a barrier of reserve that she'd held up her entire life. I knew myself; she was only in the process of learning herself.
I wanted to say, "Do it! Show me!" I wanted to show her how hard I was hearing her talk that way. I wanted us to sit there watching each other masturbate. Instead I suggested that we could buy a big thick dildo, a toy as thick and long as him that she or I could use on her as a replacement for him. This is something that must be rare in the history of marriage: a husband convincing his wife to replace her cruel lover with a sex toy.
We took a ride that afternoon to a sex shop on the other side of the city. It was easy to find a toy with dimensions not too different from John's. However, we stood in awe for some time gazing at all the other options available. Eventually we bought one called "Black Jack." It was 18" long and double-ended. We thought the extra length would make a nice handle for me to manipulate it with.
In the car on the way home I convinced her to try it out. She demurred at first, because it was "nasty," but later she unwrapped it and pulled her panties down. When I raised an eyebrow, she said, "I can't deny that I like some naughty things." By the time we pulled into the driveway she had nearly half of Black Jack inside herself and had orgasmed twice, while I had a raging hard on.
We rushed into the house. In the bedroom we got into a 69 position and I worked the dildo back into her. With my mouth pressed firmly to the area around her clit, I licked and sucked as I sawed the dildo in and out. Alternating light flicking licks at the tip of her clit with sliding my tongue along the clit-shaft, aggressive sucking with gentle mouthing of her mons, and long deep penetrating strokes of Black Jack aiming upward at her pussy's front wall with short quick pumps and side-to-side swings, I brought her from crescendo to crescendo.
She was so occupied with the pleasure I was giving her that she gave only occasional attention to my cock. For some 45 minutes it stayed at full attention while I gave her my full attention. It was the longest and most satisfying (for her, physically, and me, mentally) lovemaking sessions of our entire marriage.
When she finally said, "Enough, enough! I can't handle any more." I withdrew Black Jack and laid him on the bed. Mary and I lay side by side facing each other. She held my still-erect cock in her hand.
I gazed lovingly at her heaving chest, flushed neck and cheeks, drooping eyes and trembling lips. Eventually she spoke, "What did you do to prepare yourself, your butt I mean, for last night?"
I explained to her about the plugs, the meal plan, the enemas, and the lube.
"Where's all the stuff? Let me see it?" I got up and brought it from the bathroom cabinet. She inspected it all.
"Could you take this," She lifted Black Jack and shook it, "there?"
"Now? I wouldn't want to. I'm still so sore. You didn't see me walking funny?"
"I didn't notice. What about my finger? A little -- what is it? -- prostate massage?"
I eagerly handed her the lube.
She put an endearingly large amount on both hands. Kneeling in front of me, she held the tip of my cock in her mouth and sucked aggressively. Meanwhile she massaged my shaft, balls, taint, and asshole with both hands. Her left hand moved to pump my shaft. Her right forefinger circled my asshole, then slipped in. Then it was back out and circling, then in. Then it was sliding delicately in and out. To the suction on my cock, she added a swirling lick around the head.
I shuddered with the overwhelming pleasurable sensations.
She shift her tongue to sliding across my frenulum. At the same time her finger pressed farther into me. It touched my prostate.
I gasped, "There! That's the spot."
She probed all around and over the area, still sucking vigorously.
My cock pulsed and twitched. My hands went unbidden to her head as I ejaculated rope after rope of long-held cum into her mouth.
Startled, she pulled her head back. A shot from my cock sprayed across her nose and cheek. The next hit her neck and chest.
She continued moving her finger inside me, and cum continued to drizzle from my cock into her cleavage. She giggled a little.
Twenty-five years of the strains of adult married life were temporarily wiped away from her face in that moment. I gazed at her with adoring eyes. I bent to kiss her face, cheeks, nose, mouth. We shared my cum between us. I licked it off her chest and offered it to her lips in a kind of sacrament.
"I love you," I said. "I want you to be happy, and I never want to see you hurt."